it's time to go back.. mipo

After spending 2 weeks in JB, i can't help but feel that how nice it will be if i don't need to go back to Penang... haiz... for the sake of my future, no matter how reluctant i might be, i still have to go back... haiz.... Saturday night 10pm, KKKL, Larkin Central....haiz.... :(

SO, how did i spent my 2 weeks holidays?? Nothing much... spent most of my time watching 'Boys Over Flowers', completed my bio terrarium coursework.. i wonder it will survive or not..taadaa

terrarium 1

Terrarium 2

i made 2... just in case 1 tak jadi still got another one.. hahha

a piece of good news... i might be getting my allowance from JPA soon... 1 think i did mention something like that more than a month ago. But this time it's for real i think... my friend got hers already... but... sometimes we can't just be happy tooo soon.. haha

even before reaching KMPP i can sense the 'presence' of stress brewing somewhere inside of me... everybody must be busy burying their heads in piles and mountains of books, except for me i think... i'm really ''chilaxing'' at home.... (felt guilty about that) haiz.. (regret)....

didn't get to catch up much with most of my ex-classmates... except for yam nee and kim... and you know what they did?? Yam nee actually drove kim to my house last Thursday... but before that, Kim gave me a call, saying something about somebody's autograph book, and then asked for my address, (which jalan) saying she wanted to post it to me...... (i really don't understand what she's saying at that time...) .... (something fishy)... but i still told her (Jalan Hijau Muda 6)and then she asked 'what number'..... (blur)... again i replied.. 17... and then and then she said'' we will be arriving outside your house within 2 minutes'' ....==

i was wearing my pyjamas at that time... so, i faster run upstairs to put on my jacket.. wah sei... panting... and kelam kabut... hahah

we ended up chatting and taking pictures inside Yn's car... all was well until we noticed that her signals were flashing... the 2 people in front were trying all the buttons possible to turn off the signals.. but to no avail.... i felt guilty i couldn't help :( but luckily there wasn't any other problems besides the signals...haha

oklah... i think i will end this post here.. there's much more to do... have to start bucking up already... bye.. take care

pictures from KMPP

well, i didn't get to take much pictures at KMPP, these are all i have... hahha

this is the view from and of our biology lab... noticed that there are 2 pictures inside.. haha

Me and my practicum friends... One of them left us for MARA college already....

Athira....

Madihah.. my study group member

Hidayah.. also another member of my study group

this is taken before the larian KAKOM... held on the 28th of August...

tadaima-I'm back.....

yay yay... i'm back from pulau pinang for my two weeks mid-sem break..... FReeeeeeDom.... hahahah... although i am back for a few days already, but still, i haven't been hardworking enough to update my blog.... lazy me....

this mid sem break should be for 2 weeks.... but the moment i stepped into the Bas sekolah which departed from KMPP on the 17th, i have a feeling that this holiday would be a short and fast one... time flies when you are enjoying yourself... it's true... today's already Wednesday.... there goes my one week... haiz.. ans what have i done??? sleep, eat, watch tv... and GAining back the ''weights'' i had lost during my stay at KMPP.... hahaha... so that by the time you all see me, i would be the same as before except that i'm darker....

there's a lot of things i wanted to do during this break, but i don't think that i'll have enough time. Why am i so tired??? haiz.... i've been spending most of my time sleeping since the day i came back....didn't i realise that i brought back a lot of homework??? haaaaaaiiiiiiiizzzzzzzz.....

very soon, my holidays will come to an end... and i'll have to go back to where i'm supposed to be. Nevermind, just bear with it for 1 year... Thank God for guiding me throughout the days when i was a newbie there, barely knowing anyone except for my room mates....but now, i'm starting to know more friends and i'm glad that i'm starting to ''love'' that place and i know that i will be able to survive there.... for sure..... jia you!!!

erm... i have some pictures with me, but they are in my handphone and i'm lazy to upload it here... so, i guess it will be some time later before i post pictures on my blog...

saw the huge header up there?? it is one of my coursework for Information technology class... we don't use Adobe Photoshop, but used GIMP instead.. haha... i know it's quite big but i'm just too lazy to resize it, as it can't be resized in GIMP.... so, maybe, perhaps later .... i'll try resizing using photoshop... hahaha

i guess that's all for this post.... gotta continue watching my DVD-Boys Over Flowers... hahaa... last cd already... yay yay..

bye:)

thoughts

have you ever noticed that as we grow up, our circle of friends become wider?? i just realise this recently.... haha



Initially, we have primary school friends, after that, we have secondary school friends... then college friends...... but this is only true if we continue to keep in touch with one another... right??



although i'm starting to have some friends here, i still think that my secondary school friends are the best..... thinking of them every time when i'm alone give me solicitude...... and reminiscing those funny moments we once had makes me smile uncontrollably......people might think that i'm a psycho, a freak or something else.... hahaha... but i really can't help it mah.....

another thing to be happy of is, i'll be getting my allowances soon from JPA.... yay!!! wan sei..... That day, erm.. Wednesday, Jpa officers came to KMPP to explain things to us..... RM250 per month for one year.... yay!!...

haiz.... recently. i've been attacked by some kind of 'insects'.... no one day passed without me scracthing my legs and arms.... lectures, tutorials and practical..... haiz..... wonder what it was.... my clear skin has now become full with ugly patches and spots.....ewwww..... arghhhhh..... since the day i set foot in here.... nothing's been right... first.. flu.... then itchiness.......urghhhhh

hmm... i'm now listening to final fantasy's eernal memories of lightwaves....... whoah..... how i wished that i can play the piano now.... last time, when i was stressed out, i used to play the piano sepuas-puasnya.... now... it's good enough if i can here the piano... hahaa... and i guess Miss Chin is going to whack me..... haha... i haven't been practising the violin since aweek before i left for Pulau Pinang...... she had advised me again and again to bring it together with me.... but due the the current circumstances, i can't..... hope i haven't forget the basics..... hee hee....

never mind.... i'm going back soon..... ( just a way to comfort myself)..... another few more weeks.... jia you rachel..... if the others can survive why can't you??? Go GO GO!!!!!!!

piles of tutorials are yelling out at me......few inches thick reference books are waving frantically at me...... quiz papers looked at me sternly....ooooooh...... i can't help but feeling stressed out..... haiz....Maybe some of you noticed that i was a kia su fellow before.... some of you might not realise though... hahaha... but i really am... i told myself before i came here.... i shall be a nobody and i won't be a kia su....but the people here are all smart-ees.... i can't be left behind mah....if everybody get four flat i must get 4 flat too!!!

haiz..... this is the path i chose.... i shall be responsible for it.... Form 6 will also be the same.... YN is in form 6... i felt guilty leaving her behind there.... hee hee.... sobz sobz

i thinks that's it for now.....

bye.... take care... H1N1 is spreading.... hahaa

life's getting hectic.........

yo! i haven't been posting anything since last weekend.... because...... i went out with my aunts and my sis.... finally i got my chance of getting out from this so called '' jail''hahha... For the past few weeks i had been looking at the others packing up their bags and getting ready to take a bus home.... i always hoped that i can go back home too... but my beloved hometown is in JB!!!!! First, it's far from Penang... second... the transportation fee isn't cheap.... haiz...

Nevertheless, i'm glad that my aunts and sis could come and visit me...wahaha.... my aunties came for a line dance session, while my sis took that opportunity to come here for a holiday..... i'm so envious of them.... yam nee is having her holidays too....

to tell the truth, i'm not prepared for matriculation. even if i am, i didn't expect to come so far as Penang.... During my long 5 months holiday after spm, i kept imagining myself studying in Form 6... and made form6 my first choice as i knew that it's not easy getting into Matix... See lah... now i came here unprepared... sometimes i still feel lost... plus... the lecturers here teach faster than mr heng's jet plane speed....

this week i had 2 quizzes.... chemistry and bio... both on the same day...Wednesday.... I wasn't really prepared for them... haha... I went out on Friday last week and came back only on Friday. I didn't really do anything when i was out... who wants to do anything when they are out on a holiday....well, you may be one... but i'm absolutely not.... hahahaha

so, after coming back to the college on Sunday, i starting immersing myself in a pool of homework/tutorials.... haha....busy busy busy...... and then tuesday, started preparations for the chemistry quiz the next day.... haha... last minute.....so had no time to prepare for bio... luckily bio quiz was at 6pm.... and class ended at 3pm... which means i'll have 3extra hours for bio.... yay!!

Oklah... i could answer the 2 questions for chemistry... but i'm not sure of my results... and as for bio, it was an online quiz through the KMPP portal.... we were atually the first batch of students to try this online quiz.... the results came out right after we submitted our answers.... and guess what i got?????? i got 20/20!!!!! yay.... it's really a last minute revision... thank god!!Hallelujah!!!

After these quizzes... i felt relieved.... but this isn't all... ''IT'S JUST THE BEGINNING''.... haha.... i'm getting used to this sentence already.....hahaha.... Next week... Maths and chemistry quiz.... aiya... anyway,there's going to be quizzes every single week.... hahha

A piece of good news.....I've got my laptop with me now!! yay yay!! But i don't think i can online frequently lah... but at least i can save some money i spent in CC...wahahha...

OH ya... most importantly, i bought my bus ticket to go back to JB during the mid sem break.... hahaha.... i bought it as fast as i could... as early as i can....17th July, 6pm... which means i will reach JB about 4am... hahaha.... which means i'm not taking part in KAKOM... a cocurricular activity carnival for all the matriculation colleges.....

ooooh.. i'm supposed to be busy today... because there's supposed to be a JPP election thing... to choose some wakil pelajar.... but due to the fact that there wasn't enough candidates, the election today was cancelled.... and why i said that i was supposed to be busy.... it's not that i was one of the candidates lah.... i signed up to be one of the helpers.... you see... haha

Today's Saturday.... Monday YN is going back to school.... my sis is going back to school.... SPM is soooo near the corner whey.... hahaha

Ahha.... another thing worth mentioning.... i have one week holiday for Hari Raya.... wahahaha.... and i'll definitely go back wahahahaha

I think that's it for now.... it's quite a long post.... bye...