thoughts

have you ever noticed that as we grow up, our circle of friends become wider?? i just realise this recently.... haha



Initially, we have primary school friends, after that, we have secondary school friends... then college friends...... but this is only true if we continue to keep in touch with one another... right??



although i'm starting to have some friends here, i still think that my secondary school friends are the best..... thinking of them every time when i'm alone give me solicitude...... and reminiscing those funny moments we once had makes me smile uncontrollably......people might think that i'm a psycho, a freak or something else.... hahaha... but i really can't help it mah.....

another thing to be happy of is, i'll be getting my allowances soon from JPA.... yay!!! wan sei..... That day, erm.. Wednesday, Jpa officers came to KMPP to explain things to us..... RM250 per month for one year.... yay!!...

haiz.... recently. i've been attacked by some kind of 'insects'.... no one day passed without me scracthing my legs and arms.... lectures, tutorials and practical..... haiz..... wonder what it was.... my clear skin has now become full with ugly patches and spots.....ewwww..... arghhhhh..... since the day i set foot in here.... nothing's been right... first.. flu.... then itchiness.......urghhhhh

hmm... i'm now listening to final fantasy's eernal memories of lightwaves....... whoah..... how i wished that i can play the piano now.... last time, when i was stressed out, i used to play the piano sepuas-puasnya.... now... it's good enough if i can here the piano... hahaa... and i guess Miss Chin is going to whack me..... haha... i haven't been practising the violin since aweek before i left for Pulau Pinang...... she had advised me again and again to bring it together with me.... but due the the current circumstances, i can't..... hope i haven't forget the basics..... hee hee....

never mind.... i'm going back soon..... ( just a way to comfort myself)..... another few more weeks.... jia you rachel..... if the others can survive why can't you??? Go GO GO!!!!!!!

piles of tutorials are yelling out at me......few inches thick reference books are waving frantically at me...... quiz papers looked at me sternly....ooooooh...... i can't help but feeling stressed out..... haiz....Maybe some of you noticed that i was a kia su fellow before.... some of you might not realise though... hahaha... but i really am... i told myself before i came here.... i shall be a nobody and i won't be a kia su....but the people here are all smart-ees.... i can't be left behind mah....if everybody get four flat i must get 4 flat too!!!

haiz..... this is the path i chose.... i shall be responsible for it.... Form 6 will also be the same.... YN is in form 6... i felt guilty leaving her behind there.... hee hee.... sobz sobz

i thinks that's it for now.....

bye.... take care... H1N1 is spreading.... hahaa

life's getting hectic.........

yo! i haven't been posting anything since last weekend.... because...... i went out with my aunts and my sis.... finally i got my chance of getting out from this so called '' jail''hahha... For the past few weeks i had been looking at the others packing up their bags and getting ready to take a bus home.... i always hoped that i can go back home too... but my beloved hometown is in JB!!!!! First, it's far from Penang... second... the transportation fee isn't cheap.... haiz...

Nevertheless, i'm glad that my aunts and sis could come and visit me...wahaha.... my aunties came for a line dance session, while my sis took that opportunity to come here for a holiday..... i'm so envious of them.... yam nee is having her holidays too....

to tell the truth, i'm not prepared for matriculation. even if i am, i didn't expect to come so far as Penang.... During my long 5 months holiday after spm, i kept imagining myself studying in Form 6... and made form6 my first choice as i knew that it's not easy getting into Matix... See lah... now i came here unprepared... sometimes i still feel lost... plus... the lecturers here teach faster than mr heng's jet plane speed....

this week i had 2 quizzes.... chemistry and bio... both on the same day...Wednesday.... I wasn't really prepared for them... haha... I went out on Friday last week and came back only on Friday. I didn't really do anything when i was out... who wants to do anything when they are out on a holiday....well, you may be one... but i'm absolutely not.... hahahaha

so, after coming back to the college on Sunday, i starting immersing myself in a pool of homework/tutorials.... haha....busy busy busy...... and then tuesday, started preparations for the chemistry quiz the next day.... haha... last minute.....so had no time to prepare for bio... luckily bio quiz was at 6pm.... and class ended at 3pm... which means i'll have 3extra hours for bio.... yay!!

Oklah... i could answer the 2 questions for chemistry... but i'm not sure of my results... and as for bio, it was an online quiz through the KMPP portal.... we were atually the first batch of students to try this online quiz.... the results came out right after we submitted our answers.... and guess what i got?????? i got 20/20!!!!! yay.... it's really a last minute revision... thank god!!Hallelujah!!!

After these quizzes... i felt relieved.... but this isn't all... ''IT'S JUST THE BEGINNING''.... haha.... i'm getting used to this sentence already.....hahaha.... Next week... Maths and chemistry quiz.... aiya... anyway,there's going to be quizzes every single week.... hahha

A piece of good news.....I've got my laptop with me now!! yay yay!! But i don't think i can online frequently lah... but at least i can save some money i spent in CC...wahahha...

OH ya... most importantly, i bought my bus ticket to go back to JB during the mid sem break.... hahaha.... i bought it as fast as i could... as early as i can....17th July, 6pm... which means i will reach JB about 4am... hahaha.... which means i'm not taking part in KAKOM... a cocurricular activity carnival for all the matriculation colleges.....

ooooh.. i'm supposed to be busy today... because there's supposed to be a JPP election thing... to choose some wakil pelajar.... but due to the fact that there wasn't enough candidates, the election today was cancelled.... and why i said that i was supposed to be busy.... it's not that i was one of the candidates lah.... i signed up to be one of the helpers.... you see... haha

Today's Saturday.... Monday YN is going back to school.... my sis is going back to school.... SPM is soooo near the corner whey.... hahaha

Ahha.... another thing worth mentioning.... i have one week holiday for Hari Raya.... wahahaha.... and i'll definitely go back wahahahaha

I think that's it for now.... it's quite a long post.... bye...