selanjar 1--- IS OVER!!!!

selanjar 1...

it's my first exam in university,
it's my first exam as an undergraduate,
and... of course, i actually anticipated it to come (and go)... haha

different format, settings and time given..

we have spot slide assessment, where pictures will be flashed out in powerpoint, and we have to answer some related questions on separate sheets of paper....

we have short essay questions, quite the same as before, it's just that we have to write 5 essays, 10 points for each and within---- 50 Minnutes only!!!!!

we have multiple choice quetions, this time, cannot simply 'tembak', for 0.5 marks will be deducted for every wrong answer given... and only 1 mark for each correct answer.

haiz... it took 3 miserable days for this exam... which could actually, in my opinion, be completed within a day.... it becomes too stressful, 1 day 1 paper... after that paper- go back study for the next one-- while studying--saw that topic which came out during the last paper...--think, think think...--ahhhhh!!!! i wrong already!!! die liao la... :(

but it's impossible for us to change the answers already-- it's too late
why not look at another different perspective--by getting better marks for the next paper, to ''salvage'' the loss in the previous ones... :)-- but it's just too difficult to do so... haha-- regretting for not revising on that particular topic... haiz....

well, it's all over now.... time to relax a bit

going for Christian Fellowship camp tomorow!!!

and when we come back, another whole new block awaits us--CNS (central nervous system)

haha...

well, some updates for now...
going to mydin later... lalalala... shopping!!!!

not again...

perhaps you all would think that i'm already used to these coming back home and then after 1 week or so, pack up and leave for some faraway, not so comfortable place...

but, frankly speaking, i'm not so used to it yet... ecspecially now, when the holidays are shorter than in matrics.-- 1 week nia.. :(

this holiday, i said that i would be back to study... but did i??

obviously not... maybe a little, but not as much as i had expected...

this means that i have to work extra hard while i'm back in campus, to make up for all those time i had spent relaxingly at home.

however, i will not regret spending my holidays to relax. at least i could eat all i want, sleep all i want and at long last, watch some shows on TV, plus online!!!!(the internet line in usmkk is too lembap already) in other words... there is no place like home... :)

again... i have to leave this comfy environment.. haiz how i wished i could turn back time to the time before i boarded the train.. but if i were to be able to turn back time, my life would probably still revolve around my first holiday in matriculation... !!!!! hahahaa.... because that was how i felt everytime i came home during breaks...

nevermind, it's also an adventure to venture into what is in stored for us up front in the future... where is my fighting spirit??? i should be braver and bolder by now... at least that's what i hoped..
++God will always be there for me when i need Him ++

even though what lies ahead may be quite scary--the feeling of being left out, being used ( it's what i felt only la)

sometimes who you think are your best friends weren't really treating you like one, and sometimes people you trust, actually hurt you in some way they say things... and sometimes you feel so sad and alone that you want to cry.... all these are the challenges in life!!! and you know why??? it's because we are living with humans!! people!! we all have feelings, emotions and brains....

in essays, we always end with conclusions like:'' therefore, we should be brave while dealing with the challenges in life....''

yeah, that's quite true... being brave is one thing, but we also should be wise and resilent!!! ><

well, again... i'm going back to kelantan day after tommorow...
tommorow's my last day at home.. i'd already eaten my fill these few days.. and i'm contented
time to buckle up, and turn on the engine to be ready for another week of lecture...
and after that.... it's Selanjar!!!!

and after selanjar... CF camp!!! woohoo!! haha

home, once again..

once again, i'm embraced in the air and the warmth of my dearest hometown-- Johor Bahru

the place i've always thought of and missed all these while...

i never have the opportunity to come back home as frequently as i wanted, ever since i enter matriculation college in penang...

sometimes i wonder, why some people are just so lucky...

but...

if i were to be as lucky like them, i doubt i would ever learn to be like what i am today...

to be independent, and to trust people around me, and also to mix around... though i'm still an individual with few words...

however...

sometimes i'm just so envious of my friends that they could always go back home when they don't feel like staying in the hostel, but i have no where to go, except to be stuck in that place....

yesterday evening, i boarded the KTM coach for the first time ever in my life!!!!

i'm coming home again!!!!

and it was quite an experience for me... i can actually lie down in the coach... because i bought the ticket for a place to sleep... haha

13 hours journey from wakaf bharu to johor bahru... ''gedek gedek... choo!!!!'' at first it wasn't easy to get use to the ''rocky'' journey.

back to a few days before i was able to pack and go home... i've the whole room to myself for almost a week, since my room mates went home for their holidays already... because they were health science students, while practically only the medic and dental students were left behind in campus.. haha

this is something i made from the wrappers of the candy my room mate gave me... too tired from studying already... there's just too many things to memorise now.. human anatomy-- upper limb, lower limd, thorax....etc