*jingle bells* *jingle bells*
christmas is here again!!!!
but these few days, i often forget about that...
too bad i can't go back home to celebrate this year's christmas.. :(
last year's christmas, i was at penang; this year, in kelantan.... haiz
though there's a chance of going home this year ( nmany of them went back already), but maybe it was God's plan for me to stay here.. haha
nevermind, i already have a list of things lined up on my to do list... >< *wink*
24th morning- going to church for usual church service.. afternoon we're having practise for christmas carolling and then in the evening, we're going for a christmas dinner at kelantan trade centre (wow!! kelantan has a trade centre... haha)
and the next day would be christmas!!!
in the morning we would be carolling, while in the evening, we're going to Dr. Tee's house for BBq!! i didn't like bbq before, but since i didn;t have anything to do anyway, so, just folliw them :)
my so-called christmas break actually started this monday, after the afternoon session of sgd(small group discussion)... last 2 days went by swiftly, i wasn't aware of what i was doing either, sleeping, eating, studying?? maybe not... haha
yesterday night was fantastic.. xiangling actually came out with an idea of making tang yuen with all of us who aren't going back during this short break.. unlike the usual tanh yuen, ours was white in colour.... and we put chocolate inside, however gradually, our tang yuens started to change from small round riceballs, into all sorts of shape.. we have star, erythrocytes, and the dental students even started making tang yuen in the shape of a tooth.. *interesting* too bad my hands weren't available to take any pictures...
by the time we finished using all the flour we bought, we realised that there were too many tang yuens... *greedy* everybody wants the chocolate tang yuen, poor 'kosong' tang yuen was negleted... :(
thank god, we finally managed to finish most of the tang yuens, with only one small container left...
well, this was quite a fun experience... at least it was better than my experience in kmpp.. that time the tang yuen wasn't enough.. but this time we had overabundance of tangyuen.. heehee *happy*
christmas eve tommorow... *silent night, holy night..*
well, my night would be 'silent' if my room mates are not back yet.... haiz.. my days of having this room all to myself would end soon... after this, it's likely that i will camp inside the library (if i could) one would always be on the phone day and night, the other would have friends coming to visit.... :(
kinda hungry now... want to cari makan lo.. bye :)
btw, MERRY CHRISTMAS and God Bless You All.. XD
Thursday, December 23, 2010
Friday, December 10, 2010
'emo' or not...
1 week has already passed, in a blink of an eye, in a snap of fingers.. '' what else, what else??'' haha
tomorow, i'm going back to kelantan again... preparing for the whole new routine again-- morning: wake up, bathe, grab 2 packets of Lexus biscuits, sling on my bag, put on my shoes and then head to lecture hall, which is quite a long way from my hostel, and third floor of the building... by the time i reach the lecture hall and walked to my usual favourite spot which is the fifth row, i'm nearly breathless... huff huff huff!!!!
lecture starts at 8.30am, sometimes 10.30am.. after lecture, normally not later than 1pm, i'll go for lunch, normally at murni... afternoon usually we have demo and discussion or practicals, maybe they realise that if they have lectures in the afternoon, most of us would be 'fishing' then..
the rest of the day would be notes and me and sometimes-- junk food!!! haha...
well, if medicine is your choice of course, that's how your life is... it's hard in the begining... but once you get use to it, it won't be too difficult la... study only ma, most important is that you enjoy the process.. :)
going back to kelantan tommorow... haiz what i'm afraid to face is that room of my, i wonder how the spiders are doing in there... hopefully i don't have too much webs to clean tommorow... haiz :( i really don't like those spiders ...
this year, again, i'm celebrating christmas faraway from home... last year was in penang, this year in kelantan... i had my share of the turkey already, i got the giant drumstick too... satisfied!! :)
will be spending most of my time in KLIA-LCCT tomorrow... because airasia's flight from JB to Kl was rescheduled to 8.25am.. it was actually 12pm, so, i'm going to spend a lot of time in KL... airport. haha nevertheless, i'm already prepared for the 'wait'.. 'wink'
that's all for this time... goodbye JB, will come back soon for CNY!!! woohoo!! Merry Christmas and God Bless ><
tomorow, i'm going back to kelantan again... preparing for the whole new routine again-- morning: wake up, bathe, grab 2 packets of Lexus biscuits, sling on my bag, put on my shoes and then head to lecture hall, which is quite a long way from my hostel, and third floor of the building... by the time i reach the lecture hall and walked to my usual favourite spot which is the fifth row, i'm nearly breathless... huff huff huff!!!!
lecture starts at 8.30am, sometimes 10.30am.. after lecture, normally not later than 1pm, i'll go for lunch, normally at murni... afternoon usually we have demo and discussion or practicals, maybe they realise that if they have lectures in the afternoon, most of us would be 'fishing' then..
the rest of the day would be notes and me and sometimes-- junk food!!! haha...
well, if medicine is your choice of course, that's how your life is... it's hard in the begining... but once you get use to it, it won't be too difficult la... study only ma, most important is that you enjoy the process.. :)
going back to kelantan tommorow... haiz what i'm afraid to face is that room of my, i wonder how the spiders are doing in there... hopefully i don't have too much webs to clean tommorow... haiz :( i really don't like those spiders ...
this year, again, i'm celebrating christmas faraway from home... last year was in penang, this year in kelantan... i had my share of the turkey already, i got the giant drumstick too... satisfied!! :)
will be spending most of my time in KLIA-LCCT tomorrow... because airasia's flight from JB to Kl was rescheduled to 8.25am.. it was actually 12pm, so, i'm going to spend a lot of time in KL... airport. haha nevertheless, i'm already prepared for the 'wait'.. 'wink'
that's all for this time... goodbye JB, will come back soon for CNY!!! woohoo!! Merry Christmas and God Bless ><
Friday, December 3, 2010
break free!!!
WoOHoO!!! after such a long stay at kelantan, i'm back again to this place i call home... gladly, i'm OUTTA kelantan!!!! i was so excited for the past whole week, waiting for the moment to go to the airport, ''just get me to the airport!!!'' haha....
coming to think of it, it's a really long time since the last i came back. :( but it's not that kelantan was not good, but it's just not where i could stay for long.... the hostel was just lagging some things for 'suvival' and it's scary enough to be living with those notorious 'CHarlies'.. I was lucky that i got away from them the last whole year in KMPP, but just a few days ago, i was 'attacked'... thank god it was on my arm, and i was fast enough to realise it, that i jumped down from the bed and just simply sapu some aquous cream.... and it works!!! otherwise if i could not get rid of that stinging, burning pain being transmitted by the Adelta fibres, i would not be able to sleep!!!
nevermind, now that i'm back, i'm going to have a few nights of peaceful sleep, before i got back there to face these annoying insects again.. haha :)
this is the only holiday i can enjoy myself... the only one after Selanjar 2....haiz i've decided to put studies matters aside for the time being, and enjoy myself to the fullest!! today, i went to City Square with mum and sis :) so long didn't go shopping already, i'm so happy!!! and being able to eat jb food and home cook food again, i'm really glad and grateful :)
2 and half months in kelantan, i've gone through many activities, and i had fun doing them...
this is me and corinne, we went down into the sea while we went for CF camp, after selanjar 1...
me, together with the Young sisters, carmen and corinne, and siew teng jiejie that night right after selanjar 1, we went to mydin and bought lots of food
this one was before selnjar 1, where we joined a health run in campus... it's my first time getting a medal for running... it might be able to replace the medal i couldn't get for penang bridge run this year, as i couldn't attend on that day...
and this was Borneo night, organised by the student from east malaysia.... that monkey was made from coconut shell skin, so creative :)
our mooncake event, wholly organised by first years... i remebered being so exhausted after this event, being one of the deco team, haiz... i don't think i will ever want to see any cardboards, scissors or stuffs like this....
this time, i really want to enjoy my holidays... and i'm really enjoying now!! haha..
klah, maybe in a few days time, you'll be seeing my next sad post-- i'm going back to kelantan again... haha
coming to think of it, it's a really long time since the last i came back. :( but it's not that kelantan was not good, but it's just not where i could stay for long.... the hostel was just lagging some things for 'suvival' and it's scary enough to be living with those notorious 'CHarlies'.. I was lucky that i got away from them the last whole year in KMPP, but just a few days ago, i was 'attacked'... thank god it was on my arm, and i was fast enough to realise it, that i jumped down from the bed and just simply sapu some aquous cream.... and it works!!! otherwise if i could not get rid of that stinging, burning pain being transmitted by the Adelta fibres, i would not be able to sleep!!!
nevermind, now that i'm back, i'm going to have a few nights of peaceful sleep, before i got back there to face these annoying insects again.. haha :)
this is the only holiday i can enjoy myself... the only one after Selanjar 2....haiz i've decided to put studies matters aside for the time being, and enjoy myself to the fullest!! today, i went to City Square with mum and sis :) so long didn't go shopping already, i'm so happy!!! and being able to eat jb food and home cook food again, i'm really glad and grateful :)
2 and half months in kelantan, i've gone through many activities, and i had fun doing them...
this is me and corinne, we went down into the sea while we went for CF camp, after selanjar 1...
me, together with the Young sisters, carmen and corinne, and siew teng jiejie that night right after selanjar 1, we went to mydin and bought lots of food
this one was before selnjar 1, where we joined a health run in campus... it's my first time getting a medal for running... it might be able to replace the medal i couldn't get for penang bridge run this year, as i couldn't attend on that day...
and this was Borneo night, organised by the student from east malaysia.... that monkey was made from coconut shell skin, so creative :)
our mooncake event, wholly organised by first years... i remebered being so exhausted after this event, being one of the deco team, haiz... i don't think i will ever want to see any cardboards, scissors or stuffs like this....
now, we're preparin for the coming events... christmas night and chinese new year night.. at least there's some other things to look forward to other than study, eat, library, laundry, lecture, buy notes... haiz..
this time, i really want to enjoy my holidays... and i'm really enjoying now!! haha..
klah, maybe in a few days time, you'll be seeing my next sad post-- i'm going back to kelantan again... haha
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
COmmunity Service 13/11/2010
Remember about the community service i'd said that the 1st year medical students had to carry out as part of our curriculum???
At last, our group, group11 has completed ours last saturday... we were probably one of the last groups i think.
i didn't expect this activity would be fun... even though i'd always thought of going to places like this... but i'm just kind of disappointed that all the decisions and planning were made by the comittee members, and not all members were invoved.. and all i need to do was to 'appear' during that day, and do what i'm asked to do... nevertheless now, i'm just glad that the activity turned out to be fun and memorable... :)
our purpose of going there is just to:
anyway, the main thing is as long as we are HAPPY, they are HAPPY too... that's all that matters
this was the third game we played: finding sweets in the flour... my group ( shin Chan) managed to find all the sweets hidden within the flour... ( they are not allowed to use their hands to take out the sweets, so they have to use their mouth instead,... and their faces were all covered with flour... poor thing.. whoever planned this game???!! )
the facilitators helps the children throughout the games.. :)
because... they won 2 hampers!!!! in two games!! yayyay!!
the story below is of a girl wo couldn't keep her hands still... and that's 'You- Know- Who' haha
we gave each child a balloon dog as a memento, together with some stationeries and jelly...
since got extra dogs, i took one...
know why am i so free today?? because it's a holiday!!! HAri raya haji.... kelantan has 2 days off.. wee!! but somehow the management didn't realise that it's a holiday as Facebook is still block as usual from 8am to 5pm... haiz.. whyla!!!
2 more weeks.. then i'll have my holiday!! :) that means, 1 more week to selanjar 2... STUDY STUDY STuDY!!!! many of us seemed to overlook selanjar, and are planning what to do during that mere 1 week break.... me too!!! my plan is to EAT!!!!! hahaha.... everyday in kelantan is like starving... not because there's noting to eat, but maybe i just missed the food at home... 24 hours hungry, always hungry!! nothing seems tobe able to fill up my stomach.. haiz
so envious of them who went back duing this 4 days haji break... too bad, i have o stay here, going back is not cheap ok???
kla, will have to stop here... need to finish my lunch and continue studying.... (while my room mate is not around...)haha..
2 more weeks!!! weeeee!!!! XD
At last, our group, group11 has completed ours last saturday... we were probably one of the last groups i think.
and here is the school we'd decided to come--Sekolah Kebangsaan Seri Kota Kota Bahru.. and this program we planned is to cater for the special children there.. they have a few classes for children who are physically fit, but a little bit slow in learning...
i didn't expect this activity would be fun... even though i'd always thought of going to places like this... but i'm just kind of disappointed that all the decisions and planning were made by the comittee members, and not all members were invoved.. and all i need to do was to 'appear' during that day, and do what i'm asked to do... nevertheless now, i'm just glad that the activity turned out to be fun and memorable... :)
our purpose of going there is just to:
1. carry out some games for the children
2. it's part of our curriculum.. (haha)
3. just because we 'WANT' to help people (lor)... (remember, that was our answer during the interview to the question : why do you want to become a doctor?)
anyway, the main thing is as long as we are HAPPY, they are HAPPY too... that's all that matters
this was the third game we played: finding sweets in the flour... my group ( shin Chan) managed to find all the sweets hidden within the flour... ( they are not allowed to use their hands to take out the sweets, so they have to use their mouth instead,... and their faces were all covered with flour... poor thing.. whoever planned this game???!! )
this was creatively done by.... US grown up children!! wee.. !!!
this was the last game we had : filling in water with sponge and transfer it into a bottle..
the facilitators helps the children throughout the games.. :)
the shin chan members... :) yay!!! they are quite smart also... you know why??
because... they won 2 hampers!!!! in two games!! yayyay!!
and finally this..!! hand printing... all of our handprints are on this paper... the children were so excited when they inked their handprints there :)
and that was our activity-- from 8.30am to 12.30pm.. quite a short one, but we all had fun doing it....
the story below is of a girl wo couldn't keep her hands still... and that's 'You- Know- Who' haha
we gave each child a balloon dog as a memento, together with some stationeries and jelly...
since got extra dogs, i took one...
it has a big weird tail... so i decided to modify it...
for that whole afternoon it looked like this.....
still finding it weird, i twisted it again... and then... it became...
like that!!!! haha.. it didn't burst,i just wanted to add in more air, but somehow, i didn't have enough... so, it became like this!!! hahaha
know why am i so free today?? because it's a holiday!!! HAri raya haji.... kelantan has 2 days off.. wee!! but somehow the management didn't realise that it's a holiday as Facebook is still block as usual from 8am to 5pm... haiz.. whyla!!!
2 more weeks.. then i'll have my holiday!! :) that means, 1 more week to selanjar 2... STUDY STUDY STuDY!!!! many of us seemed to overlook selanjar, and are planning what to do during that mere 1 week break.... me too!!! my plan is to EAT!!!!! hahaha.... everyday in kelantan is like starving... not because there's noting to eat, but maybe i just missed the food at home... 24 hours hungry, always hungry!! nothing seems tobe able to fill up my stomach.. haiz
so envious of them who went back duing this 4 days haji break... too bad, i have o stay here, going back is not cheap ok???
kla, will have to stop here... need to finish my lunch and continue studying.... (while my room mate is not around...)haha..
2 more weeks!!! weeeee!!!! XD
Saturday, November 6, 2010
beach again...
when i first came to kelantan, i thought that life would be boring, quiet, and slow in the 'kampung' style setting.... what some of us described it as an ''ulu'' place.. actually, it is not so 'ulu' here la...
on top of that, i didn't expect it to have so many nice beaches around!!!!
on my second visit to kelantan, which was a day before i had to enroll myself into USMKK, my aunt's friend, Auntie Yen brought us to one of the beaches, called the pantai seri tujuh... then, that time i went for CF camp, it was another beach at Pantai Melawi, if i'm not mistaken... and then this time, there's this MSFT (medical student's facilitator team) camp, we went to another beach!!!! that makes my third beach in KElantan!!!!! hahaha....
however, initially i thought that this camp would be quite boring, as there were only 2 chinese joining-- me and siew teng jiejie (our distant relative).. and also, i thought that i couldn't go to church at first, but thank god we depart at around 3pm in the evening, which means i could go to church in the morning... and when i knew that we were coming back around 2.30pm the next day, i was so glad and relieved that this is going to be a SHORT camp!!!!! Halellujah!!!!
the first agenda on the list after checking in was the malay's prayer time... so, the two of us had some time off!!! wheee!!! and we had some photo session on the beach..
at first, we were so woried that we might be left out, as we were the only chinese there... but the seniors we actually quite friendly which makes us feel comfortable with them... it started out to be quite awkward at first, but soon we managed to mix well.. perhaps after the short but fun ice-breaking session :)
at night, after dinner, we are free again!!! the both of us only la... and as what i'll always do, this time i brought my notes along too :) for 2 hours, at least i managed to do a little bit of studying :) for the first time in a camp like this, i can study... woo hhoooo!!!
after that was ceramah.... and then the most exciting part of the camp-- Kembara Malam...
where we had station games in the dark, and under the rain too!!!! it was raining quite heavily at that time...
the activity was expected to end at 12am, but it's normal for activities to start late and end late.... i'm starting to get use to it now...
so, it ended at around 1am... and since 7 people shared a room... it means 7 people will be sharing a toilet... i was the last to bathe.. and guess what?? by the time i finished bathing... it was already 3.30am!!!!! wow!!! luckily i don't have to wake up so early tommorow morning...heehee :)
everything was nice about the camp, except that the next day, there was no water supply to our dorms!!! thank god we all managed to bathe last night.. XD
after the rest of the activity-- another talk, and role play and some public speaking... we went to the beach again!!! it's so nice to be able to feel the sea water again!!! and walking on the sand... :)
and also taking pictures hahahha:)
yay!! but asking us to wear sportshoes on the beach is 1 big mistake... i had to wash my shoes the moment i came back to the hostel... :(
kla, that's all about this camp...
counting down-- 4 more weeks to holiday :)
but 3 more weeks to selanjar 2!!!!!
gambateh!!!! back to studies lor...
on top of that, i didn't expect it to have so many nice beaches around!!!!
on my second visit to kelantan, which was a day before i had to enroll myself into USMKK, my aunt's friend, Auntie Yen brought us to one of the beaches, called the pantai seri tujuh... then, that time i went for CF camp, it was another beach at Pantai Melawi, if i'm not mistaken... and then this time, there's this MSFT (medical student's facilitator team) camp, we went to another beach!!!! that makes my third beach in KElantan!!!!! hahaha....
however, initially i thought that this camp would be quite boring, as there were only 2 chinese joining-- me and siew teng jiejie (our distant relative).. and also, i thought that i couldn't go to church at first, but thank god we depart at around 3pm in the evening, which means i could go to church in the morning... and when i knew that we were coming back around 2.30pm the next day, i was so glad and relieved that this is going to be a SHORT camp!!!!! Halellujah!!!!
the first agenda on the list after checking in was the malay's prayer time... so, the two of us had some time off!!! wheee!!! and we had some photo session on the beach..
at first, we were so woried that we might be left out, as we were the only chinese there... but the seniors we actually quite friendly which makes us feel comfortable with them... it started out to be quite awkward at first, but soon we managed to mix well.. perhaps after the short but fun ice-breaking session :)
at night, after dinner, we are free again!!! the both of us only la... and as what i'll always do, this time i brought my notes along too :) for 2 hours, at least i managed to do a little bit of studying :) for the first time in a camp like this, i can study... woo hhoooo!!!
after that was ceramah.... and then the most exciting part of the camp-- Kembara Malam...
where we had station games in the dark, and under the rain too!!!! it was raining quite heavily at that time...
the activity was expected to end at 12am, but it's normal for activities to start late and end late.... i'm starting to get use to it now...
so, it ended at around 1am... and since 7 people shared a room... it means 7 people will be sharing a toilet... i was the last to bathe.. and guess what?? by the time i finished bathing... it was already 3.30am!!!!! wow!!! luckily i don't have to wake up so early tommorow morning...heehee :)
everything was nice about the camp, except that the next day, there was no water supply to our dorms!!! thank god we all managed to bathe last night.. XD
after the rest of the activity-- another talk, and role play and some public speaking... we went to the beach again!!! it's so nice to be able to feel the sea water again!!! and walking on the sand... :)
and also taking pictures hahahha:)
yay!! but asking us to wear sportshoes on the beach is 1 big mistake... i had to wash my shoes the moment i came back to the hostel... :(
kla, that's all about this camp...
counting down-- 4 more weeks to holiday :)
but 3 more weeks to selanjar 2!!!!!
gambateh!!!! back to studies lor...
Thursday, October 21, 2010
for so long...
it's been so long since the last time i logged into my facebook/blogger account...
or maybe it's just that there are too many events happening around this period of time wile i'm here ><
after i came back from raya break to kelantan, there's selanjar... after selanjar, went for CF camp.. after camp, intensive practice for mooncake... and mooncake took up most of the time during this period, or that's what i felt (practices, decoration, publicity) haiz... and at the same time, we medic and dental students started our nervous systm block.... after mooncake was successfully organized on the 12th of october, when we all thought that finally we would have time to start studying..... the 2nd year seniors announced that we will soon start with our Chinese New Year pratices!!! X(
there's absolutely no time to rest at all...!! whoever said that uni life was relaxing...??
by the way, selanjar came and went... and the results were out this sunday--- thank god for i passed this exam.. i thought i would have fail. there's so much empty spaces on the the answer sheet, and i didn;t know what to fill in them. Though i'm a little dissapointed, no A for this time, just a mere B-, not even a B+, but nevermind, at least, i passed... i knew i did my best, i studied... but i just forgot what to fill in during the exam... i forgot about the primitive streak, and could only recall the notochord, and i nearly forgot the intercalated disc was called intercalated disc!!! haiz.... anyway, it's all over now. i shall work hard for the next selanjar... which is right before my next break!!! :) something to look forward to...
life's all about studying these few days... gotta finish reading all the nervous system block notes.. i'm 1 week behind already, thanks to that mooncake event.. those days, i was too tired that i really slept in lecture.... haha but i really couldn't help it... luckily, i got my recorder with me :)
haiz... time to work hard!!!
and seriously, the moment right after exam was the most enjoying, relaxing and craziest in uni life...
like this:
haha...
got to go.... study lo!!!..
or maybe it's just that there are too many events happening around this period of time wile i'm here ><
after i came back from raya break to kelantan, there's selanjar... after selanjar, went for CF camp.. after camp, intensive practice for mooncake... and mooncake took up most of the time during this period, or that's what i felt (practices, decoration, publicity) haiz... and at the same time, we medic and dental students started our nervous systm block.... after mooncake was successfully organized on the 12th of october, when we all thought that finally we would have time to start studying..... the 2nd year seniors announced that we will soon start with our Chinese New Year pratices!!! X(
there's absolutely no time to rest at all...!! whoever said that uni life was relaxing...??
by the way, selanjar came and went... and the results were out this sunday--- thank god for i passed this exam.. i thought i would have fail. there's so much empty spaces on the the answer sheet, and i didn;t know what to fill in them. Though i'm a little dissapointed, no A for this time, just a mere B-, not even a B+, but nevermind, at least, i passed... i knew i did my best, i studied... but i just forgot what to fill in during the exam... i forgot about the primitive streak, and could only recall the notochord, and i nearly forgot the intercalated disc was called intercalated disc!!! haiz.... anyway, it's all over now. i shall work hard for the next selanjar... which is right before my next break!!! :) something to look forward to...
life's all about studying these few days... gotta finish reading all the nervous system block notes.. i'm 1 week behind already, thanks to that mooncake event.. those days, i was too tired that i really slept in lecture.... haha but i really couldn't help it... luckily, i got my recorder with me :)
haiz... time to work hard!!!
and seriously, the moment right after exam was the most enjoying, relaxing and craziest in uni life...
like this:
haha...
got to go.... study lo!!!..
Thursday, September 30, 2010
selanjar 1--- IS OVER!!!!
selanjar 1...
it's my first exam in university,
it's my first exam as an undergraduate,
and... of course, i actually anticipated it to come (and go)... haha
different format, settings and time given..
we have spot slide assessment, where pictures will be flashed out in powerpoint, and we have to answer some related questions on separate sheets of paper....
we have short essay questions, quite the same as before, it's just that we have to write 5 essays, 10 points for each and within---- 50 Minnutes only!!!!!
we have multiple choice quetions, this time, cannot simply 'tembak', for 0.5 marks will be deducted for every wrong answer given... and only 1 mark for each correct answer.
haiz... it took 3 miserable days for this exam... which could actually, in my opinion, be completed within a day.... it becomes too stressful, 1 day 1 paper... after that paper- go back study for the next one-- while studying--saw that topic which came out during the last paper...--think, think think...--ahhhhh!!!! i wrong already!!! die liao la... :(
but it's impossible for us to change the answers already-- it's too late
why not look at another different perspective--by getting better marks for the next paper, to ''salvage'' the loss in the previous ones... :)-- but it's just too difficult to do so... haha-- regretting for not revising on that particular topic... haiz....
well, it's all over now.... time to relax a bit
going for Christian Fellowship camp tomorow!!!
and when we come back, another whole new block awaits us--CNS (central nervous system)
haha...
well, some updates for now...
going to mydin later... lalalala... shopping!!!!
it's my first exam in university,
it's my first exam as an undergraduate,
and... of course, i actually anticipated it to come (and go)... haha
different format, settings and time given..
we have spot slide assessment, where pictures will be flashed out in powerpoint, and we have to answer some related questions on separate sheets of paper....
we have short essay questions, quite the same as before, it's just that we have to write 5 essays, 10 points for each and within---- 50 Minnutes only!!!!!
we have multiple choice quetions, this time, cannot simply 'tembak', for 0.5 marks will be deducted for every wrong answer given... and only 1 mark for each correct answer.
haiz... it took 3 miserable days for this exam... which could actually, in my opinion, be completed within a day.... it becomes too stressful, 1 day 1 paper... after that paper- go back study for the next one-- while studying--saw that topic which came out during the last paper...--think, think think...--ahhhhh!!!! i wrong already!!! die liao la... :(
but it's impossible for us to change the answers already-- it's too late
why not look at another different perspective--by getting better marks for the next paper, to ''salvage'' the loss in the previous ones... :)-- but it's just too difficult to do so... haha-- regretting for not revising on that particular topic... haiz....
well, it's all over now.... time to relax a bit
going for Christian Fellowship camp tomorow!!!
and when we come back, another whole new block awaits us--CNS (central nervous system)
haha...
well, some updates for now...
going to mydin later... lalalala... shopping!!!!
Thursday, September 16, 2010
not again...
perhaps you all would think that i'm already used to these coming back home and then after 1 week or so, pack up and leave for some faraway, not so comfortable place...
but, frankly speaking, i'm not so used to it yet... ecspecially now, when the holidays are shorter than in matrics.-- 1 week nia.. :(
this holiday, i said that i would be back to study... but did i??
obviously not... maybe a little, but not as much as i had expected...
this means that i have to work extra hard while i'm back in campus, to make up for all those time i had spent relaxingly at home.
however, i will not regret spending my holidays to relax. at least i could eat all i want, sleep all i want and at long last, watch some shows on TV, plus online!!!!(the internet line in usmkk is too lembap already) in other words... there is no place like home... :)
again... i have to leave this comfy environment.. haiz how i wished i could turn back time to the time before i boarded the train.. but if i were to be able to turn back time, my life would probably still revolve around my first holiday in matriculation... !!!!! hahahaa.... because that was how i felt everytime i came home during breaks...
nevermind, it's also an adventure to venture into what is in stored for us up front in the future... where is my fighting spirit??? i should be braver and bolder by now... at least that's what i hoped..
++God will always be there for me when i need Him ++
even though what lies ahead may be quite scary--the feeling of being left out, being used ( it's what i felt only la)
sometimes who you think are your best friends weren't really treating you like one, and sometimes people you trust, actually hurt you in some way they say things... and sometimes you feel so sad and alone that you want to cry.... all these are the challenges in life!!! and you know why??? it's because we are living with humans!! people!! we all have feelings, emotions and brains....
in essays, we always end with conclusions like:'' therefore, we should be brave while dealing with the challenges in life....''
yeah, that's quite true... being brave is one thing, but we also should be wise and resilent!!! ><
well, again... i'm going back to kelantan day after tommorow...
tommorow's my last day at home.. i'd already eaten my fill these few days.. and i'm contented
time to buckle up, and turn on the engine to be ready for another week of lecture...
and after that.... it's Selanjar!!!!
and after selanjar... CF camp!!! woohoo!! haha
but, frankly speaking, i'm not so used to it yet... ecspecially now, when the holidays are shorter than in matrics.-- 1 week nia.. :(
this holiday, i said that i would be back to study... but did i??
obviously not... maybe a little, but not as much as i had expected...
this means that i have to work extra hard while i'm back in campus, to make up for all those time i had spent relaxingly at home.
however, i will not regret spending my holidays to relax. at least i could eat all i want, sleep all i want and at long last, watch some shows on TV, plus online!!!!(the internet line in usmkk is too lembap already) in other words... there is no place like home... :)
again... i have to leave this comfy environment.. haiz how i wished i could turn back time to the time before i boarded the train.. but if i were to be able to turn back time, my life would probably still revolve around my first holiday in matriculation... !!!!! hahahaa.... because that was how i felt everytime i came home during breaks...
nevermind, it's also an adventure to venture into what is in stored for us up front in the future... where is my fighting spirit??? i should be braver and bolder by now... at least that's what i hoped..
++God will always be there for me when i need Him ++
even though what lies ahead may be quite scary--the feeling of being left out, being used ( it's what i felt only la)
sometimes who you think are your best friends weren't really treating you like one, and sometimes people you trust, actually hurt you in some way they say things... and sometimes you feel so sad and alone that you want to cry.... all these are the challenges in life!!! and you know why??? it's because we are living with humans!! people!! we all have feelings, emotions and brains....
in essays, we always end with conclusions like:'' therefore, we should be brave while dealing with the challenges in life....''
yeah, that's quite true... being brave is one thing, but we also should be wise and resilent!!! ><
well, again... i'm going back to kelantan day after tommorow...
tommorow's my last day at home.. i'd already eaten my fill these few days.. and i'm contented
time to buckle up, and turn on the engine to be ready for another week of lecture...
and after that.... it's Selanjar!!!!
and after selanjar... CF camp!!! woohoo!! haha
Thursday, September 9, 2010
home, once again..
once again, i'm embraced in the air and the warmth of my dearest hometown-- Johor Bahru
the place i've always thought of and missed all these while...
i never have the opportunity to come back home as frequently as i wanted, ever since i enter matriculation college in penang...
the place i've always thought of and missed all these while...
i never have the opportunity to come back home as frequently as i wanted, ever since i enter matriculation college in penang...
sometimes i wonder, why some people are just so lucky...
but...
if i were to be as lucky like them, i doubt i would ever learn to be like what i am today...
to be independent, and to trust people around me, and also to mix around... though i'm still an individual with few words...
however...
sometimes i'm just so envious of my friends that they could always go back home when they don't feel like staying in the hostel, but i have no where to go, except to be stuck in that place....
yesterday evening, i boarded the KTM coach for the first time ever in my life!!!!
i'm coming home again!!!!
and it was quite an experience for me... i can actually lie down in the coach... because i bought the ticket for a place to sleep... haha
13 hours journey from wakaf bharu to johor bahru... ''gedek gedek... choo!!!!'' at first it wasn't easy to get use to the ''rocky'' journey.
back to a few days before i was able to pack and go home... i've the whole room to myself for almost a week, since my room mates went home for their holidays already... because they were health science students, while practically only the medic and dental students were left behind in campus.. haha
this is something i made from the wrappers of the candy my room mate gave me... too tired from studying already... there's just too many things to memorise now.. human anatomy-- upper limb, lower limd, thorax....etc
there's much more to study during this raya break... because the dreaded selanjar 1 (continuous assessment 1) is just a wek after we come back from the break. i have to pass this exam well, with as many marks as i can get.... heehee
one thing i'm still quite excited about was the blood donation a few days before i came back... i'm glad that i'm qualified to donate blood... haha even though i'm quite afraid of needles and pain.. i thought i would be 500g less after drawing out the same amount of blood out, but it seems that i gained weight right after that-- we were given a packet of chicken rice each, and i have another packet of rice from catering... eat till i almost explode!!!!
meanwhile, i'm starting to get used to kelantan... it's not as ulu as you all think... it used to be, but not now. we always go to kebun sultan to have chinese dinner, chinese as in non-halal.. and i'll always dapao siew pao... my favourite!!!! and another place we always go is Up2U for dessert(tong shui)... heehee but this is only once in a while, we don't have much time to go for supper... and things like this ><
kla, i guess that's all i can tell for now... haha
home sweet home :)
Thursday, August 26, 2010
no time to lose...
i'm going to make this post as short as possible. after this, i'm going to shut down my laptop and start STUDYING!!!
there's so much to study!!! piles of lecture notes, since last last week.. i haven't even begin glancing through those, i got some more today. seems like i have to speed up--from 1st gear to 5th gear now.. another few more weeks to my Selanjar1, but that's after the raya break; something to rejoice, but at the same time, not a good idea, because that means that i can't even relax when i'm at home!!! no outings!! no gossiping!!! no shoppings!!! argh!!!!
however, as life gets busier, the days in USMKK seems to passby faster... i think i'm starting to get used to this place.. but i'm still frequently complaining about the hostel, ecspecially when it's hot, no water... and black outs!!!! haiz... i even thought of 'migrating' to the other hostel which is quite far away from the faculty. but seriously, i don't mind walking the distance for a better environment. The only thing that is stopping me now is i'm worried about my chances of getting a room next year, because nurani is infamous for 'kicking' people out; on the other hand, my murni seems safer :) and also, if i were to change room, i will have new roommates to get used to.. and to adapt to their living styles..... haiz... ''if changing rooms is going to be easier.... haiz...''
study, study, study... that's what we all do nowadays.. luckily i've settled the WUS project--sales. never did i imagined that our group would get profit from selling the things we did-- second hand magazines, books, comics, colouring pencil and books , necklace and bracelets.. YAY!!! Thank God!! we got profit... at first, i just prayed that we wouldn't lose money, just hope that we could earn enough money to cover the cost.... but miracolously, we managed to earn RM44.50. even though it's just a small amount, but we were contented :)
now, we have community service pula!! it's time to prove our reply during the interview.
interviewer: why do think you want to be a doctor?
interviewee: because i like to help people ma.....
now, prove it!!!!
but that's after selanjar... put that one on hold first...
tommorow, there'll be a gathering with the Johor seniors.. haiz i didn't prepare any presentations to present leh... sure they will try to ask us to do something to humour them >< i die liao la!!!!! maybe i'll have stomachache or anything tommorow.... i don't feel like going!!! i'm not the only one, all the first years didn't want to go also.. hahhaha.... reason: we want to STudy!!!! and knowing what we would think, the seniors had warn us against bringing any notes to the gathering... haha smart!!
tommorow's friday again.. going to church!!! heehee :) i felt excited going to church and cf... i don't know why... maybe it's that sense of belonging... going for cell group dinner isn't that stressful as going to a johor gathering.. haiz ==''
ok.. i guess that's all for now... 2 more weeks, and i can go home for RAYA!!!! haha
there's so much to study!!! piles of lecture notes, since last last week.. i haven't even begin glancing through those, i got some more today. seems like i have to speed up--from 1st gear to 5th gear now.. another few more weeks to my Selanjar1, but that's after the raya break; something to rejoice, but at the same time, not a good idea, because that means that i can't even relax when i'm at home!!! no outings!! no gossiping!!! no shoppings!!! argh!!!!
however, as life gets busier, the days in USMKK seems to passby faster... i think i'm starting to get used to this place.. but i'm still frequently complaining about the hostel, ecspecially when it's hot, no water... and black outs!!!! haiz... i even thought of 'migrating' to the other hostel which is quite far away from the faculty. but seriously, i don't mind walking the distance for a better environment. The only thing that is stopping me now is i'm worried about my chances of getting a room next year, because nurani is infamous for 'kicking' people out; on the other hand, my murni seems safer :) and also, if i were to change room, i will have new roommates to get used to.. and to adapt to their living styles..... haiz... ''if changing rooms is going to be easier.... haiz...''
study, study, study... that's what we all do nowadays.. luckily i've settled the WUS project--sales. never did i imagined that our group would get profit from selling the things we did-- second hand magazines, books, comics, colouring pencil and books , necklace and bracelets.. YAY!!! Thank God!! we got profit... at first, i just prayed that we wouldn't lose money, just hope that we could earn enough money to cover the cost.... but miracolously, we managed to earn RM44.50. even though it's just a small amount, but we were contented :)
now, we have community service pula!! it's time to prove our reply during the interview.
interviewer: why do think you want to be a doctor?
interviewee: because i like to help people ma.....
now, prove it!!!!
but that's after selanjar... put that one on hold first...
tommorow, there'll be a gathering with the Johor seniors.. haiz i didn't prepare any presentations to present leh... sure they will try to ask us to do something to humour them >< i die liao la!!!!! maybe i'll have stomachache or anything tommorow.... i don't feel like going!!! i'm not the only one, all the first years didn't want to go also.. hahhaha.... reason: we want to STudy!!!! and knowing what we would think, the seniors had warn us against bringing any notes to the gathering... haha smart!!
tommorow's friday again.. going to church!!! heehee :) i felt excited going to church and cf... i don't know why... maybe it's that sense of belonging... going for cell group dinner isn't that stressful as going to a johor gathering.. haiz ==''
ok.. i guess that's all for now... 2 more weeks, and i can go home for RAYA!!!! haha
Thursday, August 5, 2010
sigh...
things didn't turn out to be as bad as i imagined... it turned out that my WUS group members were so helpful :) i didn't realised it earlier...
now i'm not so pessimistic about that project anymore. the fact about we can't change what is boud to happen, but we can always change the way we think about things.. is quite true after all :D it is the mind that's controlling what we are... it is the mind that tells us whether we can or cannot do it... i have experienced all of these before... ecspecially the part about doing something that i thought that i coudn't do..but when i changed my mind all the impossibles became possible... ^^ but when i don't feel like doing anything, and just shut my eyes and mind and go to sleep.. and nothing will be accomplished.. heehee.. (by sleeping, it's my only way of getting away from all the problems that i'm reluctant to solve)
it's not so bad afterall!! once we got the stuffs, we can now sell!! haha.. but that's the biggest headache, but nevermind, i know the whole gang of 6 people, we, will be able to get this solved together :) gambateh!!! it's team spirit we need ^^
i also have my jiejie in the same group as me.. heehee
as you all know i don't have any elder sister.. but we're sort of related... since she's older than me by 1 year, so she's jiejie.. haha it's good to have her around...at least someone close that can rely on ><
haiz... another 1 more day at jb... will be leaving jb on saturday afternoon.. to be honest, i don't really feel like going back.. why?? i don't know.. what scares me the most there??
we have..
-de CHARLIE to thank for!!! i thought i had escaped the clutches of the vengeful Charlies in kmpp..
- the toilet!!! water small.. bathe halfway no water...
-and other reasons i also don't know.... it's a kind of fear, but i don't know what is it... who cares?? haha
anyway, it's what i had always wanted-- study medicine in USM ( i always thought that it's in Penang) haiz... so, like i said just now, just change my perception on studying in kelantan
Kelantan is nice.... kelantan is the best!!!!
Kelantan is SERIOUSLY nice!!!!
USMKK is a nice place..!!! nice scenery!!!!...
NO POLUtION= LiVES lonGer!!
to talk is always easier than to be done.. maybe in this case, more time is needed.. phew==''
now i'm not so pessimistic about that project anymore. the fact about we can't change what is boud to happen, but we can always change the way we think about things.. is quite true after all :D it is the mind that's controlling what we are... it is the mind that tells us whether we can or cannot do it... i have experienced all of these before... ecspecially the part about doing something that i thought that i coudn't do..but when i changed my mind all the impossibles became possible... ^^ but when i don't feel like doing anything, and just shut my eyes and mind and go to sleep.. and nothing will be accomplished.. heehee.. (by sleeping, it's my only way of getting away from all the problems that i'm reluctant to solve)
it's not so bad afterall!! once we got the stuffs, we can now sell!! haha.. but that's the biggest headache, but nevermind, i know the whole gang of 6 people, we, will be able to get this solved together :) gambateh!!! it's team spirit we need ^^
i also have my jiejie in the same group as me.. heehee
as you all know i don't have any elder sister.. but we're sort of related... since she's older than me by 1 year, so she's jiejie.. haha it's good to have her around...at least someone close that can rely on ><
haiz... another 1 more day at jb... will be leaving jb on saturday afternoon.. to be honest, i don't really feel like going back.. why?? i don't know.. what scares me the most there??
we have..
-de CHARLIE to thank for!!! i thought i had escaped the clutches of the vengeful Charlies in kmpp..
- the toilet!!! water small.. bathe halfway no water...
-and other reasons i also don't know.... it's a kind of fear, but i don't know what is it... who cares?? haha
anyway, it's what i had always wanted-- study medicine in USM ( i always thought that it's in Penang) haiz... so, like i said just now, just change my perception on studying in kelantan
Kelantan is nice.... kelantan is the best!!!!
Kelantan is SERIOUSLY nice!!!!
USMKK is a nice place..!!! nice scenery!!!!...
NO POLUtION= LiVES lonGer!!
to talk is always easier than to be done.. maybe in this case, more time is needed.. phew==''
Sunday, August 1, 2010
vexed..==''
why?? WHY??? WHYYYYYY???!!!!
why do we have to do that project??
why must we need to pass that subject in order to graduate??
why is that subjected integrated into our syllabus??
why is it compulsary for us to take that subject???
why would i need it when i don't even plan to do any bussiness later, not even setting up a clinic????
I don't want!!! don't want!!! don't want!!!
to make it clear, the subject i'm talking about is Entrepreneurship...
i'm so stressed out about this thing, the project we were supposed to do under this subject--do bussiness!!!! we were supposed to set up our own stalls on a given day, and then sell our own stuffs.... before that we were divided into groups of 6 to 7 people. and to be lucky enough, i was chosen to be the group leader. and you know what the group leader has to do?? --anything your group members don't do, you have to do it!!!! that's why i don't like being the leader!!! and now, i have no choice!!!! i don't really know whether they were being kind to me, or were they just pushing that extra tediuos job to me :(
i can't explain this worry feeling inside me..
what if..
what if... people don't buy the things we sell
what if... people were not interested in what we are selling
what if... we don't make any profit
what if... we fail, and have to retake
what if... they blame me for that ???????
it was all my idea to sell those things...
to sell second hand comics/ storybooks/ novels; to sell colouring books; to sell colour pencils; keychains and stuffs...
it was only when i came back that i found that selling second hand comics would be a problem... because i only have 5... (i don't remember where the rest were, but i might be able to cover it up with novels and storybooks)... what about colouring books and colouring pencils?? we have to buy them first, and then sell them... but where to get it cheap??? and keychains... how am i going to find a wholesaler????
HOW???!!!!
haiz...
God.. please help me!!!! guide me through this project..
may people buy our products
may we earn some profit, not for us to spend, but just to pass this quest...
may we pass this test...
this is just part of the subject...
next, we have to interview an entrepreneur-- luckily i got my aunt!! :) but that's only 10% of RP(rancangan perniagaan, they call it) later we have to come out with some rancangan based on the info we got from the interviewee... i also don't really understand... let me get some info first, then later i can straight away carry on with the report.
and... despite all these stressful assignments, we still have ujian and quiz!!!
haiz... i really don't like this... but what to do??
life must go on... after the storm, comes the sun... after the sufferings, comes the joy.. and most importantly --some rest!!! haha
but that's after 1 year.... luckily we don't have this subject anymore next year... phew==!
why do we have to do that project??
why must we need to pass that subject in order to graduate??
why is that subjected integrated into our syllabus??
why is it compulsary for us to take that subject???
why would i need it when i don't even plan to do any bussiness later, not even setting up a clinic????
I don't want!!! don't want!!! don't want!!!
to make it clear, the subject i'm talking about is Entrepreneurship...
i'm so stressed out about this thing, the project we were supposed to do under this subject--do bussiness!!!! we were supposed to set up our own stalls on a given day, and then sell our own stuffs.... before that we were divided into groups of 6 to 7 people. and to be lucky enough, i was chosen to be the group leader. and you know what the group leader has to do?? --anything your group members don't do, you have to do it!!!! that's why i don't like being the leader!!! and now, i have no choice!!!! i don't really know whether they were being kind to me, or were they just pushing that extra tediuos job to me :(
i can't explain this worry feeling inside me..
what if..
what if... people don't buy the things we sell
what if... people were not interested in what we are selling
what if... we don't make any profit
what if... we fail, and have to retake
what if... they blame me for that ???????
it was all my idea to sell those things...
to sell second hand comics/ storybooks/ novels; to sell colouring books; to sell colour pencils; keychains and stuffs...
it was only when i came back that i found that selling second hand comics would be a problem... because i only have 5... (i don't remember where the rest were, but i might be able to cover it up with novels and storybooks)... what about colouring books and colouring pencils?? we have to buy them first, and then sell them... but where to get it cheap??? and keychains... how am i going to find a wholesaler????
HOW???!!!!
haiz...
God.. please help me!!!! guide me through this project..
may people buy our products
may we earn some profit, not for us to spend, but just to pass this quest...
may we pass this test...
this is just part of the subject...
next, we have to interview an entrepreneur-- luckily i got my aunt!! :) but that's only 10% of RP(rancangan perniagaan, they call it) later we have to come out with some rancangan based on the info we got from the interviewee... i also don't really understand... let me get some info first, then later i can straight away carry on with the report.
and... despite all these stressful assignments, we still have ujian and quiz!!!
haiz... i really don't like this... but what to do??
life must go on... after the storm, comes the sun... after the sufferings, comes the joy.. and most importantly --some rest!!! haha
but that's after 1 year.... luckily we don't have this subject anymore next year... phew==!
Friday, July 16, 2010
i'm survivng!!!
hey there :)
i've already spent 2 weeks here in USM kubang kerian.. i'm quite lucky today, as i can access wifi from my room.. normally there wouldn't be any connections, maybe there aren't many people online yet...so, i thought i'd update my blog when i have a chance to do so...
i was quite dissapointed at the sight of my room at first, when i saw that it was so smaller, 3 to 4 times smaller than my roon in kmpp... and then the toilet is soooo... haiz.. undescribable.. i thought that i would not bathe in that toilet at first.. but, still i have to bathe what.. and the place to wash clothes... tsk tsk tsk... many of the girls would rather use the washing machine than to wash their clothes there-- not me of course..
but all of these mindsets and perception changed right after i set foot in the kem Lata Belatan in Terengganu. first, we need to build our tents, though the 6 of us, all girls were like the fastest to finish setting up our tent, but, actually it doesn't look stable..haha.. however, it managed to hold on for 2 nights... and then the toilet problem again... there's a big pool of water in the toilet, and ya, we were supposed to mandi beramai-ramai!!! it's so awkward, even though i brought my sarung... so, i skipped. i didn't bathe for 1 day!! yay!! broke my record... many people didnt bathe too... so the whole tent of us stink throughout the night.. haha
we had many activities during that camp.. mainly ice-breaking activities. but the most exciting one was jungle trekking. we did that twice... one early early in the morning--2 to 3 am and one in the evening. the one in the morning was more of a walk in the jungle... but the evening one was very challenging. that's when i fell and got stuck in the mud and became very dirty...
maybe it was my shoes or maybe it was due to my clumsyness... while walking or climbing up a tree bark i slipped-- forgot to add that it rained earlier on... so that thing, and many of the areas in the jungle were quite damp and slippery... out of desperation, i tried to hold on to the tree bark, but maybe i was just too desperate, i think i grabbed it too hard... i was scared to imagine what would happen if i fell straight down... it's going to be so embarassing... and the result, i scratched my fingers... and elbow... and they bleed... when my friend exclaimed that i was bleeding, i tried to ignore it.... at least let me finish this first... and i slipped another time while i was getting on another tree bark... twice at the same place... ish... the 2 fascilitators the could not help but laugh... '' haiyo.. kali kedua ni!!'' aduh...i don't know where to put my face lor..
after that was the mud... i got into another embarassing moment there... we were walking in the mud when the person behind me touch or pushed me slightly... and i instantly lose my balance and..... wooo... ahhh.... eeeeee... i nearly fell down ...i struggled to get myself up... ut the mud was pullling me down... i took another few steps foward... and i get into a really muddy zone... i felt myself sinking.... the more i tried to get up, the deeper i went down... i finally figured out the logic-- don't move... but then... as i get deeper in, i was worried about that bendera in my pocket. it was an amanah given to each one of us during the start of the camp, and we were supposed to keep it and bring it out for any activity.,.. chor teng..i can hardly save myself, now i have to jaga that bendera pulak... too bad, it has to become dirty :p
then after that we have to climb a steep hill up to the top... there's a rope to guide us... one hand injured, one hand with bendera... how to climb??? i had no choice but to put the bendera in my mouth... hahaha... it's better no one saw the state i was in that day... and i was glad that i could made it out... thank God!! but i have to admit that it was the best experience i ever had... jungle trekking
we also had survival cooking.... each platun was given a live chicken and we were supposed to cook that for lunch. for each platun a muslim boy will slaughter the chicken while a non-muslim girl has to catch the chicken... unfortunately i was the one... i threatened them that i would let the chicken go if i was the one who catch it, but it was no use-- nobody dares to do it, while boys were not allowed. no choice, i went... i missed the first one... but managed to get the second one... it didn't struggle while i carried it... maybe it feels safe in my hands.. llallala.. i see other people struggling to manage their chickens... i can feel it's heartbeat.. thump thump... maybe it feels safe with me or it thought that i would let it go... so poor thing i thought of doing so, but in situations like this... haiz.. there's no way :( sadly i handed the chicken over to ikhwan who was supposed to slaughter it.. (luckily, we don't have to do that part... otherwise it woultn't be halal)
after orientation, we started our lessons... first week, what we thought was going to be easy.. bioethics and social health... but then, the lectures were not easy to understand... especially the notes... seniors say we don't have to memorise too much for this block, but i'm just worried about the end of block assessment and selanjar 1... and phase 1 exam will have some of these questions too... in the most popular format-- essay!!! haiz
we got our set of plastic bones already and microscope... it's free but we have to share among 2 people..haha.. my partner was smart enough to ask me to carry the bones.. it's soooo heavy man!! and i just had an ATT injection that day.... again, thank god.. i made it safely to my room haha
there's a lot of tales to tell, but i don't have mush time... need to start studying...
Gambateh!!!!
i've already spent 2 weeks here in USM kubang kerian.. i'm quite lucky today, as i can access wifi from my room.. normally there wouldn't be any connections, maybe there aren't many people online yet...so, i thought i'd update my blog when i have a chance to do so...
i was quite dissapointed at the sight of my room at first, when i saw that it was so smaller, 3 to 4 times smaller than my roon in kmpp... and then the toilet is soooo... haiz.. undescribable.. i thought that i would not bathe in that toilet at first.. but, still i have to bathe what.. and the place to wash clothes... tsk tsk tsk... many of the girls would rather use the washing machine than to wash their clothes there-- not me of course..
but all of these mindsets and perception changed right after i set foot in the kem Lata Belatan in Terengganu. first, we need to build our tents, though the 6 of us, all girls were like the fastest to finish setting up our tent, but, actually it doesn't look stable..haha.. however, it managed to hold on for 2 nights... and then the toilet problem again... there's a big pool of water in the toilet, and ya, we were supposed to mandi beramai-ramai!!! it's so awkward, even though i brought my sarung... so, i skipped. i didn't bathe for 1 day!! yay!! broke my record... many people didnt bathe too... so the whole tent of us stink throughout the night.. haha
we had many activities during that camp.. mainly ice-breaking activities. but the most exciting one was jungle trekking. we did that twice... one early early in the morning--2 to 3 am and one in the evening. the one in the morning was more of a walk in the jungle... but the evening one was very challenging. that's when i fell and got stuck in the mud and became very dirty...
maybe it was my shoes or maybe it was due to my clumsyness... while walking or climbing up a tree bark i slipped-- forgot to add that it rained earlier on... so that thing, and many of the areas in the jungle were quite damp and slippery... out of desperation, i tried to hold on to the tree bark, but maybe i was just too desperate, i think i grabbed it too hard... i was scared to imagine what would happen if i fell straight down... it's going to be so embarassing... and the result, i scratched my fingers... and elbow... and they bleed... when my friend exclaimed that i was bleeding, i tried to ignore it.... at least let me finish this first... and i slipped another time while i was getting on another tree bark... twice at the same place... ish... the 2 fascilitators the could not help but laugh... '' haiyo.. kali kedua ni!!'' aduh...i don't know where to put my face lor..
after that was the mud... i got into another embarassing moment there... we were walking in the mud when the person behind me touch or pushed me slightly... and i instantly lose my balance and..... wooo... ahhh.... eeeeee... i nearly fell down ...i struggled to get myself up... ut the mud was pullling me down... i took another few steps foward... and i get into a really muddy zone... i felt myself sinking.... the more i tried to get up, the deeper i went down... i finally figured out the logic-- don't move... but then... as i get deeper in, i was worried about that bendera in my pocket. it was an amanah given to each one of us during the start of the camp, and we were supposed to keep it and bring it out for any activity.,.. chor teng..i can hardly save myself, now i have to jaga that bendera pulak... too bad, it has to become dirty :p
then after that we have to climb a steep hill up to the top... there's a rope to guide us... one hand injured, one hand with bendera... how to climb??? i had no choice but to put the bendera in my mouth... hahaha... it's better no one saw the state i was in that day... and i was glad that i could made it out... thank God!! but i have to admit that it was the best experience i ever had... jungle trekking
we also had survival cooking.... each platun was given a live chicken and we were supposed to cook that for lunch. for each platun a muslim boy will slaughter the chicken while a non-muslim girl has to catch the chicken... unfortunately i was the one... i threatened them that i would let the chicken go if i was the one who catch it, but it was no use-- nobody dares to do it, while boys were not allowed. no choice, i went... i missed the first one... but managed to get the second one... it didn't struggle while i carried it... maybe it feels safe in my hands.. llallala.. i see other people struggling to manage their chickens... i can feel it's heartbeat.. thump thump... maybe it feels safe with me or it thought that i would let it go... so poor thing i thought of doing so, but in situations like this... haiz.. there's no way :( sadly i handed the chicken over to ikhwan who was supposed to slaughter it.. (luckily, we don't have to do that part... otherwise it woultn't be halal)
after orientation, we started our lessons... first week, what we thought was going to be easy.. bioethics and social health... but then, the lectures were not easy to understand... especially the notes... seniors say we don't have to memorise too much for this block, but i'm just worried about the end of block assessment and selanjar 1... and phase 1 exam will have some of these questions too... in the most popular format-- essay!!! haiz
we got our set of plastic bones already and microscope... it's free but we have to share among 2 people..haha.. my partner was smart enough to ask me to carry the bones.. it's soooo heavy man!! and i just had an ATT injection that day.... again, thank god.. i made it safely to my room haha
there's a lot of tales to tell, but i don't have mush time... need to start studying...
Gambateh!!!!
Thursday, July 1, 2010
end of holidays...
USM medicine.. here i come :) bye, holidays...><
tommorow, i'll be flying to kota baru for the second time this year... i'm not going for a short trip this time.. i'll be staying there for a minimum of 4 weeks, and i'm coming back again!! well, that's the only thing i'm looking forward to, at least, for now...
kelantan is too far away, and the flight ticket isn't cheap, and i'll spent almost 1 day to come back home.. ( have to transit at kl) that's why i can only come back during holidays... and the one great advantage usm has, is the convocation break 4 weeks after the start of the year!!! yay!!
orientation will start as soon as we enroll into uni.. i am relieve that raging is strictly prohibited in usm during orientation week, but i expect the seniors won't be too easy on us either :(
i really enjoyed myself during this short holiday... watch several tv dramas in one day, high speed internet, and watching Winx club season 4 on youtube, until episode 24 though, the rest aren't uploaded yet...
finally, i finished packing today... just need to go through the things again tonight. will be flying off early morning tommorow... bye :) will miss everything in JB from my family to my home, to the dogs, to the air, and most importantly.... the RAIN!!!!! there was quite a heavy rain this afternoon... haiz hope that there will be rain in kelantan... ( i've decided not to send you some rain clouds to UM, Pauline!!! you'd made me really mad at you!!! and you know why!!)
so long... till we meet again 4 weeks later..
will try to update about lifein USMKK... but that is, if they do not block blogger...haha
tommorow, i'll be flying to kota baru for the second time this year... i'm not going for a short trip this time.. i'll be staying there for a minimum of 4 weeks, and i'm coming back again!! well, that's the only thing i'm looking forward to, at least, for now...
kelantan is too far away, and the flight ticket isn't cheap, and i'll spent almost 1 day to come back home.. ( have to transit at kl) that's why i can only come back during holidays... and the one great advantage usm has, is the convocation break 4 weeks after the start of the year!!! yay!!
orientation will start as soon as we enroll into uni.. i am relieve that raging is strictly prohibited in usm during orientation week, but i expect the seniors won't be too easy on us either :(
i really enjoyed myself during this short holiday... watch several tv dramas in one day, high speed internet, and watching Winx club season 4 on youtube, until episode 24 though, the rest aren't uploaded yet...
finally, i finished packing today... just need to go through the things again tonight. will be flying off early morning tommorow... bye :) will miss everything in JB from my family to my home, to the dogs, to the air, and most importantly.... the RAIN!!!!! there was quite a heavy rain this afternoon... haiz hope that there will be rain in kelantan... ( i've decided not to send you some rain clouds to UM, Pauline!!! you'd made me really mad at you!!! and you know why!!)
so long... till we meet again 4 weeks later..
will try to update about lifein USMKK... but that is, if they do not block blogger...haha
Saturday, June 19, 2010
oouch again!!!
my right toe is swollen now...
see?? it got hit by a fully filled 500ml handwash yesterday evening... immediately after the impact, my toe started to swell and the pain was excruciating!!! i almost screamed... but it was too painful too scream...sob sobz
why?? why?? WHY???!! why didn't i see that the handwash bottle was falling down... the tip of my finger hit the top of the bottle, thinking that it would fall, i turned around to see...i saw it standing there...so, i proceeded to take another bottle out from the plastic bag... and them ""PomP'''' that purple colour bottle fell on my feet... i couldn't avoid and by the time i realise, it was all too late.. my toenail change from white to red then to blue almost within a minute.... i was terrified!! and for a split second i didn't know what to do....but after a while, i saw no blood coming out and decided that there's nothing i could do now.... except for bearin with the PaIN!!!!
perhaps my pain treshold level is lower... for that whole night i was whining in pain... applying cold compress.. and pitifully we only have 1 at home.(luckily we have one) haha.. the freezing coldness of the pack numbed away the pain... but after a while, when the pack approaches room temperature, it loses its effect, and i was left crying out in pain again
anyway, it can't be undone... i shall bring this whole swollen toe to USMKK and have it treated....haha
there's another one of my lame theory... the pain in my toe is directly proportional to the pain in my heart.. is that true??
my heartache wasn't from any typical reasons of heartaches ( break-ups or whatsoever).. but it was from the fact that most of my friends are going to UM and UKM to pursue their undergraduate studies...medic, dentistry, pharmacy etc.. Like i say before, it's all on Facebook!!
Anyway, there's little chance for me to meet any of them again... maybe next time when we all start to work...and many will start to have ideas of free services from their friends... prospective doctors, pharmacists, dentists, dieticians, lawyers etc... however, most of them are future doctors i guess..
to tell the truth, i felt bad at first that i'll be going to USMKK.. just because of the cupboard issue in their 3 per room hostel.. haiz (do you call that silly??) but after a few days i accepted the fact that i'll be going to USM no matter what... if i have to share a cupboard, just share lor... all i need to do is to find a way to keep my money and laptop safe haha... other than that, studying at USM shouldn't be any worse than studying at UM or UKM.. right?? afterall, it's an APex Uni. who knows 5 years later, we USM graduates will be better than UM or UKM graduates?? haha....
anyway, that theory i had wasn't true at all, just joking with my mum and sis.. haha.. but the pain was really.. arghh!! i don't know how to explain.. it robbed me of my sleep last night...and applying the already warm cold pack was of little use... too bad haiz
thank God, the pain subsided a little today.. perhaps i could get a good night's sleep tonight.. haha but it's still blue-- my favourite colour!! yay!!
1 more week, 1 more weekend...and i will be off to a faraway land...
better get ready!! gambateh....^^
Thursday, June 17, 2010
What's up??
wow, this is the first time after so long i stayed up sitting in front of this laptop... and the reason--38 about which uni and course other people get... haha
actually the official results will be announced tomorrow, but it seems that some very smart people found the link to make things faster... they can actually start to check their results today.. the results were actually hidden somewhere in the upu's website, why can't they just announce it sooner, keeping all of us in suspence... but too bad, i'm not one of them who was kept in suspense, i already knew where i'm going half a month ago.. haha. thanks to USM
while people were still waiting for their results, i'm already halfway preparing to go to USM... buying clothes, and other necessities... formal clothes and casual wear... and shoes and blaa blaa blaaaa what else?? another 1 more week and afew more days, and i'll be flown to a faraway land.... to a whole new place with absolutely new experiences, a bunch of strangers.... and lotsa studying to do....
i should be glad that i got the course i wanted-- medicine no matter in which university... USM is a better choice than UMS or UNIMAS... i think
unfortunately, one of my best friends in KMPP didn't got the course she wanted... why did so many people choose pharmacy?? she ended up getting biomedical science in UPM.. haiz... on the other hand, i already have at least 3 of my friends who are going to UKM for pharmacy, while there's 1 in USM...
also, it seems that a lot of them got medic in UM.. while some of them medic in UKM.. well, they can be considered quite lucky then... the 2 best universities in Malaysia!! haha... it was too risky an idea for me to put those two unis as one of my choice, that's why i chose sabah and sarawak... but looks like i was wrong... nevertheless, lets see in 5 years to come, which uni will be better...wahaha :D
tomorrow we'll be hearing more from other people... no need to ask them personally, just log inot facebook and all the beans willl be spilt....just post which uni n course u got, and within a few minutes, your notification box will be flooded with commeents on your post.... which will last for at least 2 days... haha all thanks to the advancement i technology nowadys...
speaking about technology.. what is taking USM so long to post us our offer letter... everyday i've been looking out for the postman.... but was dissappointed everyday haiz... waiting for snail mail to arrive is as nerve wrecking as waiting for any exam results....
i've been going out this whole week... patronizing shopping centres throughout Johor Bahru.. I'm going to miss them while i'm in Kelantan... tomorrow going out to Plaza Pelangi again.. my third time this week... let's see what i'm going to buy... haha
went to the optometrician just now... and i finally got an answer to my frequent migrain problems... well, it's due to my astigmatism and short-sightedness in my left eye.. no wonder with the new specs i hope that it would solve all these headaches... and off we go to study!!
anyway, congratulations to all my friends for getting your dreams courses in the universities of your choice... and to those who didn't get it, nevermind... accept what you got or maybe if there's a chance to appeal, go for it... otherwise, there's always other private institutions out there... but that is if you can afford... but all in all, it's not the end of the world, there's always another way out, if you e willing to find one... don't give up.. Jia you!! :)
actually the official results will be announced tomorrow, but it seems that some very smart people found the link to make things faster... they can actually start to check their results today.. the results were actually hidden somewhere in the upu's website, why can't they just announce it sooner, keeping all of us in suspence... but too bad, i'm not one of them who was kept in suspense, i already knew where i'm going half a month ago.. haha. thanks to USM
while people were still waiting for their results, i'm already halfway preparing to go to USM... buying clothes, and other necessities... formal clothes and casual wear... and shoes and blaa blaa blaaaa what else?? another 1 more week and afew more days, and i'll be flown to a faraway land.... to a whole new place with absolutely new experiences, a bunch of strangers.... and lotsa studying to do....
i should be glad that i got the course i wanted-- medicine no matter in which university... USM is a better choice than UMS or UNIMAS... i think
unfortunately, one of my best friends in KMPP didn't got the course she wanted... why did so many people choose pharmacy?? she ended up getting biomedical science in UPM.. haiz... on the other hand, i already have at least 3 of my friends who are going to UKM for pharmacy, while there's 1 in USM...
also, it seems that a lot of them got medic in UM.. while some of them medic in UKM.. well, they can be considered quite lucky then... the 2 best universities in Malaysia!! haha... it was too risky an idea for me to put those two unis as one of my choice, that's why i chose sabah and sarawak... but looks like i was wrong... nevertheless, lets see in 5 years to come, which uni will be better...wahaha :D
tomorrow we'll be hearing more from other people... no need to ask them personally, just log inot facebook and all the beans willl be spilt....just post which uni n course u got, and within a few minutes, your notification box will be flooded with commeents on your post.... which will last for at least 2 days... haha all thanks to the advancement i technology nowadys...
speaking about technology.. what is taking USM so long to post us our offer letter... everyday i've been looking out for the postman.... but was dissappointed everyday haiz... waiting for snail mail to arrive is as nerve wrecking as waiting for any exam results....
i've been going out this whole week... patronizing shopping centres throughout Johor Bahru.. I'm going to miss them while i'm in Kelantan... tomorrow going out to Plaza Pelangi again.. my third time this week... let's see what i'm going to buy... haha
went to the optometrician just now... and i finally got an answer to my frequent migrain problems... well, it's due to my astigmatism and short-sightedness in my left eye.. no wonder with the new specs i hope that it would solve all these headaches... and off we go to study!!
anyway, congratulations to all my friends for getting your dreams courses in the universities of your choice... and to those who didn't get it, nevermind... accept what you got or maybe if there's a chance to appeal, go for it... otherwise, there's always other private institutions out there... but that is if you can afford... but all in all, it's not the end of the world, there's always another way out, if you e willing to find one... don't give up.. Jia you!! :)
Saturday, May 29, 2010
there, a decision is made...
i didn't expect my waiting game to end so soon. The USM admitted list was announced today...there wsn't any tell tale sign, and everyone believed that they will announce on the 1st or 2nd of june.
i was both glad and worried when i knew i was offered a place in medic at USM... Glad because i can finally pursue the course i had wanted in a university i dreamed of going to, thank god!! but on the other hand i was worried that this isn't the actual result.... remember what happened in USM last year??? They mistakenly uploaded the list of students who passed the MunSyi test instead of the actual list of students who are selected... at that time, those students who thought that they had a placd in USM, but actually they don't and to make things worse, by accepting the offer from USM, their names were removed from the UPU pool... and in the end, they have no university to go to..... haiz Hope that the same thing doesn't happen this year. Furthermore, USM is supposed to be an APEX university.
I'm supposed to register on the 3rd of July.. i guess i still have about a month's time to enjoy life at home. I kind of dislike this feeling....
looking at the list and ecspecially the timetable during orientation week, it reminded me of the times and sufferings i had during the orientation week in KMPP... i can't even rest!!! this is kinda scary....!!!!
whatever it is, it's too late to change my mind now.... afterall, it is the path God had chosen for me... i didn't expect my performance during the interview could let me get a place in USM...
unlike last year, this year i'm going even far north...Kubang Kerian, Kelantan.. AAAAAHhhhhh!!!!! but what to do, their health campus is over there.... haiz luckily it is near to the airport, i can always fly!!! haha
this means, no more time to play anymore... have to start preparing both mentally and pysically--trying not to get sick this time.. hahahahah
i was both glad and worried when i knew i was offered a place in medic at USM... Glad because i can finally pursue the course i had wanted in a university i dreamed of going to, thank god!! but on the other hand i was worried that this isn't the actual result.... remember what happened in USM last year??? They mistakenly uploaded the list of students who passed the MunSyi test instead of the actual list of students who are selected... at that time, those students who thought that they had a placd in USM, but actually they don't and to make things worse, by accepting the offer from USM, their names were removed from the UPU pool... and in the end, they have no university to go to..... haiz Hope that the same thing doesn't happen this year. Furthermore, USM is supposed to be an APEX university.
I'm supposed to register on the 3rd of July.. i guess i still have about a month's time to enjoy life at home. I kind of dislike this feeling....
looking at the list and ecspecially the timetable during orientation week, it reminded me of the times and sufferings i had during the orientation week in KMPP... i can't even rest!!! this is kinda scary....!!!!
whatever it is, it's too late to change my mind now.... afterall, it is the path God had chosen for me... i didn't expect my performance during the interview could let me get a place in USM...
unlike last year, this year i'm going even far north...Kubang Kerian, Kelantan.. AAAAAHhhhhh!!!!! but what to do, their health campus is over there.... haiz luckily it is near to the airport, i can always fly!!! haha
this means, no more time to play anymore... have to start preparing both mentally and pysically--trying not to get sick this time.. hahahahah
Thursday, May 27, 2010
The Waiting Game begins....
staying at home and carrying out the same routine almost everyday can be really boring...haiz== going online everyday looking for the latest gossips...doing the laudry every 2 days...besides watching tv, eating and sleeping....
actually i'm also working on other stuffs, like finishing my aunt's cross-stitch work which i abandoned a year ago, and practising the violin... since i don't attend classes now, i'm learning the most important technique in playing the violin--vibrato.. that time, i stopped at that part and didn't have the chance to continue because i had to go to Penang, so now, i'm going to learn it and make sure i do it well.... the sound of the violin sounds to be lacking something without ''vibrato'' ... haahaa it's the same thing as playing the piano without paddling.. i regretted not learning paddling before i left my piano teacher....:( well, i guess i have to depend on myself to learn it now...heehee
the thought of where am i going to study later haunted me most of the time... i wonder, did i make the right choice, by opting to go for the universities in the so-called ''ulu'' states..but it's all too late now... just wait for a reply from either usm or upu, which will decide where i'll be going this July.
i'm caught in another dilemma at the same time.... should i really trust UPU to grant me a place in any public university to study medicine??? or should i apply for other private university as well?? haiz... i really don't know, since medic is one of the critical courses out there
the only thought i have in mind is, if USM is offering me a place, i won't hesitate to accept it... and if i don't get a place in USM, i shall wait for UPU to give me either UNIMAS or UMS.... otherwise, i'm expecting a longer holiday... haha since the private universities will start in August or February next year.... but this doesn't mean good news to me, because i will be losing my JPA scholarship.... haiz
i guess this game's going to last for another few more weeks.... just wait and have faith in GOD is all i can do for the time being...heehee
actually i'm also working on other stuffs, like finishing my aunt's cross-stitch work which i abandoned a year ago, and practising the violin... since i don't attend classes now, i'm learning the most important technique in playing the violin--vibrato.. that time, i stopped at that part and didn't have the chance to continue because i had to go to Penang, so now, i'm going to learn it and make sure i do it well.... the sound of the violin sounds to be lacking something without ''vibrato'' ... haahaa it's the same thing as playing the piano without paddling.. i regretted not learning paddling before i left my piano teacher....:( well, i guess i have to depend on myself to learn it now...heehee
the thought of where am i going to study later haunted me most of the time... i wonder, did i make the right choice, by opting to go for the universities in the so-called ''ulu'' states..but it's all too late now... just wait for a reply from either usm or upu, which will decide where i'll be going this July.
i'm caught in another dilemma at the same time.... should i really trust UPU to grant me a place in any public university to study medicine??? or should i apply for other private university as well?? haiz... i really don't know, since medic is one of the critical courses out there
the only thought i have in mind is, if USM is offering me a place, i won't hesitate to accept it... and if i don't get a place in USM, i shall wait for UPU to give me either UNIMAS or UMS.... otherwise, i'm expecting a longer holiday... haha since the private universities will start in August or February next year.... but this doesn't mean good news to me, because i will be losing my JPA scholarship.... haiz
i guess this game's going to last for another few more weeks.... just wait and have faith in GOD is all i can do for the time being...heehee
Thursday, May 20, 2010
results!!
i got to check my PSPM 2 results on Tuesday... actually i was quite worried about my results, it's just that i don;t have the time to think too much about it. (i was busy running around) haha..
until that day when i confirmed that the results will be coming out on Tuesday--i was scared that my english would be a D, since i got A for my 1st exam, B for second exam and a C for the last exam before this.. haha also, i didn't spend much time revising for chemistry paper 1, since it was the last day of exam, and it's a 1 hour paper... and the night before there were some distractions.....
little did i know that the results can actually be checked on Monday evening, but we can only check if we have the direct link, since the link on the MOE's website wasn't open yet.
nervous.. nervous
i got all As... yay!! A for all papers!! thank God.... it means 4-flat!!haha... alas, no more worries:)
again, i'm sitting at home and starting to rot again... working as mum's free maid -- Maria haiz
guess what?? i swept and mop the floor of the whole house yesterday.... i was extremely exhausted!! phew... haha at least i enjoyed doing that... luckily i don't have to go out and work.. Home sweet home:)
haha... what's next?? hang around and wait for the university application results to be announced... hope that i will like the university i'm given...>< (USM... ??? USM not??? )haiz...
until that day when i confirmed that the results will be coming out on Tuesday--i was scared that my english would be a D, since i got A for my 1st exam, B for second exam and a C for the last exam before this.. haha also, i didn't spend much time revising for chemistry paper 1, since it was the last day of exam, and it's a 1 hour paper... and the night before there were some distractions.....
little did i know that the results can actually be checked on Monday evening, but we can only check if we have the direct link, since the link on the MOE's website wasn't open yet.
nervous.. nervous
i got all As... yay!! A for all papers!! thank God.... it means 4-flat!!haha... alas, no more worries:)
again, i'm sitting at home and starting to rot again... working as mum's free maid -- Maria haiz
guess what?? i swept and mop the floor of the whole house yesterday.... i was extremely exhausted!! phew... haha at least i enjoyed doing that... luckily i don't have to go out and work.. Home sweet home:)
haha... what's next?? hang around and wait for the university application results to be announced... hope that i will like the university i'm given...>< (USM... ??? USM not??? )haiz...
Sunday, May 16, 2010
back from kelantan
just came back from my usm interview in Kelantan. it was definitely a short but extremely tiring journey. i went there on friday, while the interview is on saturday.
going there is not so easy, due to the fact that we are in the south while Kelantan is at the north. in order to avoid back aches, muscle cramps etc.... we chose to go ther by flight--AirAsia I went ther together with my aunt and my sister. Since there isn't any direct flight, we have to transit at KLIA-LCC terminal first in order to go to Kota Bharu airport... this is soooo tiring. haiz... it's my own fault to be sick at a time like this... coughing and sniffing all the way
luckily i found my voice during the interview.... and thank god i was sitting just in front of the interviewers, the distance between us wa just on table.. haha so, i don't have to speak so loud, and they can hear me just fine... the questions ask were all quite random, and there's nothing about the USM Apex status ( make me prepare so much about that) and negleted this--''what will u learn in the 5 years medic course'' OMG i was dumbstruck, but finally i had some idea to fry my way through... hahhaa
i'm not really sure whether i will get this course in USM or not, and even i myself am not sure whether i want to go there or not. Anyway, i left this extra door open for myself... at least i would not regret later.
now it's time for some rest and find my voice back again... last year, this time, i was also struggling to speak... never did i expected the same thing to hapen again this year.. haha
:)
going there is not so easy, due to the fact that we are in the south while Kelantan is at the north. in order to avoid back aches, muscle cramps etc.... we chose to go ther by flight--AirAsia I went ther together with my aunt and my sister. Since there isn't any direct flight, we have to transit at KLIA-LCC terminal first in order to go to Kota Bharu airport... this is soooo tiring. haiz... it's my own fault to be sick at a time like this... coughing and sniffing all the way
luckily i found my voice during the interview.... and thank god i was sitting just in front of the interviewers, the distance between us wa just on table.. haha so, i don't have to speak so loud, and they can hear me just fine... the questions ask were all quite random, and there's nothing about the USM Apex status ( make me prepare so much about that) and negleted this--''what will u learn in the 5 years medic course'' OMG i was dumbstruck, but finally i had some idea to fry my way through... hahhaa
i'm not really sure whether i will get this course in USM or not, and even i myself am not sure whether i want to go there or not. Anyway, i left this extra door open for myself... at least i would not regret later.
now it's time for some rest and find my voice back again... last year, this time, i was also struggling to speak... never did i expected the same thing to hapen again this year.. haha
:)
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
exciting trip
phew!! i just came back from Genting, and it was a very exciting trip. Going up there alone was exciting enough, because i went there buy bus... not by car this time.. haha there were altogether 7 of us in this trip, and all of us from different states of Malaysia.== 2 of us from Johor, 2 from Melaka, 2 from Penang and another 1 from KL.. 1 Malaysia, haha
we started venturing into the First World indoor theme park the moment we left our bags in the hotel room. We spent 2 nights in the Genting Theme Park Hotel, and it turned out to be not as bad as what i had imagined. Well, i spent RM26 for the whole day all ride(indoor) ticket.. but all the rides were not so exciting, except for the bumper car... bang!! bang!! we had 3 rounds there...shiok ah!!
besides, we also watched the Ice Kacang Puppy Love movie. Personally, i find this movie quite interesting, and it is different from the movies we normally see.... ecspecially the setting of the movie. But, i like it:)
After the normal 2D movie, we went to watch the 4D movie. We were quite 'lucky' as the movie that day was 'Haunted House', very scary Ah!!!! i almost scream, forgeting that it was just a show... haha but due to all the special effects, it made me felt that all of them were so real... and i was smart enough to close my eyes, when i saw the snake in front... i wouldn't dare imagine what would happen if i had continue to watch hahaha
Next day, we woke up early and got ready for Outdoor... but the weather wasn't kind enough to us.... as me and wei ying went for our first ride on the 'swing that fly up into the air', it rained!! and each drop bigger than the other..and we were like swingging in the rain!! really scary, but shiok!!! hahaha... when the rain stopped, we went for another round...heehee
i had many other 'great achievements' too... the roller coasters--mine train, flying dragon, corkscrew and cyclone, i tried all of them--although the corkscrew was very scary. We waited in line for the corkscrew ride for almost an hour, not because the line was long, but it was because it rained again, and they have to close down the ride due to safety reasons. But when it was our turn, the mist came.... and we had our ride in the midst of mist hahha.... it was like we're going to heaven!!!! it might be something lucky, since we didn't get to see what will be happening in front of us... seriously, this shall be my first and the last time...
another thing i tried was the Space Shot!!! phew!! can you imagine??? ME, who is afraid of heights went on the Space shot??? i was very frightened at first, and wanted to backed out,but thanks to Wei Ying, Wei Jia, Wey Ting and Pauline, i stayed behind... haiz... luckily the queue wasn't quite long yet... and when finally it was our turn, i regretted following them.. but there's nothing i can do. So, i went up, up UP!!!! and then it stopped... 1,2, 3.....7 pst...and then phew!!! we went DOWN!!!!!! we're free falling!!!! now i know how it feels like to be free fallling.... haha i came down with my face all red.... and i will never get up there again!!!
the only one thing i haven't tried was the flying coaster... wow!! that one would be really exciting... the twins managed to go on that ride this morning... haiz, too bad we had to go back early... otherwise i would have gone on that ride.. haha (say only)
my gathering with my matrics friends after we graduate from KMPP, ends today. i'm still very tired... and after this trip, i'm even more tired. It's time to rest now for this holiday... and should enjoy some time at home, before i go away to another place to further studies... heehee
bye^^
we started venturing into the First World indoor theme park the moment we left our bags in the hotel room. We spent 2 nights in the Genting Theme Park Hotel, and it turned out to be not as bad as what i had imagined. Well, i spent RM26 for the whole day all ride(indoor) ticket.. but all the rides were not so exciting, except for the bumper car... bang!! bang!! we had 3 rounds there...shiok ah!!
besides, we also watched the Ice Kacang Puppy Love movie. Personally, i find this movie quite interesting, and it is different from the movies we normally see.... ecspecially the setting of the movie. But, i like it:)
After the normal 2D movie, we went to watch the 4D movie. We were quite 'lucky' as the movie that day was 'Haunted House', very scary Ah!!!! i almost scream, forgeting that it was just a show... haha but due to all the special effects, it made me felt that all of them were so real... and i was smart enough to close my eyes, when i saw the snake in front... i wouldn't dare imagine what would happen if i had continue to watch hahaha
Next day, we woke up early and got ready for Outdoor... but the weather wasn't kind enough to us.... as me and wei ying went for our first ride on the 'swing that fly up into the air', it rained!! and each drop bigger than the other..and we were like swingging in the rain!! really scary, but shiok!!! hahaha... when the rain stopped, we went for another round...heehee
i had many other 'great achievements' too... the roller coasters--mine train, flying dragon, corkscrew and cyclone, i tried all of them--although the corkscrew was very scary. We waited in line for the corkscrew ride for almost an hour, not because the line was long, but it was because it rained again, and they have to close down the ride due to safety reasons. But when it was our turn, the mist came.... and we had our ride in the midst of mist hahha.... it was like we're going to heaven!!!! it might be something lucky, since we didn't get to see what will be happening in front of us... seriously, this shall be my first and the last time...
another thing i tried was the Space Shot!!! phew!! can you imagine??? ME, who is afraid of heights went on the Space shot??? i was very frightened at first, and wanted to backed out,but thanks to Wei Ying, Wei Jia, Wey Ting and Pauline, i stayed behind... haiz... luckily the queue wasn't quite long yet... and when finally it was our turn, i regretted following them.. but there's nothing i can do. So, i went up, up UP!!!! and then it stopped... 1,2, 3.....7 pst...and then phew!!! we went DOWN!!!!!! we're free falling!!!! now i know how it feels like to be free fallling.... haha i came down with my face all red.... and i will never get up there again!!!
the only one thing i haven't tried was the flying coaster... wow!! that one would be really exciting... the twins managed to go on that ride this morning... haiz, too bad we had to go back early... otherwise i would have gone on that ride.. haha (say only)
my gathering with my matrics friends after we graduate from KMPP, ends today. i'm still very tired... and after this trip, i'm even more tired. It's time to rest now for this holiday... and should enjoy some time at home, before i go away to another place to further studies... heehee
bye^^
Thursday, April 22, 2010
Wow!!!
hi there!!
Actually i came back from KMPP for quite long already, it's just that i got stuck, watching a Taiwanese drama, and THAT's the reason why i'm not updatring my blog. Everyday, when i turned on my laptop, i would just log on to that site and watch for a few hours, until both my eyes and brain were exhausted... hahaha
I'm just really glad and grateful that i'd finished my 1 year stay in Penang... I had the most hardest time of my life there... however, ironically, it was also there, i had countless precious memories of my life. But, still, the thought of leaving that place forever, is a blissful feeling for me:)... I'd hoped for this day ever since the moment i knew that i'm going to KMPP... haha.. long leh...
In fact i didn't stay in JB for long after i came back from Penang. My next destination was Kota Kinabalu. i joined my sister, my aunts, boh bo, boh6, boh5 and boh deh, with the other JB tourist guides on this trip. The guides were supposed to go there for their courses ( i don't know what they call it), while some of them planned to conquer Mount Kinabalu, together with 2 of my aunts, meanwhile the rest of us, especially me, had my mind on nothing else, but to RELAX!!! hahaha....
it was an enjoyable + fruitful trip.... those who aimed to climb the Mountain reached the Summit, while those who did not join the mountain climbing expedition enjoyed themselves around Kota Kinabalu, together with our friendly tour guide -- Uncle James....he's a very knowledgeable man, and he knows a lot of things... it's lucky we got him as our tour guide...He made me realise something speial today-- The Power Of water.... Some people might think that it's just bullshit when they see the little 'magic' he did this afternoon.... but i experienced it myself. I was the guinea pig you see.... hahaha...so, i know that it was something happening, there is nop special effects or stuffs like that.
All in all, i enjoyed myself... Thanks to my aunts for this trip... and everybody that take the trouble to organise the things... and also the money spent>< such a good trip, won't come cheap i guess... heehee
i took some pictures during the trip, but i'm just too lazy to upload them now.... it's all on facebook.. It's much more easier to upload pictures on facebook than here.... heehee.. but i might upload some here later, when i have the mood to do it... hahha
i find myself getting lazy after cloming back from Penang. My bags and things were still in a mess, not to say about my room... haha..
This Saturday, i'm going to Tasek Utara toi sit for the USM's Munsyu test... i don't really know if i ought to go to USM... UMS in sabah looks better.... I just saw it today, wow!! it looks great, better than what i expected it to be... hahahha
Next, i'm going to Genting on Monday, together with the KMPP's 38 gang... heehee.. Going there to gossip and have fun at the same time.... enjoying life:)
ok, i guess i'll have to end my post now.... i shall continue with my Genting trip next week...
till then, see you><
Actually i came back from KMPP for quite long already, it's just that i got stuck, watching a Taiwanese drama, and THAT's the reason why i'm not updatring my blog. Everyday, when i turned on my laptop, i would just log on to that site and watch for a few hours, until both my eyes and brain were exhausted... hahaha
I'm just really glad and grateful that i'd finished my 1 year stay in Penang... I had the most hardest time of my life there... however, ironically, it was also there, i had countless precious memories of my life. But, still, the thought of leaving that place forever, is a blissful feeling for me:)... I'd hoped for this day ever since the moment i knew that i'm going to KMPP... haha.. long leh...
In fact i didn't stay in JB for long after i came back from Penang. My next destination was Kota Kinabalu. i joined my sister, my aunts, boh bo, boh6, boh5 and boh deh, with the other JB tourist guides on this trip. The guides were supposed to go there for their courses ( i don't know what they call it), while some of them planned to conquer Mount Kinabalu, together with 2 of my aunts, meanwhile the rest of us, especially me, had my mind on nothing else, but to RELAX!!! hahaha....
it was an enjoyable + fruitful trip.... those who aimed to climb the Mountain reached the Summit, while those who did not join the mountain climbing expedition enjoyed themselves around Kota Kinabalu, together with our friendly tour guide -- Uncle James....he's a very knowledgeable man, and he knows a lot of things... it's lucky we got him as our tour guide...He made me realise something speial today-- The Power Of water.... Some people might think that it's just bullshit when they see the little 'magic' he did this afternoon.... but i experienced it myself. I was the guinea pig you see.... hahaha...so, i know that it was something happening, there is nop special effects or stuffs like that.
All in all, i enjoyed myself... Thanks to my aunts for this trip... and everybody that take the trouble to organise the things... and also the money spent>< such a good trip, won't come cheap i guess... heehee
i took some pictures during the trip, but i'm just too lazy to upload them now.... it's all on facebook.. It's much more easier to upload pictures on facebook than here.... heehee.. but i might upload some here later, when i have the mood to do it... hahha
i find myself getting lazy after cloming back from Penang. My bags and things were still in a mess, not to say about my room... haha..
This Saturday, i'm going to Tasek Utara toi sit for the USM's Munsyu test... i don't really know if i ought to go to USM... UMS in sabah looks better.... I just saw it today, wow!! it looks great, better than what i expected it to be... hahahha
Next, i'm going to Genting on Monday, together with the KMPP's 38 gang... heehee.. Going there to gossip and have fun at the same time.... enjoying life:)
ok, i guess i'll have to end my post now.... i shall continue with my Genting trip next week...
till then, see you><
Saturday, March 13, 2010
worries?? troubles?? stress??
Phew, i can't believe it myself that i still have another 5 more weeks in KMPP... haha when i first came here, it should be ''haiz, it's my fifth week in Penang'' .. how time change what people think:)
nevertheless, i'm glad that i'll be finishing my course here real soon. I have started to count down to the day i'm going back home.. haha Cancelling off every day on the calender...and feeling excited at the same time... ><>it's getting nearer and nearer......
many things happened... and there are more to come. We had our chinese new year celebration, but i'm afraid i can't upload the pictures now.. wait till i go back first haha... and also a video of our performances.... revealing a little secret: i took part in a modern dance that night.. haha
but the video's file size is just too big, nevermind, i'll try. Next, my mentor is getting married tommorow and we were invited to his house. As tired as i might be, but i'm still going... haha. for the free food:) i better not let him know about this hahahahahah. And then at night we have PRD dinner.... so, all in all, i've sold my whole Sunday away.. which i could spend most of the time sleeping as well as sudying... haiz
Studying is just a process we have to go through in life.... no one can deny that. Without knowledge, one is nothing but a living corpse. hehe... exams are coming real soon... and i'm not acting normally these few days... kind of excited, and i talk a lot tooo... haha
my sis got her results last Thursday--10 As, among them, 7A+, 2As and 1 A- Congrats ya:) not bad... and she's going to belanja me makan when i go back... wansei!!!!
erm, i guess that's all, and this might be my last post in KMPP.... i'm not onlining any more after this, i have to CONCENTRATE!!!! on stuying and to have my best achievements for my PSPM...
oklah, see you all in another 5 weeks time:) Don't miss me.... hahaha
and take care:)
nevertheless, i'm glad that i'll be finishing my course here real soon. I have started to count down to the day i'm going back home.. haha Cancelling off every day on the calender...and feeling excited at the same time... ><>it's getting nearer and nearer......
many things happened... and there are more to come. We had our chinese new year celebration, but i'm afraid i can't upload the pictures now.. wait till i go back first haha... and also a video of our performances.... revealing a little secret: i took part in a modern dance that night.. haha
but the video's file size is just too big, nevermind, i'll try. Next, my mentor is getting married tommorow and we were invited to his house. As tired as i might be, but i'm still going... haha. for the free food:) i better not let him know about this hahahahahah. And then at night we have PRD dinner.... so, all in all, i've sold my whole Sunday away.. which i could spend most of the time sleeping as well as sudying... haiz
Studying is just a process we have to go through in life.... no one can deny that. Without knowledge, one is nothing but a living corpse. hehe... exams are coming real soon... and i'm not acting normally these few days... kind of excited, and i talk a lot tooo... haha
my sis got her results last Thursday--10 As, among them, 7A+, 2As and 1 A- Congrats ya:) not bad... and she's going to belanja me makan when i go back... wansei!!!!
erm, i guess that's all, and this might be my last post in KMPP.... i'm not onlining any more after this, i have to CONCENTRATE!!!! on stuying and to have my best achievements for my PSPM...
oklah, see you all in another 5 weeks time:) Don't miss me.... hahaha
and take care:)
Monday, February 15, 2010
chinese new year and updates from kmpp
hi there!! it's the second day of chinese new year... and i'm glad that i made the decision to stay home for one week, instead of going back toinight.. haha i haven't got enough sleep and still want to rest some more, and munch some more on the tidbits at home..
some people are starting their visitings ''bai nian'' tomorrow, but it's the day my sis will have to go back to her ns camp... too bad!! but it shouldn't be bad for her, since she's been kind of 'resting' at home, because she had a long two weeks MC, due to eyes problems.... so, i'm sending her back there, together with mum and dad tommorrow. Hope that she will be able to withstand another 3 to 4 weeks of training there... haha
well, about myself... obviously i have gotten darker. i have been busy the past few weeks due to the Karnival koko held recently. First i was urus setia for Bola Baling, got a job as MILO- someone who picks up the ball if it went out of the field.(i'm nescafe) haha... after that, the next day, i competed in the golf competiton. i had my ups and downs in this competition... haiz. i had a bad start, but managed to did well after that, but not so well either.. haha all in all, i got some points for our negeri 3.
before the day i came back from penang, our college had a merentas desa event... and guess what, out of the thousands girls in our college, i got number 25!!! phew, it's all thanks to my 'big' sis--see yee (we were born on the same day, but she was born in the morning, and i was born in the evening) . If it would'nt be for her, i would have walked the rest of the distance, because the road was sooo stony, and i had sprained my back mid way.... pain, but i still have to run, because we were surrounded by oil palm trees and i'm afraid that a few snakes would poke their heads out anytime.... that's one of the reasons i forced myslef to continue running....
taa daa!!
on the day i came back from penang, i stopped by Penang island for a one day trip. thanks to our
''guides''- wei jia and her parents we( me and wey ting) had an enjoyable trip there... we toured Prangin Mall and Queensbay mall.. and also found out that there were many other places that we haven't explored... we decided to do that later afte we graduated.
this was taken at the central entrance of Queensbay Mall.
the girls posing in front of one of the backdrops in Prangin Mall..
it took me a while to get this picture with all of our faces in...haha
yesterday, the first day of chinese new year... went to church early in the morning, sleep the rest of the day, and then went to dinner at CNY and Christmas combo.. haha
i guess that's all for now... i haven't started touching any of my homeworks... stesss ahhhh... holiday still need o think of homework.. haiz, that's life...
bye:)
some people are starting their visitings ''bai nian'' tomorrow, but it's the day my sis will have to go back to her ns camp... too bad!! but it shouldn't be bad for her, since she's been kind of 'resting' at home, because she had a long two weeks MC, due to eyes problems.... so, i'm sending her back there, together with mum and dad tommorrow. Hope that she will be able to withstand another 3 to 4 weeks of training there... haha
well, about myself... obviously i have gotten darker. i have been busy the past few weeks due to the Karnival koko held recently. First i was urus setia for Bola Baling, got a job as MILO- someone who picks up the ball if it went out of the field.(i'm nescafe) haha... after that, the next day, i competed in the golf competiton. i had my ups and downs in this competition... haiz. i had a bad start, but managed to did well after that, but not so well either.. haha all in all, i got some points for our negeri 3.
before the day i came back from penang, our college had a merentas desa event... and guess what, out of the thousands girls in our college, i got number 25!!! phew, it's all thanks to my 'big' sis--see yee (we were born on the same day, but she was born in the morning, and i was born in the evening) . If it would'nt be for her, i would have walked the rest of the distance, because the road was sooo stony, and i had sprained my back mid way.... pain, but i still have to run, because we were surrounded by oil palm trees and i'm afraid that a few snakes would poke their heads out anytime.... that's one of the reasons i forced myslef to continue running....
taa daa!!
on the day i came back from penang, i stopped by Penang island for a one day trip. thanks to our
''guides''- wei jia and her parents we( me and wey ting) had an enjoyable trip there... we toured Prangin Mall and Queensbay mall.. and also found out that there were many other places that we haven't explored... we decided to do that later afte we graduated.
this was taken at the central entrance of Queensbay Mall.
the girls posing in front of one of the backdrops in Prangin Mall..
it took me a while to get this picture with all of our faces in...haha
yesterday, the first day of chinese new year... went to church early in the morning, sleep the rest of the day, and then went to dinner at CNY and Christmas combo.. haha
i guess that's all for now... i haven't started touching any of my homeworks... stesss ahhhh... holiday still need o think of homework.. haiz, that's life...
bye:)
Saturday, February 13, 2010
Happy Chinese New Year...
Yo!! and Hi!! everyone...
i'm so excited that i could make it back on time for CNY's reunion dinner. it wasn't easy to get back home during such festive season, like cny. Luckily i managed to get a bus ticket, thanks to the mak cik kedai pos, because out there, from what i heard, most of the tickets were sold out...however, last night's bus only departed from Butterworth at 12 midnight, and phew, it was late!!!
but, nevermind lah, as long as i can come back for CNY... erm... i had a very nice and sumptuous reunion dinner at a Thai restaurant just now.... yummy!!!!
may this new year be full of exciting events and greater achievements for us all...
to everybody:
happy chinese new year 新年快乐
good health 身体健康
best wishes 万事如意 恭喜发财
:)
i'm so excited that i could make it back on time for CNY's reunion dinner. it wasn't easy to get back home during such festive season, like cny. Luckily i managed to get a bus ticket, thanks to the mak cik kedai pos, because out there, from what i heard, most of the tickets were sold out...however, last night's bus only departed from Butterworth at 12 midnight, and phew, it was late!!!
but, nevermind lah, as long as i can come back for CNY... erm... i had a very nice and sumptuous reunion dinner at a Thai restaurant just now.... yummy!!!!
may this new year be full of exciting events and greater achievements for us all...
to everybody:
happy chinese new year 新年快乐
good health 身体健康
best wishes 万事如意 恭喜发财
:)
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
grumbling away....
well, i'm still at JB:) it's just that i felt that i'd been home for a long time already. But i really don't feel like going back to Penang, and face the stressful life there. I really can't stand it when people expect something from me which i don't have, or i haven't done... and they start showing off that they had already finished theirs... haiz... what lah, i'm not a robot or what, i need to REST TOO!!!!
But, seriously, i'd been resting too much. Before the holidays i kept telling myself that i will be doing this, doing that during the break, but it turned out that i'd done only less than what i'd expected... haiz... and the most important thing is that, i haven't done my Bio mind map yet. Maybe it's because i was given the simplest topics --Introduction To Biodiversity and Kingdom Monera hahahhaa
Ahem, i made my first visit to a clinic ever in my life this morning. My left eye was red for 3 weeks already, even before UPS.. i actually planned to go to the clinic at Kepala Batas after the UPS, but everytime i wanted to go, the redness just vanished... so, i cancelled my plan to visit the clinic, and wait till i get home. Since it wasn't giving me any problems, it was another week before i went to see the doctor. Nothing much, just conjungtivitis... so, he gave me and eyedrop, different from the one i was using for the pass few days... Luckily, the eyedrop was effective:) my eye is getting better now...not after spending RM55 at the eye clinic!!!!
i shall make this post a short one... i can't think of anything to type here anyway..
so, bye><
But, seriously, i'd been resting too much. Before the holidays i kept telling myself that i will be doing this, doing that during the break, but it turned out that i'd done only less than what i'd expected... haiz... and the most important thing is that, i haven't done my Bio mind map yet. Maybe it's because i was given the simplest topics --Introduction To Biodiversity and Kingdom Monera hahahhaa
Ahem, i made my first visit to a clinic ever in my life this morning. My left eye was red for 3 weeks already, even before UPS.. i actually planned to go to the clinic at Kepala Batas after the UPS, but everytime i wanted to go, the redness just vanished... so, i cancelled my plan to visit the clinic, and wait till i get home. Since it wasn't giving me any problems, it was another week before i went to see the doctor. Nothing much, just conjungtivitis... so, he gave me and eyedrop, different from the one i was using for the pass few days... Luckily, the eyedrop was effective:) my eye is getting better now...not after spending RM55 at the eye clinic!!!!
i shall make this post a short one... i can't think of anything to type here anyway..
so, bye><
Friday, January 15, 2010
life at home
without realising it, i had been home for about a week already.. on the same day last week, i arrived at Senai aiport at about 5.15pm, after a one hour flight from Penang. It was great to be home again... but what had done during this break??
i know prolly well that i had to do my homework and also do some revision, but i spent most of my time sleeping again... Am i really that deprived of sleep while i'm at college?? perhaps... I tried to forced myself, but that doesn't seem to work... I watched korean dramas and eat all day long... haiz... i really hope that i could turn back time.. but even if i had done so, will i still repeat what i'm doing now??? haiz...
i'm going out with my friends tomorrow...yay!! Bjin, Ynee, Kim, Eeleng.. from the looks of it, it's our 'The Store'' gang going out together... haha... (i wonder if you all remember) it's so long already... i only noticed it a few moments ago as i typed their names here...
unfortunately, i'd been having this 'red-eye' problem... sometimes itchy, sometimes pain... but most of the time, red. I wonder what is it?? i had been applying eye-drops these few days, but it doesn't seem to get better... haiz...
my mid-sem break is ending soon... i'm so scared of going back to Penang again... nevermind... i'm coming back in another 3 weeks time for Chinese New Year... yay yay!! I'm now struck in another dilemma... should i stay for a week for CNY?? or should i go back early....what do you think??
counting down to approximately 2 more months... and tadaaa--i finished my matriculation studies:) hoping for that day to come...
that's all..
ciao:)
i know prolly well that i had to do my homework and also do some revision, but i spent most of my time sleeping again... Am i really that deprived of sleep while i'm at college?? perhaps... I tried to forced myself, but that doesn't seem to work... I watched korean dramas and eat all day long... haiz... i really hope that i could turn back time.. but even if i had done so, will i still repeat what i'm doing now??? haiz...
i'm going out with my friends tomorrow...yay!! Bjin, Ynee, Kim, Eeleng.. from the looks of it, it's our 'The Store'' gang going out together... haha... (i wonder if you all remember) it's so long already... i only noticed it a few moments ago as i typed their names here...
unfortunately, i'd been having this 'red-eye' problem... sometimes itchy, sometimes pain... but most of the time, red. I wonder what is it?? i had been applying eye-drops these few days, but it doesn't seem to get better... haiz...
my mid-sem break is ending soon... i'm so scared of going back to Penang again... nevermind... i'm coming back in another 3 weeks time for Chinese New Year... yay yay!! I'm now struck in another dilemma... should i stay for a week for CNY?? or should i go back early....what do you think??
counting down to approximately 2 more months... and tadaaa--i finished my matriculation studies:) hoping for that day to come...
that's all..
ciao:)
Monday, January 11, 2010
back home again...
well, needless to say, if you see me updating my blog, it means that... I'M BACK!!! hahaha
it seemed to be ages since the last time i updated my blog.. because i was busy with my studies and at the same time, the internet at the college's library was soooooo slow... that i almost vomitt blood everytime i online... so, i've decided not to online unless i really need to... and that's the reason why i haven't been updating my blog...
i came back this time by flight, so, i get to enjoy an extra night of sleep.. yay yay because i arrived a day earlier than coming back by bus.. haha.. It's a one hour journey and it saves a lot of my time...
it's really nice to be home again, with homecook food.. and vegetables!! i haven't been eating veges when i was in college... heehee
there's nothing much i can say, and i'm currently too excited to do anything..
went to visit my sis at her PLKN camp yesterday, and i think i'm suffering from the heatburn effects like my mum and dad... both of them turned darker (shining) after coing back from the camp although all of us thought that we weren't expose much to the sun. but i was feeling hot all over, as if heat waves were sipping out throughout my whole body ecspecially my palms... something like doing qi gong.. hahaha
this time round, i had lots of homework to do.. i hope that i won't be bringing them back like how i brought them here... i always do that, it's just a waste of my energy... haiz.. No choice lah, this semester is way tougher than the 1st, more chapters are included in the syllabus, but we have to finish them within the same period of time... Jia You lah...
erm, i checked my MUET results today... and i got Band 5... yay!! i wasn't expecting that much, as i didn't do well in my PSPM's english... Thank God... as i think that it was He who guided me through all these hard and stressful periods of my life.. and over there at KMPP, there's no one i can cling to or seek solace from except from God... seriously, you can't really count on anyone there....or maybe i hadn't seen anyone whom i can trust... At first, i thought that my room mates were the best, but it seems that isn't the case now... haiz.. Nevermind, it's after all another 3 more months.. :)
Cheer up!! i'm now back home... still feeling excited about that..haha
ok, i guess that's all for now.. i'll continue updating my blod whenever i wish to.. before i go back to penang.. haha
bye:)
it seemed to be ages since the last time i updated my blog.. because i was busy with my studies and at the same time, the internet at the college's library was soooooo slow... that i almost vomitt blood everytime i online... so, i've decided not to online unless i really need to... and that's the reason why i haven't been updating my blog...
i came back this time by flight, so, i get to enjoy an extra night of sleep.. yay yay because i arrived a day earlier than coming back by bus.. haha.. It's a one hour journey and it saves a lot of my time...
it's really nice to be home again, with homecook food.. and vegetables!! i haven't been eating veges when i was in college... heehee
there's nothing much i can say, and i'm currently too excited to do anything..
went to visit my sis at her PLKN camp yesterday, and i think i'm suffering from the heatburn effects like my mum and dad... both of them turned darker (shining) after coing back from the camp although all of us thought that we weren't expose much to the sun. but i was feeling hot all over, as if heat waves were sipping out throughout my whole body ecspecially my palms... something like doing qi gong.. hahaha
this time round, i had lots of homework to do.. i hope that i won't be bringing them back like how i brought them here... i always do that, it's just a waste of my energy... haiz.. No choice lah, this semester is way tougher than the 1st, more chapters are included in the syllabus, but we have to finish them within the same period of time... Jia You lah...
erm, i checked my MUET results today... and i got Band 5... yay!! i wasn't expecting that much, as i didn't do well in my PSPM's english... Thank God... as i think that it was He who guided me through all these hard and stressful periods of my life.. and over there at KMPP, there's no one i can cling to or seek solace from except from God... seriously, you can't really count on anyone there....or maybe i hadn't seen anyone whom i can trust... At first, i thought that my room mates were the best, but it seems that isn't the case now... haiz.. Nevermind, it's after all another 3 more months.. :)
Cheer up!! i'm now back home... still feeling excited about that..haha
ok, i guess that's all for now.. i'll continue updating my blod whenever i wish to.. before i go back to penang.. haha
bye:)
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