Saturday, December 27, 2008

Year End Trip (part 2)

Another video, featuring the pictures i took during this year end trip...

By the way, to my friends who are going to NS, Take care ....

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

year end trip pictures

i don't think i can type anymore about the trip.... Too tired + exhausted from the trip and cleaning the house i guess..... so i decided to put the pictures into videos.... like this will be faster....haha

lazy me.... wahahaha

Monday, December 22, 2008

Year End Trip with 5 science 1 (part 1)

Last Tuesday, i joined some of my classmates for our class's year end trip... Before going for this trip, i'd gone through many interogation sessions by my parents and aunties... whew... its all over now... hahaha ok, i will start from the very begining of the first day of the trip....


16 Dec 2008
For your information, my house was under renovation since the day before. We had the ceilings of the house changed. This house had been 20++ years of age already, and the ceiling board started to drop off one by one.... Finally, our contractor had time to fix this problem for us after so many years of waiting for him..... So the project started on 15th of December 2008... So, on that day i spent most of my time at 1st aunty house, checking my list of things to bring for the trip. After dinner, i went back home. Together, the 4 of us, (daddy, Mummy, my sister and me) started cleaning up the house. At about 9.30pm, i got ready to go to Yee Siang's house, the place we were supposed to meet.


I hereby want to make a conclusion, that is buses never come on time. It was supposed to reached at 10.30pm, but it only arrived at about 11.30pm, punctual leh??? So we boarded the bus and started our journey to ipoh, Perak. There's a tour guide on the bus and we called him Chong.


17 Dec 2008

At about 1.05am, the bus stopped at yong peng for a so-called toilet break... After that, we continue our journey to Ipoh. On the bus i slept. But i woke up almost every hour.. Guess what? i got 5 bumps on my head thanks to the bus ride. hahaha I was so worried that i will forget all the things that i had studied for my undang-undang exam.... but luckily, i sill remember some of them.


We had breakfast at a restaurant called 富山点心. The tim sum there was quite delicious. We, girls took a table. Each of us ate RM 8.40 worth of timsum.... Too much or too little??? But to me, it was just nice. haha

After breakfast, we went to Gua Tempurung. I thought that it will be quite boring and dirty, going into a gua... But it turned out to be quite the opposite. We explore the cave through the river running under the cave. So, my sport shoes and tracksuit became wet. I regretted wearing my favourite sport shoe there. At first, it was quite ok for me, just have to look out for the rocks fanging overhead. But soon, i knew that it wasn't anything easy. The ceiling of the cave became lower and lower and we had to stoop quite low to get through... Maybe it was my weak heart, or it is just lack of stamina, i thought that i would not survive to see the sunshine again.... my heart was thumping very fast and i was like sucking up all the remainder energy i have..... there were times i felt like giving up and felt like telling the oyhers to just leave me there... but i managed to hold on.... but guess what, i left my torchlight as a little momento for the cave.... it dropped..... and i could not turn back to retrieve it. So sad....

Not long after entering the cave, i was soaking wet. Thanks to everybody for their assistance, i survived this terrible ordeal. Inside my heart, i made up my mind to exercise more often, so that i would not be such a weakling..... i do not wish to 'die' in another cave.... hahaha.

Actually, there's more to writwe about the cave, but i'm afraid that this post will be too long, so these are the summary about my caving experience....


After bathing, we went for lunch at a nearby restaurant. After which, we proceed to our next destination-- Cameron highlands...


We stopped at a tea plantation there... Here's a few pictures i took there.


That's me





Look carefully, see the name Shafiq there, on the 'pail' , that's my cousin's name hahaha

After that we went to the rose valley.. There were so many flowers there, not only roses... here are some pictures.....

Picture number 1



warn ling ( she calls me papa) and tiger yam ( i call her ama)


The three of us...

Kim and jie miin....


me and my so called Ahma.....

my Ahma and Kimmy....
me and miss 'hot'- she calls herself that



my ahma.... Beauty and the rose... ahahaha



Two psychos......haha... they're gonna hit me.....
That's it for part 1... i promised someone that i would show her the pictures that i took during the trip.... here's part of it....


Tuesday, December 9, 2008

D4GHPNJ

What's this weird title about?

For your information, it stands for Dance For Good health Peace and Joy. My aunts, aka the Lim sisters, held their anually dance party on the 7th of December. Including this year, this will be their 4th time organising this party. As i was sitting there, feeling bored for not doing anything, i tried finding some interesting things to do, which include finding a short form/avbrievation for this long name. haha....

Many people came for this party. Guess what, Pn Liew was there too.. I was so surprised to see her, that i dropped all the bottles of water i was holding.... so paiseh....

I actually had a small role to play that day.... but i got tired out too.... after all that kind of so called '' kuli '' work.. carrying all sorts of heavy things.... ( no complains and i better not ) After getting ready everything, i sat at the door to welcome people... and giving away free bottled drinks.. many of them came before and i knew quite a number of them....

After that, me and mum went to collect our 50 packets of chicken and charsiew rice.... we bought some desserts on the way tooo..

I did not do much actually.... i just sat at the back andd giving away bottled water to those who need it... and also entertaining cousin shafiq... he was so mischievious and kept running to play near the A.H.U room.... Urgh.. and i had to folow him there just in case something happened to him.

Just then, i received an sms from kim, asking me to go for badminton the next day... but i thought that i will be too tired to go so i told her that i will not be going... haha sorry ah.... I have not seen them since the last day of school.......... haha.


Another big project completed.... mission accomplished!! I am so happy.... 6th aunt treat us to dinner at New Lucky restaurant...Thank you!!

The End..........

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

The end of SPM

Well, as you all know that i finished my last paper, that's EST last Thursday....

Of course, it was such a wonderful thing!!! After 14 years of studying, and finally, this will decide my future. haha

Expect me to get some rest? No way..

There's so much to do that i became so disorganised.....blur.... and didn't know what to do first. Looking down at my diary, i had just so many things to do:

1) learn driving- for convinience
2) learn sign language- for fun, its better to learn another language, you know?
3) bathe my dolls- in progress, and will soon be completed
4) paint the house- not yet started, maybe after the year end trip
5) watch movies on you tube - those that i had no time to watch before spm
6) going out with friends-so unlike me right? haha
7) do some volunteer work at spca or spastic home-
8) cross-stitch project-helping my aunt to do
9) modify the skirt i bought last year- that one was tooo short, thought of making a little bit longer
10) cleaning up my dusty house- there's dust almost every where haha
11) play the piano - i abandoned it a few months ago and my fingers got almost rusty already

That's it... maybe... there might be more, because, i became my mum's f.o.c. maid since the last day of spm...

Some of you might noticed that i seemed 'dead' during the last few days of spm..... wonder why? That's because i got so exhausted due to that annoying palpitation i had......I'm so sorry if i did not talk to you all much, even though its the last few days we can be together.

5 months holiday.... wonder how will i get through this... sitting at home and rot!!! that's what i told my family... haha

Sunday, October 26, 2008

An exciting Saturday!!

Another two more weeks to SPM, wow!! But the bad news is, i do not think that i am prepared for it... haha Well, another Saturday passed, without doing anything ' useful'...

It was a Saturday and my sis will not be having her exams for the 1 whole week next week. So mum asked wether we wanted to watch High School Musical 3.... and we said YES!! In my case, i thought that i need to take a break from all those spm pressures.. wahaha... I bought the tickets, you know... At 1.40pm, we arrived at the Leisure Mall GSC cinema. Mummy bought 3 cups of sweet corns. HSM 3 is nice to watch, one of those kinds of Happy endings stories, but youknow what? Those malay kids behind me just won't let me watch quietly... They kept talking, kicking my chair, and worse, threw a sweet wrapper at me man.... I was good enough to hold my temper, otherwise.....

After the movie, we went home. On the way, mum bought some pisang goreng and curry puffs.

Actually we were supposed to attend a dinner ' An Evening with BCSGJB'. The curry puffs and pisang goreng were supposed to serve as ' alas perut' as you know la, restaurant dinners never starts on time. haha.

At about 6.45pm, we left for the restaurant.. Wah, there were so many people there... We were early, aunt and the rest have not arrived yet... We were lucky to be seated in a so-called first class table because it is near to the carpet where the VIPs will walk pass.... haha

The dinner was scheduled to start at 8pm, but we could not start as Datuk Shahrir has not arrived... So we continue waiting..... wait wait wait.... That's when the peanuts came, oooh i love peanuts.. But then, when i was about to have my handful of peanuts, the guest of honour, Datuk Shahrir, came....

After that was Speech time.... they talk and talk while i sat there and wait for the food to be served. Datuk Shahrir's speech was the shortest haha.. first time i think. When the speech was over, The survivors of breast cancer came into the hall holding a candle each... Although they had cancer, but all of them looked so optimistic, they were smiling away, so touched. With the candle in their hand, they lighted up the candle on each table and we were supposed to light up the other smaller candles on the table.. that was when i sabotaged the candle on our table.... my candle was too near the other lighted candle, and 'poof' the flame went off... 5th aunty relighted the candle and i lighted mine, it was quite hard to light it up you know or maybe it was sabo-ing me hahaha Then we were supposed to stick the candle on the table's turning glass. As nervous i can be, mine could not stand up... luckily, my cousin was there to help me...

Alas, dinner was served... yummy yummy. No comments on the food..

While we were eating, some performers performed on stage. But there was one, famous singer, but i don't know who it is, Fei4 Qin2 is the name... anybody know who is he? he is a Malaysian singer.... but.... ( i think i should not talk bad about others) .... He came to our table and shook hands with my other family members, except me and my cousins... lucky me!! I would not shake his hand if i could... hahaha You should look at their faces man..... hahaha i could not help laughing... among them all, i think 5th aunty was the luckiest, to be able to hold his hand for a long time.... hahahhahaha

At about 11pm, the dinner ended. I like the dessert... honey dew with sago, deliciouso!!

We reached home at 11.30pm... and i was too tired to do anything else...

Sunday, October 19, 2008

Amazing race...

Wow, another 3 more weeks to SPM!! Can't believe that time flies so fast. haha

Yesterday, me and my friends, went to pn Suliyani's hari raya open house.. We were supposed to wait at Plaza pelangi's Macdonalds before walking to teacher's house (at the police depo). They actually planned to go in from the side gate, somewhere near the longkang, so that we don't have to walk so far. But, unlucky for us, the gate was no where to be seen. Hence, we had to walk quite a distance to enter from the back gate. We walk and walk, Tiger was complaining as she ws afraid that she will get darker, as the skin pigment, melanin, start to built up under our skin in the presence of the blazing sunlight. hahahahah:)

We had no choice but to continue walking... I regretted making this decision to walked with them... Mum had actually wanted to drive me there.... But it was all too late.... Luckily i did not wear our class shirt, which is black in colour... I was also glad that i did not wear my 'topi' overcoat out... otherwise, i would collapse even before we reached teacher's doorstep!! Thank God for warning me about this so called predicament... hahahahah

So we continued to walk.... finally, we reached Sun city. But, we still need to walk.... Finally, we reached the entrance of the police depo. We told the guard there that we were going to our teacher's open house... and we walked in.... panting... with droplets of sweat oooozing out from every possible pore on my skin... hahahaha... ( too exagerating, my aunt taught me this....) hahahahah

After that, we arrived at a fork road, me and tiger chose one of them, while the rest chose the other... We were competing to see which group will arrived at teacher's block first. It turned out that the two of us were the last to arrive... wah sei, so paiseh... we thought that we were faster than them man... hahaha

So together, we took the lift to teacher's house, which is on the 7th floor. There were so many people.... We had to squeeze our way through to reach teacher's doorstep.. When teacher invited us to go in and take our food, she saw me... and she exclaimed: " hah! Awak jalan ke sini ke?" Maybe my face look too awfull with sweat ' pouring' down and looking as red as a tomato.... hahahhaha Wah i was too tired to say anything and i just nodded my head....

We bought some chocolates for teacher as a 'oleh-oleh' for teacher. Thanks Kim! She was the one who went to buy them, but could not turn up due to some personal issues.. Too bad....

We had buffet style mee/mihun soto, karipuffs, ketupats, watermelon... and more. it took a while for me to cool down completely....

After taking some pictures, me and tiger left for kim's house. We actually thought of walking there, but we were afraid of the bad guys lurking around at that area, so we decided to take a taxi. Due to my ' silliness' i called the taxi before we went out of the police depo... the taxi was supposed to picked us up at Sun City... So both of us had to run....or maybe fly...

After saying bye bye to the guard, we started running... i mean running down the slope.... i can really feel my inertia its really hard to stop while running down the hill, so i had no choice, but to continue running. The only thing i was afraid of was that i will roll down and knocked that tiger in front of me.... haha... After going down that slope, we had to race up another slope to reach sun city.... i can feel my heart pumping real fast..

Luckily, when we arrived at Sun City, the taxi wasn't there yet... haha Thank God! But we did not have to wait long... The taxi arrived a few seconds later... So we boarded the taxi and headed to kim's house...

Thanks Kim for the custom made ' ringtone' haha :)

And the story ends here.... i still have quite alot to say, but i think this post is just too long... hahahaha:) jia you...

Saturday, September 27, 2008

End of SPM Trials!!

Yay! SPM trial exam ended last wednesday! So happy!!

Next week will be a one week Hari Raya holiday! Wonder what will i be doing at home....the regulars i think. Practising the violin, eat sleep watch tv, but i doubt i will be doing some studying. hahahahahha

Another 40- something days to the final SPM... can't wait for it to come....

After that i planned to do some volunteer work, maybe at SPCA or at the spastic children home, or maybe..... paint my house.... or worse...... lie at home and 'rot' , means doing nothing hahhahahahhaahhaha
argh, don't mind about all these first, spm first la..... I always had to drag myself out from my daydreamings haha

Lately, i learnt how to fold roses from papers, thanks to bih jin, kim and tiger.... heeee :)

Oklah, i don't think i have anything else to type here, been so tired lately.... hahaha lazy maybe?

To those who are celebratring hari raya, i hereby wish you all ' Selamat Hari Raya' !! :)

Sunday, August 17, 2008

Hear ye Hear ye!

I hereby announced that i......
WASN'T CHOSEN TO GO FOR NS.!!!!!!!
hahahaha. yay!!:)

Well, maybe this is not very confirmed yet, have to wait till the list of those chosen to go for ns to be published in the newspaper, till then will it be confirmed.

However, i felt weird that i have not be chosen when quite a number of my friends and classmates got chosen. Maybe I am just, you know, lucky. yay!

But its still the same anyway. I still have to go for a church camp, Joshua camp, they call it. Not sure about what i will be doing there, but its better than going for NS.

Finally its the holidays again. One week. Luckily our beloved school did not arranged any extra classes for us. I had been so tired lately and i don't even know what i had been doing.
hahhahahahahah!

Tell you something....
I skipped class hour today.... Miss Chin must be fuming mad!!!heeeeheee.
But i informed her earlier on through sms and she did not reply. How am i going to face her this Tuesday......? Hope that she will not be angry with mee.... paise la...

Saturday, July 26, 2008

Happy Birthday To me!!!

Well, my birthday was a long way ago though... haha:)

It was also the last day of the second monthly test (24th july).......cool leh!!

Thanks to Kim, Yam Nee, Jie Miin, Soo Qing, Weng Shan, Susan and Jane for the bag and the two pieces of ' princess' cards they gave me... Love them but i will keep them for some time before using them. That's because... i can't use the bag, cause i always bring a lot of books to school, and i am afraid that i moght just spoil it... and as for those 'princess' cards i do not know where to put them yet, not on my room door of course... haha

Another thanks to Diana and her gang who gave me a small, pink bolster with a picture ( not a picture actually its a figurin) of cinnamon on it.. Its so cute!!!! I did not expect that Diana will take it for real that i wanted a bolster as a present. haha.... :) but i like it anyway.

Also thanks to my other classmates for wishing me a happy birthday.... Indeed i enjoyed myself that day... Since it was the last day of the exams i went to Leisure Mall 's cinema to watch a movie with the others.... The Dark Knight.. Exciting but scary especially the killing parts.. so cruel.. luckily i managed to cover my eyes before i see any scarier things..... haha

Back home, daddy bought a peach cake from lavender.... after a birthday song from the rest of the family members... i cut the cake....Delicioso!!

Finally i could take a break from those days of studying and had my chance of watching the second last episode of the perfect cut.... lol!

17 years ago, i came to this earth, as pure as can be...
Now, i become wiser and am able to stand on my own feet..
What will happen to me 17 years later?

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

SICK

For your information, i caught a flu recently.... to tell the truth, it felt really awful...

Mummy asked me to take quite a lot of flu remedies, including some xia4 sang1 ju2, and panadolC, but i refuse, haha so strong headed, stubborn, they said. I ended up suffering. Yesterday was the worst period of this viral attack. In school, i was sniffing and coughing away.... all this made me weak and i didn't have the strength to stand... As a result, i did not get to see the japanese students in the hall. hahaha

When i get back to my aunt's house, i had enough energy left for my violin lesson. Even so, i performed quite badly when my teacher played the piano as an accompaniment. Luck for me, i did not get any scoldings from her. haha

After class, i went to my room to take a nap. I put my Garfield pillow on the floor and i 'dropped' on to it. The next thing was, i woke up to find myself on the bed... i must have move to the bed because the floor was too cold... haha

At night, i felt tooo awful to do anything. I felt nauseous and was sweating like mad, because of the panadol c i took, i think... So i slept very early....

I hope that these germs, whatever it is, will not attack the ones beside me including my family and friends..... I pray that they will be strong enough to defend themselves from the invasion of this terrible virus..... Drink more water and take more vitamin c !!!

Sunday, June 29, 2008

Being Alone

Actually, being alone is nothing bad at all.

孤独不是可怕的。。。

haha...

Yesterday was a saturday, but i went to school for renjer's activities.
Guess what, i was the only form 5 other than the renjer leaders there. Tiger couldn't come because her car was down (again), and i didn't know that the others were not coming. So it looked quite weird with an only form 5 in the group marching with the younger ones... haha

We had masakan yesterday. But before that, we 'kawad'-ed while waiting for somebody to come.( i don't who it is) Everything went on smoothly, before the commander (still i do not know how she is) gave a command- the ' hormat ke kanan' OMG i did not know what to do at that time.... my mind suddenly went blank. Luckily, i came back to my senses in time to just emulate what the people in front of me do. luckily, no one notice my mistake... or maybe someone did.... hahaha

We kawad-ed for some time before someone suggested to divide us according to our patrol. I am in the same patrol as tiger and the gang. but all of them are absent. So, i had no choice but to join another patrol. oooo... no one will be able to know how i felt at that time. In fact i regretted coming...

After that, we started to masak!!! First we had to 'dig' a hole in the ground with the parang. Our group made a quite 'big' one. but nevertheless we started cooking. we started the fire and added charcoal into the fire. After many failed attempts to light up the fire, finally, a small flame is produced. We were the first to start cooking while the others are struggling to light their fire.

But things didn't turn out to be that easy. Our fire went out when we wanted to cook our jagung. So we tried to light it up again. Succeed. So, we started to panggang the jagungs. I panggang one, and another girl( i don't know her name) panggang another. The patrol leader took care of the fire. Meanwhile another member of the patrol chop the charcoals...

The flame keep going off and we tried to bring it back. I went back earlier than them. By the time i went back, i managed to see one and a half cooked jagung only.... hahaha However, the other groups had their hotdogs and some other things well cooked and were enjoying their food.

When i went back home, i reek of charcoal smell, so strong that anyone in the house could smell it. Perhaps it was the smoke, my eyes were watery and painful and i felt very sleepy.

Nevertheless, i felt so happy today. because i wasn't left out. Thanks to you all for giving me such an enjoyable and fun day!!!! hee hee :)

the moral of the story is:
don't judge your day with the moments at the begining of the day....
how will it be depends on how you want it to be;
if you feel miserable, then it will be a bad day,
but if you fell gay and happy, then it will be a good day.!!!

Thursday, June 5, 2008

Random...

Haha... I finally found the Winx Club movie- The Secret Of The Lost Kingdom on You Tube! I had been looking for it since last year....所谓 皇天不负苦心人 hahaha... However, i managed to watch the movie only, without knowing about the story... because, the movie is the Italian version. Hopefully, the rai english version will be aired on the cinema screens soon...

The Oil Prices went up today. However, we got the news yesterday evening. Mum's car petrol tank was almost empty. So, she quickly left my aunt's house after dinner to pump petrol. Guess what? The petrol kiosk was full of cars. Two rows of cars lined up orderly at the entrance of the kiosk. But, there were some rude drivers who cut the queue- which got some scolding from me and my sis. wahahaha.

Well, with such high petrol prices, i guess i have to walk more often now. In another way, this can help save the environment too... That's a good thing. Let us all work together towards a better and friendlier environment !!! Save the World!!

Monday, June 2, 2008

My Second Outing

Today, i had my second outing.... with tiger, kim, ishqi and our class teacher, Mr. Bobbby.
My second time, and i think its the last time before the spm. I do not know why, but i always have this funny feeling whenever i get out of the house. And whenever i came back from an outing, i always felt drained of all my energy and it was like the battery in me went dead.

Perhaps i am that kind of person who do not like to go to places crowded with people. And its probably because i always have the kind of 'lack of oxygen' kind of feeling when i am squeezed among a crowd of people. That's why i like to stay at home. Weird leh... hahaha.

So, daddy sent me to City Square today, along with my sister. At first, i accompanied my sis to MPH. After that, i met up with the others. Then, we went to buy the movie tickets- What Happens in Vegas. This movie was very much better than the one we saw the last time. hahaha:)

After the movie, kim, tiger and i went to take neos. This was my first time though. wahaha....

That's it.. my second outing! tadaaaa....
After stepping into my house, i felt so safe and quiet... peace at last...... lol. Mum bought chendol, ais kacang and ice jelly. My favourite! especially the chendol, which was what i took. yummy...

When i went to my aunt house, i was totally exhausted that i laid my Garfield on the floor and burried my head into it......zzzzzzzz..... til dinner. hahahaha.:D

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

CHINESE....

I knew about my chinese subject result today. I got 64 marks. Despite this very B among my other results, i got first in class.... haha:) Thank God..

Albeit i don't have to take chinese for my spm, but i chose to take it, for reasons unknown. When i am in form 4 and Pn Tee was our chinese teacher, i thought that my chinese will just go 'kong' and that i will fail my chinese. To tell the truth, i wasn't good in my chinese since i was young as i came from an english educated family.

I did not know how i came to know this language. I remembered when i was small, my mum likes to make fun of me by talking to me in mandarin. I don't even a single word that comes out from my mums mouth. So, desperate, i would say:" Mummy, don't talk to me like this leh.." I talk to my dad, mum and aunts in english and to my grandma, i speak to her in hainanese.

When i entered kindergarten, i think, that was when i got to learn how to speak in mandarin. That's because my friends were all mandarin speaking. I had no choice. That's when i asked my grandma a question. Does she know how to speak in mandarin? Surprisingly, my grandma knows. Since then, i started speaking mandarin.

I did not know how i pulled through my primary school years. I only know some chinese word apart from my chinese name. For 6 years i studied in a chinese environment. I remembered, there were times that i did not understand what the teacher is talking and make a joke out of myself. haha Maybe that was why i am so quiet.

When i was in primary 6, when i was sitting for my UPSR, my chinese result was the worst in class. The teacher was so worried about me. At that time, i also wasn't good in my maths too. Through many cannings and punishments, i eventually got an A for both subjects.. In a way, i am very thankful to my primary school teachers for making me to be what i am today.

Untill secondary school, i continued studying chinese because it was compulsary for all chinese school leavers to take the chinese subject in PMR. Despite my always 79, 78 results, i got an A for my chinese. It was all God's grace, i would say.

Today, i chose to take the chinese subject as one of my SPM subject. But i don't regret making this decision, even though i did not do well in this exam. Some people did not take chinese just to get a straight 1A in the SPM. But i would not mind taking this risk, as i know that God will help me to pull through the challenges ahead...

加油!!!

Monday, May 26, 2008

Holiday!!!!

Its finally the holidays again... yay!!!!

However, i still have to go to school for the extra classes the school authorities had planned for us. But in a way, it was quite fun...

I really felt sad about the sichuan earthquake. The most heart wrenching thing is that many children had lost their lives in this quake. Some of the children had to amputate their limbs in order to get them out from the remains of the buildings. However, amputating limbs was their last resort as the children could not stand the pain already.. I really wanted to help, but i couldn't do much except for donating money..

When i become a doctor one day, i am going to get myself involve in all these life saving work.. I remember telling some of my friends about this. Whenever and wherever there's an earthquake, tsunami, or disease outbreak, eg SARS i will get myself involve in all these. That's what drive my determination to become a doctor. Not to earn more money, but to save lives... haha

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Today, an Olympia College person called me . Wah Sei!! He asked me to join one of their programs. I didn't felt like joining and wanted to reject him in a mannered way. Howener, i just screw thing up. First i said that i have extra classes ( which i do not have them in June) and later i mistakingly asked him for more information. The worst mistake i ever done. So he talked and talked for ages.... hahaha anyway, i am not the one paying hahahaha....

At the end of the conversation, i told him that i wasn't interested.... You see lah... I am so bad. Asked for informations and let him talked so much.. and then said that i am not interested. I shouldn't have asked him for more... I know my mistake and will learn from it... I am so bad.... so sorry.... :(

Monday, April 21, 2008

A Nightmare

I was working till late night, it was maybe dawn already.....

After boiling the water for tomorrow's breakfast, i went to bed. Finally, resting my head on my beloved pillow.

Unconciously, i drifted into dreamland. I couldn't remember what took place earlier on, but i know that i was in school and i saw kim and yam nee saying goodbye to me and they left. I was all alone, and i suddenly remembered the announcement that asked all the students to leave the school.

So i quickly ran back to the classroom to pack my stuff. My sister came to my classroom and told me to hurry up as mum had been waiting for me for so long already. So i make haste. As i was rushing for time, i decided to use the shortcut.... beside the school hall. I couldn't remember that one there. The school hall look strange... not like the one in school. So, i entered a backlane which was surrounded by those bars we see in the prisons.... with some big cylinders in it....

I suddenly realise how stupid i was to use this shortcut as it was a dead end. So, i decided to make a detour. I turned around, but there wasn't any opening for me to go out!!!! OMG, look at what i had got myself into!!! While i was looking for a way out, i saw some movements behind those gigantic cylinders. I thought i saw someone with curly hair. So i look again... This time, i saw Pn Wendy standing in front of me, looking cross. Was i wrong to be here? I thought. Then i remembered that the school hall was undergoing some kind of renovation and students were not allowed to be there. uh oh. Pn Wendy said something like:" U don't belive what i will do to u? U think u can break the school rules without being punished? Give me your hand now!"

So i stretched out my hand and a stroke of cane laid on it. Ouch! With my hand feeling stingingly painful, i left the hall. Pn Wendy had dissapeared to catch the other students in the hall.....

The school hall suddenly turned into a shopping mall, there were shops on my left and right. It was a magnificent shopping complex... However, the escalators were high, long and awfully scary....! I had a phobia for escalators since young. But i had to take one of the escalators to get to the basement where my mum is waiting for me. I think i had taken a very long time and was sure to get a scolding from my mum.

Finally, i managed to open my eyes, staring at my handphone in front of me. Waiting for the alarm to go off. The sight of Pn Wendy, escalators and the shopping mall fade..... my heartbeat started to slow down. I checked my handphone to look at the time, it was 0527.... I had to wake up already, to reboil the water in the kettle, this is what i had to do when my mum is not at home.....

The end of my nightmare.... what a relief..... Pleaselah Pn Wendy, dun haunt me in my dreams anymore, i had been quite an obedient child, i think.... haha

Sunday, April 20, 2008

Saturday.

yay! Its Saturday again after a so long, busy week of schooling days!
Normally I had not much things to do during a Saturday but yesterday i was super duperly busy!!

My day started with an early morning tuition, physics...
Pn Liew was so kind to give us tuition on a Saturday!!

After tuition I went back to my aunt's house. At first, there were only last night's left over meehoon for lunch. Just as we were about to heat the meehoon up, a car, fetching my other aunts and cousins came back. Guess what? They brought back lots of food from my Fifth Aunty's house. Yesterday was her daughter's wedding, too bad i didn't attend the tea ceromony. The bridegroom was a DIGI agent. A few days before this wedding, i jokingly tell the others, You better don't be too happy to receive an angpow from him, because it might be a DIGI prepaid card !! lol

In the afternoon, I spent an hour choosing my best outfit to attend the wedding dinner. I couldn't wear one of my new year dress, the most expensive one, for it was too short already. I must have grown taller!! It took me so long to find a dress...!! That's because my aunt had told me to "wear nice nice har".

In the evening I went to the dinner with my other aunts and cousins. We reached there at 7pm and had to wait till 8.45 pm for the dinner to start. I heard from my aunt that the delay was caused by the bride who was throwing tantrums in the waiting room. Haiyo! Be punctual la!! Its your big day, you know?

The dinner was not bad. Except for the fireworks in the restaurant. The smell was awfully bad which caused the food to taste not so nice. However when the smell was gone, haha, I had the appetite to eat again. I ate and ate without thinking that i might get fat. Our table didn't finish the last few dishes. They served the lotus rice last, before dessert. Why? Shouldn't the rice come first?

By the time the dessert came out, cousin Shafiq was sleeping already. I nearly fell asleep too... But no choice la.. Have to "give face"

Reached my aunt's house at !11.30 pm. After bathing i went to sleep.There goes my 24 hours!!

Sunday, April 6, 2008

Stress Out!!!

Life had been so very stressful lately...
With mountains high of homeworks, oceans full of homeworks to finish. It seemed quite impossible to finish them in just a day or two, not even when I'm given a month to finish them.


For three days i had been sleeping only at 4am, days of insufficient sleep is driving me crazy....!

-If this situation persist, i will soon become one.



With loads of homeworks, i had been feeling very awful lately, indescribable. I can say it's a mixture of guilt and some other things...

So, i had been venting my anger on some other things...

something i always do...

blaming others... hahahahha





I blame the teachers who were like gone mad or nuts already because they were giving endless homework, especially English...!!!

After completing 24 journal entries, and had thought that all is over, who knows our 'respected' teacher had given us another two more essays....




This must be connected to our 'beloved' headmistress who, lately wanted to check our homeworks.. Is she so freeeeee!! If she has so much extra time, why don't she just give some to me????



I am really not my usual self lately, had been talking a lot of nonsense and making a lot of noise, and pouring cold water on others.... haha fun!



Hope that this homework crisis will be over soon, yes, and hopefully asap..!



Otherwise, I really do not know what will happen to me if i continue to have in suficient sleep, not that i'm afraid that i will become a panda, just that my ' spareparts' are going haywire already...





Whatever it is, no matter how busy we may become, Be happpy!!



Don't know how to do it? Try! As there's a saying, Don't Worry, Be Happy!



Good Luck to all my classmates who are also going through this Homework Crisis!!



All The Best!!!


Tuesday, March 18, 2008

Indescribable feelings

Well, i really do not know how to start with this post, because, my feelings were all jumble up... confused,dissapointment, sad and loss.... want to know why, read on!!!


First of all.. the exam results came out today. So, i got second. It's actually no big deal, but to tell the truth, dissapointment sure set in. If not, i can be said as inhuman already.. haha. That's because, after putting in much efforts, with nights of insufficent sleep, i would hope for the best in the exam. I'm sure everyone has the same feelings too, right?


Well i'm not as sad as this lah... haha


Well, this is the first situation..


Next one, My dog passed away already. Another one in four months time. Boo Hoo Hoo!!!!!

Cathay, Johor, Rain and now, Siang Siang.

However, i should know that it's about time for Siang Siang to go already.. Its very old already. About 15 years, but for dogs, you have to multiply by 7 to get their actual age.. right?

By the time i reached my aunt's house after i came back from school, i saw Siang Siang lying on the floor, with newspaper covering it. Before that, Second aunt told me and my sister about its departure at midday.


What hurted my heart most was when my aunt describe the moments before it 'leave'. It was like crying out... was it in pain? Poor thing.. Luckily i was in school at that time, otherwise i would break down in an 'ocean' full of tears..


Again, i know that another one of my beloved dogs is now in a place where there is no more sufferings and pains... another one sob, sob...


Looking at it lying on the floor, not moving, not even breathing, a mixture of 'who knows what' feelings feel up every possible space in my heart.

Well, i felt like crying like this now...


After violin lesson, i went to take a nap. Guess what? I dreamt of Siang Siang. When i woke up, i found that i was sweating and my eyes were wet. Was i crying? oooo.. i did not know.

Thats it, what an indescribable day....


But anyway, Thank God... for giving me this day..


Conclusion

Life is full of challenges,
it may be difficult sometimes,
and sometimes you may want to end it as soon as possible;
however we have to know that,
we were given a chance to live on this earth,
not for as long as we want,
but God decides when we will leave this beautiful place,
it is not up to us to decide,
who will live longer,
just because we like them;
or who will leave sooner,
just because we dislike them;


We have to accept whatever the results or the outcomes are,
Not blaming who and who for the unwanted results;
Treat it as a lesson,
where we learn new things,
discover new tricks and strategy to live life the fullest;

Remember that,
life on this earth will end one day,
sooner or later;
therefore, we must live life the fullest,
make it a beautiful memory,
unforgettable, colourful,
and wonderful,
that those who know us will not forget...







Monday, March 17, 2008

Tag!!!!

OMG!!! was tagged by buddy cum friend Kim!!! I can't say whether it is a blessing or not??? cos i don't even have eight people whom i can tag!!! Anyway, i will just answer the questions there. Is it ok, Kim?
1. Who is your all-time inspiration?
*Florence Nightingale (her care and concern towards patients)
*Richard Clayderman (the way he plays the piano)
2. Where is the place you want to go most?
* Afghanistan...haha
3.If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
*World peace??? maybe...
4.Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
*absolutely yes!!!
5.What are you afraid to lose the most now?
*everything i have in hand now
6.If you win $1 million, what would you do?
* buy a house, go on a tour, donation....
7.If you meet someone that you love, will you confess to him / her?
*maybe
8.List out 3 good points the person who tagged you.
* cheerful( sometimes)
* good leader( i think...)
* can sing! and very good at that....
9.What are the requirements that you wished from your other half?
* Thoughtful
* not someone fierce, i mean someone like our 'beloved' Cik Aminah
10. Which type of people do you hate the most?
* people who cheats
* corrupted ones
* those who think they are very 'big' just because they are rich... i mean, in chinese, hao lian...
11. What is your ambition?
* to be a doctor when i grow up... so that i can find cures to diseases that are uncurable now.
12. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
* point it out to me, but politely and indirectly
13. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
* my family, and my dogs
14. Are you a shopaholic or not?
* nope
15.Find a word to describe the person who tagged you.
* I would say, childish
16.If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
*scary cat character
17.What's the last shocking thing you have ever seen or heard?
* Siang Siang is going to die.... maybe tommorow....
18. What is happiness?
* A kind of feeling that make you feel better when you are down, and makes you laugh or smile.
19. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you? Why?
* Kim- she has very good experiences
* Yam Nee- she's well known as a tiger, to scare away bad people
* I don't have a third one.... haha
20. Have you ever been in love?
* Absolutely not and hopefully NEVER!!!!
p/s: i'm not doing the last part.. paiseh leh.. haha
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I done! haha.
Nite Nite...

Sunday, March 16, 2008

The Last Day of Hols

Wow! Time really flies!!! The so-called 'long' March Holiday is over.. How i wished i could slow down the time... How i wished that i need not go back to school..... But its impossible!!!! That's LIFE!!!!
Heee.... found some cute pictures....


Kim, watch out!!! Hope that you get sufficent sleep... otherwise... heehee




Yam Nee, that's you!!!! wahahaha....




Warn Ling, many people call you mushroom, but i still prefer to call you green vegetable.


Ee Leng, don't know why and how you are called cat.

Besides, i found some dogs too. My favourite pet. Lately, two new dogs came to my aunt house, Toto and Rain( intially called Happy) . However, Rain died a few days later. Poor Rain.. Poor me too. Not long before, another one of my dearest dog, Johor, departed, because of spleen cancer, and then, Rain. Today, i went to my aunt house and saw Siang Siang, aka Nai Nai, it was so old and weak. Poor thing. Something is wrong with it. Maybe its time has come.....

On the other hand, Siang Siang was the strongest dog among the other dogs there. It survived many times, after being seriously ill and infected with maggots. It is an very old dog. Some described that it can be mummified already. There were some who said that it is an antique. haha. Anyway, Jia You, Nai Nai! Gambate!

Thursday, March 13, 2008

My First Time........


Wow there's really quite a lot of "first time" for me yesterday .. ( sounds a bit sua ku)

Yesterday was Tiger's birthday!! Happy Birthday Tiger!!!!!

I have to say that tiger has a very big face... i know what you are thinking, but its not that.... i mean in chinese, "mian zi" because, i actually attended her birthday party at City Square.! I've never attended anyone's birthday party before, so Tiger, you should actually be glad about that.And also that lucky Wei Hong who also celebrated his birthday with Tiger yesterday, because his birthday is also in March..haha.


But on the other hand, i'm not quite fit for partying yesterday. I was not feeling well, and tiredness made me feel worse.


For your information, this is my first time going out with my classmates, without my parents beside me, and its quite scary you know. Plus i felt bad leaving my sister alone at home, while i get to go out and have fun. heehee, but i think she doesn't mind lah. So, no matter how, no matter what, i had to make this a memorable first time outing.




After physics tuition, the four of us, Tiger, Kim, Weng Shan and me, set off to CS. Tiger's mum drove us there. Its my first time going to CS after so many years. Everything in CS feels different to me now. Guess what, Tiger brought along her nephew, which was described as her 'BAG'. LOL.We went to Macdonalds first, where all the other class mates were waiting. Wow, it was sooooo cold in CS. I regretted for not bringing my jacket. That's why, I hid behind a large Madonalds poster. hahaha.


When everybody arrived, almost everybody, we went to the cinema to buy tickets. Kim was the one who bought the tickets. When she told the guy that she wanted 24 movie tickets, the cashier looked shocked. haha. Maybe this was his first time seeing someone buying so many tickets.







After getting the tickets, we went to the Food Junction for lunch.I bought my favourite claypot yee mee. That's what i will order whenever i go to Sedar Corner. But not yesterday. The claypot yee mee at Food Junction was delicious too.









Here's the Hello Kitty part. Jie Miin and the gang, came into Food Junction with a super-sized Hello Kitty, which clad in blue shirt, with a blue ribbon and a blue cap. It was huge. I think it could cover Tiger's nephew.haha. This was tiger's birthday present. i have a share in it too! Hee hee.

Tiger was shocked and looked happy at the same time when she saw this present.haha. I initially thought that she would bring this Hello Kitty with her into the cinema. But nolah, cos we did not get a ticket for it.


At about 2.30 pm we went to the cinema. This was my first time watching a movie with my classmates. However, you know what, the movie was an indescribable silly movie- The Death Of Ian Stone. Wonder whose idea it was to watch this movie. The ticket costs me RM6 , you know.

When the movie ended, Kimmy was shouting at the other end there, with a high pitched voice "walau-a" who knows how many times. haha. After i got out of the cinema, i followed Warn Ling and EeLeng. We separated with the others as we were going home. I do not know what the others did later.


EeLeng and Warn Ling brought this first timer, that's me, to the bus stop. We went the second floor exit, which led us to the overhead bridge. However, it was raining heavily. So we went back into the building and walk around to kill time. Ee Leng wanted to see her stuff, so we accompanied her. After looking at the things she wanted to, without buying any, we felt that the rain had stopped. So, we went to take a look. Thank God! It had really stopped raining. So, we went to the bus stop, to take a bus. Shifu EeLeng told us that every bus here can bring us home. We boarded the bus with a roof shaped like a house. It's been a long time since i took a public bus. This was my first time after how many years later.There were no more bus conducter to collect money and give out tickets. All i need to do is to put the money into a box beside the driver seat and the ticket will come out from a machine. Amazing!


The bus moved along steadily an the road. The seats were full. There ws this shelfish man who took two seats, one for himself and the other for his stuff. At that time there was this old man who was standing beside our seat and behind the shelfish man. I actually thought of giving up my seat to him, but the three of us were sharing two seats. That's why we couldn't help. There were some kind souls on the bus too. A lady gave her seat to an old lady. And a man did the same too.


When the bus came near SMK Pelangi , Warn Ling got down the bus. When the bus reached Tmn Sri Tebrau, the busstop near Telecom, Ee Leng and I got down the bus. But, it was pouring cats and dogs. We couldn't go home. Lucky me! My sister called on time to ask where am i. So, mummy came and fetch us both home. Blame me for forgetting to bring my umbrella. Boooo!


That's it. My first time experience. Millions thanks to my parents and my aunts for allowing me to attend Tiger's party. heehee.

I did not bring my camera, so i don't have pictures here. haha. I think i will put some hello kitty ones to make tiger jealous. hahahahha


Happy Birthday !!! Tiger.














Monday, March 10, 2008

Friendship><

Just posting some of my thoughts during the holidays. At least i post something. haha.
What friends are for?
That's a title from a book i read when i was a child. It's a story about a bear and its friend, a fox. They were the best of friends. However one day, the fox disturbed the bear who was sleeping at that time. The bear became angry and didn't play with the fox anymore after that. The fox felt lonely and it hid in its tree hole and cried for days. As for the bear, a few days later it felt lonely for there were no one to play with. So, it went to look for the fox, and apologize. The fox ws glad thatit get its friend back. They promise that they will never leave each other again.

Yes, indeed, that's what friends are for.

Friends are the ones who give us comfort when we face problems;
Friends are the ones who give us support when others don't support us;
Friends are the ones who are there to lend us their ears when we want to say something;
Even though fights and quarrels happen between us and our friends, we will still patch up and forgive each other;
Friends are the ones that make us laugh when we feel down;
Friends are the ones that help us up when we fall down;
Friends are the ones that will share the good things they have with us;
That's what friends are for.....

I am glad that i have many friends, yes, many.
-Tiger, Kim, Warn Ling, Thanks for being my very best pals.... Thanks for making me laugh when i'm feeling down.............Pardon me for being emoish sometimes;
-Diana, Karen, Rachel Ng, Sarah, Thanks for being my confidante when i felt that i'm being left out;
-Weng Shan, Jie Miin, Jane, Soo Qing, Susan, Thanks for accepting me as your friend. HeeHee..!
-Bih Jin, Sing Yen, Thanks for being my friends too! Pardon me for being impatient sometimes...Hahaha!

It seems that i have done a lot of wrong, hurting things, that that's because i "wanted to be alone". Maybe that's when i am in one of my 'down' spirits.

I truly felt their concern for me and it made me feel that i haven't been a good friend....
sorry once again....

Conclusively, that's what friends are for....! Friendship Forever...

Thursday, March 6, 2008

'Holiday Eve'

Tomorrow is the starting of a one week holiday! Yay!
Many things happened these few days and i long wanted to take a break from them.
First of all, test results...
these two words itself give people a kind of scary, nervous feeling, don't you think so?
So, i got back all my results, except for the morale paper.
I can't say i did well in this exam, because i did not put in much effort. This may be due to hours of television watching and playing and sometimes idling around the house, doing nothing. Before the announcement of the final rsults, i can't really make a conclusion on my achievements in this test.
Things were very different for my closest friend, Tiger.
Do you want to know what's wrong with her?
She thinks very lowly of herself. She thinks that she's bad in everything. As if in the whole wide world,no one has ever been as pathetic as her. Everyday, almost every minute, she kept my ears busy with her 'singing' that she will fail or get low marks in almost all of her subjects. I tried to comfort her, tell her the truth that she isn't that bad, but in vain. Poor me!:(
Although i failed to let her gain her self-confidence, thse are the things i wanted to tell her:
1) You are not stupid, as you can talk, laugh, think, analyse and do many other things. Think about the less fortunate! They can't even talk even they want to.
2)You are not fat! Albeit you kept saying that you are, and i don't think i can change your mind, but its not the end of the world!!!! In this modern era, fat is not a very big problem, as there are many slimming centre out there. And you can step into one if you still feel that you are fat.
3)You must have confidence in yourself. One cannot be no good in everything. You sure have your talents somewhere. Although you may tell me that you don't know your talents now, but it is there inside you. One day,hopefully you will discover a very smart you that you never think you are.
That's not all i want to say, but i'm afraid if i type it all out, it won't be one or two pages. Anyway, Tiger, Go For It! Success awaits you! Go GO GO!
Hee Hee!
When school reopens i will not be sitting next to you anymore, don't miss me ya? hahahaha:)