there, a decision is made...

i didn't expect my waiting game to end so soon. The USM admitted list was announced today...there wsn't any tell tale sign, and everyone believed that they will announce on the 1st or 2nd of june.

i was both glad and worried when i knew i was offered a place in medic at USM... Glad because i can finally pursue the course i had wanted in a university i dreamed of going to, thank god!! but on the other hand i was worried that this isn't the actual result.... remember what happened in USM last year??? They mistakenly uploaded the list of students who passed the MunSyi test instead of the actual list of students who are selected... at that time, those students who thought that they had a placd in USM, but actually they don't and to make things worse, by accepting the offer from USM, their names were removed from the UPU pool... and in the end, they have no university to go to..... haiz Hope that the same thing doesn't happen this year. Furthermore, USM is supposed to be an APEX university.

I'm supposed to register on the 3rd of July.. i guess i still have about a month's time to enjoy life at home. I kind of dislike this feeling....

looking at the list and ecspecially the timetable during orientation week, it reminded me of the times and sufferings i had during the orientation week in KMPP... i can't even rest!!! this is kinda scary....!!!!

whatever it is, it's too late to change my mind now.... afterall, it is the path God had chosen for me... i didn't expect my performance during the interview could let me get a place in USM...

unlike last year, this year i'm going even far north...Kubang Kerian, Kelantan.. AAAAAHhhhhh!!!!! but what to do, their health campus is over there.... haiz luckily it is near to the airport, i can always fly!!! haha

this means, no more time to play anymore... have to start preparing both mentally and pysically--trying not to get sick this time.. hahahahah

The Waiting Game begins....

staying at home and carrying out the same routine almost everyday can be really boring...haiz== going online everyday looking for the latest gossips...doing the laudry every 2 days...besides watching tv, eating and sleeping....

actually i'm also working on other stuffs, like finishing my aunt's cross-stitch work which i abandoned a year ago, and practising the violin... since i don't attend classes now, i'm learning the most important technique in playing the violin--vibrato.. that time, i stopped at that part and didn't have the chance to continue because i had to go to Penang, so now, i'm going to learn it and make sure i do it well.... the sound of the violin sounds to be lacking something without ''vibrato'' ... haahaa it's the same thing as playing the piano without paddling.. i regretted not learning paddling before i left my piano teacher....:( well, i guess i have to depend on myself to learn it now...heehee

the thought of where am i going to study later haunted me most of the time... i wonder, did i make the right choice, by opting to go for the universities in the so-called ''ulu'' states..but it's all too late now... just wait for a reply from either usm or upu, which will decide where i'll be going this July.

i'm caught in another dilemma at the same time.... should i really trust UPU to grant me a place in any public university to study medicine??? or should i apply for other private university as well?? haiz... i really don't know, since medic is one of the critical courses out there

the only thought i have in mind is, if USM is offering me a place, i won't hesitate to accept it... and if i don't get a place in USM, i shall wait for UPU to give me either UNIMAS or UMS.... otherwise, i'm expecting a longer holiday... haha since the private universities will start in August or February next year.... but this doesn't mean good news to me, because i will be losing my JPA scholarship.... haiz

i guess this game's going to last for another few more weeks.... just wait and have faith in GOD is all i can do for the time being...heehee

results!!

i got to check my PSPM 2 results on Tuesday... actually i was quite worried about my results, it's just that i don;t have the time to think too much about it. (i was busy running around) haha..

until that day when i confirmed that the results will be coming out on Tuesday--i was scared that my english would be a D, since i got A for my 1st exam, B for second exam and a C for the last exam before this.. haha also, i didn't spend much time revising for chemistry paper 1, since it was the last day of exam, and it's a 1 hour paper... and the night before there were some distractions.....

little did i know that the results can actually be checked on Monday evening, but we can only check if we have the direct link, since the link on the MOE's website wasn't open yet.

nervous.. nervous

i got all As... yay!! A for all papers!! thank God.... it means 4-flat!!haha... alas, no more worries:)

again, i'm sitting at home and starting to rot again... working as mum's free maid -- Maria haiz

guess what?? i swept and mop the floor of the whole house yesterday.... i was extremely exhausted!! phew... haha at least i enjoyed doing that... luckily i don't have to go out and work.. Home sweet home:)

haha... what's next?? hang around and wait for the university application results to be announced... hope that i will like the university i'm given...>< (USM... ??? USM not??? )haiz...

back from kelantan

just came back from my usm interview in Kelantan. it was definitely a short but extremely tiring journey. i went there on friday, while the interview is on saturday.

going there is not so easy, due to the fact that we are in the south while Kelantan is at the north. in order to avoid back aches, muscle cramps etc.... we chose to go ther by flight--AirAsia I went ther together with my aunt and my sister. Since there isn't any direct flight, we have to transit at KLIA-LCC terminal first in order to go to Kota Bharu airport... this is soooo tiring. haiz... it's my own fault to be sick at a time like this... coughing and sniffing all the way

luckily i found my voice during the interview.... and thank god i was sitting just in front of the interviewers, the distance between us wa just on table.. haha so, i don't have to speak so loud, and they can hear me just fine... the questions ask were all quite random, and there's nothing about the USM Apex status ( make me prepare so much about that) and negleted this--''what will u learn in the 5 years medic course'' OMG i was dumbstruck, but finally i had some idea to fry my way through... hahhaa

i'm not really sure whether i will get this course in USM or not, and even i myself am not sure whether i want to go there or not. Anyway, i left this extra door open for myself... at least i would not regret later.

now it's time for some rest and find my voice back again... last year, this time, i was also struggling to speak... never did i expected the same thing to hapen again this year.. haha
:)