oouch again!!!

my right toe is swollen now...

see?? it got hit by a fully filled 500ml handwash yesterday evening... immediately after the impact, my toe started to swell and the pain was excruciating!!! i almost screamed... but it was too painful too scream...sob sobz

why?? why?? WHY???!! why didn't i see that the handwash bottle was falling down... the tip of my finger hit the top of the bottle, thinking that it would fall, i turned around to see...i saw it standing there...so, i proceeded to take another bottle out from the plastic bag... and them ""PomP'''' that purple colour bottle fell on my feet... i couldn't avoid and by the time i realise, it was all too late.. my toenail change from white to red then to blue almost within a minute.... i was terrified!! and for a split second i didn't know what to do....but after a while, i saw no blood coming out and decided that there's nothing i could do now.... except for bearin with the PaIN!!!!

perhaps my pain treshold level is lower... for that whole night i was whining in pain... applying cold compress.. and pitifully we only have 1 at home.(luckily we have one) haha.. the freezing coldness of the pack numbed away the pain... but after a while, when the pack approaches room temperature, it loses its effect, and i was left crying out in pain again

anyway, it can't be undone... i shall bring this whole swollen toe to USMKK and have it treated....haha

there's another one of my lame theory... the pain in my toe is directly proportional to the pain in my heart.. is that true??

my heartache wasn't from any typical reasons of heartaches ( break-ups or whatsoever).. but it was from the fact that most of my friends are going to UM and UKM to pursue their undergraduate studies...medic, dentistry, pharmacy etc.. Like i say before, it's all on Facebook!!

Anyway, there's little chance for me to meet any of them again... maybe next time when we all start to work...and many will start to have ideas of free services from their friends... prospective doctors, pharmacists, dentists, dieticians, lawyers etc... however, most of them are future doctors i guess..

to tell the truth, i felt bad at first that i'll be going to USMKK.. just because of the cupboard issue in their 3 per room hostel.. haiz (do you call that silly??) but after a few days i accepted the fact that i'll be going to USM no matter what... if i have to share a cupboard, just share lor... all i need to do is to find a way to keep my money and laptop safe haha... other than that, studying at USM shouldn't be any worse than studying at UM or UKM.. right?? afterall, it's an APex Uni. who knows 5 years later, we USM graduates will be better than UM or UKM graduates?? haha....

anyway, that theory i had wasn't true at all, just joking with my mum and sis.. haha.. but the pain was really.. arghh!! i don't know how to explain.. it robbed me of my sleep last night...and applying the already warm cold pack was of little use... too bad haiz

thank God, the pain subsided a little today.. perhaps i could get a good night's sleep tonight.. haha but it's still blue-- my favourite colour!! yay!!

1 more week, 1 more weekend...and i will be off to a faraway land...

better get ready!! gambateh....^^

What's up??

wow, this is the first time after so long i stayed up sitting in front of this laptop... and the reason--38 about which uni and course other people get... haha

actually the official results will be announced tomorrow, but it seems that some very smart people found the link to make things faster... they can actually start to check their results today.. the results were actually hidden somewhere in the upu's website, why can't they just announce it sooner, keeping all of us in suspence... but too bad, i'm not one of them who was kept in suspense, i already knew where i'm going half a month ago.. haha. thanks to USM

while people were still waiting for their results, i'm already halfway preparing to go to USM... buying clothes, and other necessities... formal clothes and casual wear... and shoes and blaa blaa blaaaa what else?? another 1 more week and afew more days, and i'll be flown to a faraway land.... to a whole new place with absolutely new experiences, a bunch of strangers.... and lotsa studying to do....

i should be glad that i got the course i wanted-- medicine no matter in which university... USM is a better choice than UMS or UNIMAS... i think

unfortunately, one of my best friends in KMPP didn't got the course she wanted... why did so many people choose pharmacy?? she ended up getting biomedical science in UPM.. haiz... on the other hand, i already have at least 3 of my friends who are going to UKM for pharmacy, while there's 1 in USM...

also, it seems that a lot of them got medic in UM.. while some of them medic in UKM.. well, they can be considered quite lucky then... the 2 best universities in Malaysia!! haha... it was too risky an idea for me to put those two unis as one of my choice, that's why i chose sabah and sarawak... but looks like i was wrong... nevertheless, lets see in 5 years to come, which uni will be better...wahaha :D

tomorrow we'll be hearing more from other people... no need to ask them personally, just log inot facebook and all the beans willl be spilt....just post which uni n course u got, and within a few minutes, your notification box will be flooded with commeents on your post.... which will last for at least 2 days... haha all thanks to the advancement i technology nowadys...

speaking about technology.. what is taking USM so long to post us our offer letter... everyday i've been looking out for the postman.... but was dissappointed everyday haiz... waiting for snail mail to arrive is as nerve wrecking as waiting for any exam results....

i've been going out this whole week... patronizing shopping centres throughout Johor Bahru.. I'm going to miss them while i'm in Kelantan... tomorrow going out to Plaza Pelangi again.. my third time this week... let's see what i'm going to buy... haha

went to the optometrician just now... and i finally got an answer to my frequent migrain problems... well, it's due to my astigmatism and short-sightedness in my left eye.. no wonder with the new specs i hope that it would solve all these headaches... and off we go to study!!

anyway, congratulations to all my friends for getting your dreams courses in the universities of your choice... and to those who didn't get it, nevermind... accept what you got or maybe if there's a chance to appeal, go for it... otherwise, there's always other private institutions out there... but that is if you can afford... but all in all, it's not the end of the world, there's always another way out, if you e willing to find one... don't give up.. Jia you!! :)