Actually, being alone is nothing bad at all.
孤独不是可怕的。。。
haha...
Yesterday was a saturday, but i went to school for renjer's activities.
Guess what, i was the only form 5 other than the renjer leaders there. Tiger couldn't come because her car was down (again), and i didn't know that the others were not coming. So it looked quite weird with an only form 5 in the group marching with the younger ones... haha
We had masakan yesterday. But before that, we 'kawad'-ed while waiting for somebody to come.( i don't who it is) Everything went on smoothly, before the commander (still i do not know how she is) gave a command- the ' hormat ke kanan' OMG i did not know what to do at that time.... my mind suddenly went blank. Luckily, i came back to my senses in time to just emulate what the people in front of me do. luckily, no one notice my mistake... or maybe someone did.... hahaha
We kawad-ed for some time before someone suggested to divide us according to our patrol. I am in the same patrol as tiger and the gang. but all of them are absent. So, i had no choice but to join another patrol. oooo... no one will be able to know how i felt at that time. In fact i regretted coming...
After that, we started to masak!!! First we had to 'dig' a hole in the ground with the parang. Our group made a quite 'big' one. but nevertheless we started cooking. we started the fire and added charcoal into the fire. After many failed attempts to light up the fire, finally, a small flame is produced. We were the first to start cooking while the others are struggling to light their fire.
But things didn't turn out to be that easy. Our fire went out when we wanted to cook our jagung. So we tried to light it up again. Succeed. So, we started to panggang the jagungs. I panggang one, and another girl( i don't know her name) panggang another. The patrol leader took care of the fire. Meanwhile another member of the patrol chop the charcoals...
The flame keep going off and we tried to bring it back. I went back earlier than them. By the time i went back, i managed to see one and a half cooked jagung only.... hahaha However, the other groups had their hotdogs and some other things well cooked and were enjoying their food.
When i went back home, i reek of charcoal smell, so strong that anyone in the house could smell it. Perhaps it was the smoke, my eyes were watery and painful and i felt very sleepy.
Nevertheless, i felt so happy today. because i wasn't left out. Thanks to you all for giving me such an enjoyable and fun day!!!! hee hee :)
the moral of the story is:
don't judge your day with the moments at the begining of the day....
how will it be depends on how you want it to be;
if you feel miserable, then it will be a bad day,
but if you fell gay and happy, then it will be a good day.!!!
