Wednesday, February 18, 2009

updates

Well, i am still enjoying my long long holiday..... hahha not working outside, being cooped up in the house to help mum with the housework.... hahaha

Yesterday Ms Chin asked me whether i'm interested to work for a trust fund company.... I thought long and hard, but i rejected, because i'm afraid that i will be very busy after that... Plus, i don't feel well these days, don't know why.. perhaps its the long term confinement at home, i guess....

I'm becoming crazier, thinking of funny ways to answer what other people tell me... hahaha in a way we call it 'sai-ing' people.... hahaha.... Obviously, it's quite rude, i know... but i can't help it...
mipo....I felt bad.. mipo

Again, it'll be another boring day like the rest....

These few days i had been worried about my future, what will i be studying? Which field i would like to get myself involved in?

Albeit i used to say i wanted to be a nurse or doctor, but after a career test done by aunty Joyce, my mind started to fickle a lot.... am i suitable for these kind of job... or should i just change my ambition.... i started to experienced what my friends were experiencing some time ago... perhaps they had found what they want in life, and now its my turn to crack my brains... thinking carefully about my future...

Sometimes i thought why can't we just take things at a step..... why must we plan and why do people keep asking you what you want to be or will be doing in future....?

Now i'm confused.... my head's spinning... currently... inhaled too much chlorine.. i guess... been busy doing something which i should not and need not do... in other words i'm doing something for nothing... mipo... i just don;t want to waste it... anyway its for the experience.... mipo...

I think i should just stop typing anymore, lest i write more craps here.. mipo hahaha mipo

GBU-God Bless U-Bih Jin taught me that...at first i thought it was Go Beat U- hahahha mipo....