Sunday, August 1, 2010

vexed..==''

why?? WHY??? WHYYYYYY???!!!!

why do we have to do that project??
why must we need to pass that subject in order to graduate??
why is that subjected integrated into our syllabus??
why is it compulsary for us to take that subject???
why would i need it when i don't even plan to do any bussiness later, not even setting up a clinic????

I don't want!!! don't want!!! don't want!!!

to make it clear, the subject i'm talking about is Entrepreneurship...

i'm so stressed out about this thing, the project we were supposed to do under this subject--do bussiness!!!! we were supposed to set up our own stalls on a given day, and then sell our own stuffs.... before that we were divided into groups of 6 to 7 people. and to be lucky enough, i was chosen to be the group leader. and you know what the group leader has to do?? --anything your group members don't do, you have to do it!!!! that's why i don't like being the leader!!! and now, i have no choice!!!! i don't really know whether they were being kind to me, or were they just pushing that extra tediuos job to me :(

i can't explain this worry feeling inside me..

what if..
what if... people don't buy the things we sell
what if... people were not interested in what we are selling
what if... we don't make any profit
what if... we fail, and have to retake
what if... they blame me for that ???????

it was all my idea to sell those things...
to sell second hand comics/ storybooks/ novels; to sell colouring books; to sell colour pencils; keychains and stuffs...

it was only when i came back that i found that selling second hand comics would be a problem... because i only have 5... (i don't remember where the rest were, but i might be able to cover it up with novels and storybooks)... what about colouring books and colouring pencils?? we have to buy them first, and then sell them... but where to get it cheap??? and keychains... how am i going to find a wholesaler????

HOW???!!!!

haiz...
God.. please help me!!!! guide me through this project..

may people buy our products
may we earn some profit, not for us to spend, but just to pass this quest...
may we pass this test...

this is just part of the subject...

next, we have to interview an entrepreneur-- luckily i got my aunt!! :) but that's only 10% of RP(rancangan perniagaan, they call it) later we have to come out with some rancangan based on the info we got from the interviewee... i also don't really understand... let me get some info first, then later i can straight away carry on with the report.

and... despite all these stressful assignments, we still have ujian and quiz!!!

haiz... i really don't like this... but what to do??

life must go on... after the storm, comes the sun... after the sufferings, comes the joy.. and most importantly --some rest!!! haha

but that's after 1 year.... luckily we don't have this subject anymore next year... phew==!