perhaps you all would think that i'm already used to these coming back home and then after 1 week or so, pack up and leave for some faraway, not so comfortable place...
but, frankly speaking, i'm not so used to it yet... ecspecially now, when the holidays are shorter than in matrics.-- 1 week nia.. :(
this holiday, i said that i would be back to study... but did i??
obviously not... maybe a little, but not as much as i had expected...
this means that i have to work extra hard while i'm back in campus, to make up for all those time i had spent relaxingly at home.
however, i will not regret spending my holidays to relax. at least i could eat all i want, sleep all i want and at long last, watch some shows on TV, plus online!!!!(the internet line in usmkk is too lembap already) in other words... there is no place like home... :)
again... i have to leave this comfy environment.. haiz how i wished i could turn back time to the time before i boarded the train.. but if i were to be able to turn back time, my life would probably still revolve around my first holiday in matriculation... !!!!! hahahaa.... because that was how i felt everytime i came home during breaks...
nevermind, it's also an adventure to venture into what is in stored for us up front in the future... where is my fighting spirit??? i should be braver and bolder by now... at least that's what i hoped..
++God will always be there for me when i need Him ++
even though what lies ahead may be quite scary--the feeling of being left out, being used ( it's what i felt only la)
sometimes who you think are your best friends weren't really treating you like one, and sometimes people you trust, actually hurt you in some way they say things... and sometimes you feel so sad and alone that you want to cry.... all these are the challenges in life!!! and you know why??? it's because we are living with humans!! people!! we all have feelings, emotions and brains....
in essays, we always end with conclusions like:'' therefore, we should be brave while dealing with the challenges in life....''
yeah, that's quite true... being brave is one thing, but we also should be wise and resilent!!! ><
well, again... i'm going back to kelantan day after tommorow...
tommorow's my last day at home.. i'd already eaten my fill these few days.. and i'm contented
time to buckle up, and turn on the engine to be ready for another week of lecture...
and after that.... it's Selanjar!!!!
and after selanjar... CF camp!!! woohoo!! haha
