Everybody.....i FINALLY passed my driving test today!!! Hallelujah!!.....
wah, this really gave a sense of relieve....as well as satisfaction....wahahha...after 2 failed attempts, i finally made it.....woohoohoo!!!
self reflecting----
everytime when my friends didn't do well in their exams, i'd always encourage them and tell them to keep on trying, do not give up...next time will be better...i didn't think that applying the same thing to myself was that difficult.....there were many times i thought of giving up just like that...what i mean was just forget about the driving test...then, i'd think of those things i'd say to my friends...i remembered telling them to keep trying...don't give up...maybe your are not talented in this particular thing, but maybe you'll do well in other things....i tried teling myself these...but sometimes...it just won't work..Luckily it was my driving teacher who made the driving test booking for me, otherwise i don't know how long i'm going to drag this test....in a way, avoiding it...
Reflecting back, i used to do well in most of the things i do (obviously not all lah)....all by God's grace i'd say...and this repeated failure in my driving test really hit me hard.....my other friends just took the test once and they passed...but i had to take a third time....i felt so small.... i felt what 'tiger' used to feel...she used to tell me that she felt herself not as excellent as the others (in fact she isn't....and i have no idea what made her think that way)...and i remembered cracking my brains to find a way to console and encourage her.....haha..now, this same thing is happening to me....i was having the feeling of lack of courage to meet the rest of them...haha..
But now...i'm just elated and happy!!! After 4 months of struggling...now, i'm free!!! yay!!!
So, those talks of don't give up are not nonsense after all....hahhahaha...at least i think so...sometimes we should really learn things the hard way....hahha..at least i'm more confident in driving now...haha....
Thanks to my friends for their encouragements and supports and tips too....hahha...and also thanks to my driving teacher..i know how frequently i made many silly and annoying mistakes...wahaha...and also thanks to all 3 jpj testers for their patience..haha.....
Words can't describe my feelings now.....hahaha...
Right now, another burden off my shoulders....haha..so, i'm going to continue rotting at home...wahaha....Plans to further study had to wait till the JPA scholarship results come out on the 3rd week of May....haha...But what i'm sure of now is that....i want to be a Doctor....hahhahah...at least my mind isn't fluctuating now...it is fixed....hahhaha
....gbu....smile!!
