Greeeeeeetings!!!! hahaa.... i've no idea why am i so high lately...
actually, the results for the matriculation program should be out today.... and it turned out that i was offered a place in Kolej Matrikulasi Pulau Pinang...yay! or boo!...i got a shocked when i saw the outcome....i always thought that the non-bumis will not have much chance to get this matrics thing...so after keying in my ic number abd pressed 'Enter' i covered both eyes with my hands in front of the computer screen....i don't want to know the results!!!....but i still had to put my hands down right? so, i put them down...and saw the word tahniah.....and blaa blaa blaa..
Honestly, for the past week i was fretting whether i'd get this matrics or not....i'd that unexplainable feeling of fear in my heart....i'm scared that i'd get this offer... and it turned out that i did.... i should be happy right...???
but no... the moment i put down my hands, i jumped right up from my chair....the chair squeaked...hahhaha....another shocking thing-i'm supposed to register on the 11th of May....haiz..so soon... however, i felt that this is a decision and a sign that God had shown me.... this is the path He wanted me to take....
Family reactions:
Broke this news to my parents....they were happy and excited.... and starting to make plans to take leave....hahhaha....
Mum called her second sis to ask more about this matriculation program.... she's been hoping that i'd get matrics....but then again...no more Maria -that's me, ahem to help her with the house chores....wash clothes, hang clothes, fold clothes, sweep floor, mop floor....e.t.c.
my sister was like reluctant to let me go P.Pinang....nobody's going to help her boil water in the morning when mum's not around....nobody's going to help her with her homework....pity her also...
Daddy was happy also.... started talking about he can't drive to P.Pinang....and said that we will fly by Air Asia instead.... but he's going to have problems with his leave....he can't take leave on Sunday, you see...
My aunties were happy too....because like me, they didn't expect me to get matrics too.... and surprisingly they allowed me to go....
Now, it's time for me to sort out ' what's wrong with me'....
Initially i don't felt like going....why?
1. too far
2. had to stay in hostel
3. can i come home during holidays?
4. i'm going to leave home soon
5. i've just got my P lisence and i haven't had enough fun driving yet, after earning it the hard way, failed 2 times....haha
6. have to muster my courage and determination to study again--my brains were having a long long break...they might need some time to warm up again...
7. i can't go form 6....just wanted to wear that uniform to complete my uniform collection...hahha
8. am going to a place where i'm bounded by rules again....
9. there's going to be some short term holiday only--the longest being 2 weeks...not 2 months ok?
10. they didn't state clearly what they want us to do after checking online.... how and what do we need to bring for the registration?? should there be a letter?? or should we call the hotline??
11. i'm going to miss everyone and everything here:
-my family
-my dogs, ecspecially those two puppies: bongkang(means stupid in hainamnese) and kanga (means trying to be clever in hainamnese also)
- my favourite food
-my room
-my snuggles.......and many many more...
After that, that is only after my mum telling me more about this program, i made up my mind to go, why?
-it's good (explain lah)
-got pocket money
-guarantee masuk university
-affordable--just pay RM220
-nobody objected to me going for matrics--that's the main reason i agreed to go...hahha
Conclusion: I'm going to KM Pulau Pinang.....yay!!
Today's the first time i drove mum's car...i got my P lisence yesterday...
it was fun and exciting for me..and it was like a horror ride for my mum...wahahhaha... she was scared that i would drive the car into a drain....and this car's an automated one..unlike the one i'm used to drive-the manual one...hahha
hmm..i drove from my house to my aunt's house...arrived safely..
next, drove from my aunt's house to my house....arrived safely...got honed by a taxi...
next, drove my sis to pn. liew's house for tuition..arrived safely..
next, from pn. liew's house to Leisure mall....reached the car park....swapped seats with mum
next, again from aunt's house to my house....arrived safely....that's it...hahhaha
can't blame me....i going to leave this place already...better let me drive till puas puas before i forgot how to drive after leaving this place...hahhaha
today's post's kinda long....haha..
oklah..i shall stop here...
GB....h.a. (happy always)
