staying at home and carrying out the same routine almost everyday can be really boring...haiz== going online everyday looking for the latest gossips...doing the laudry every 2 days...besides watching tv, eating and sleeping....
actually i'm also working on other stuffs, like finishing my aunt's cross-stitch work which i abandoned a year ago, and practising the violin... since i don't attend classes now, i'm learning the most important technique in playing the violin--vibrato.. that time, i stopped at that part and didn't have the chance to continue because i had to go to Penang, so now, i'm going to learn it and make sure i do it well.... the sound of the violin sounds to be lacking something without ''vibrato'' ... haahaa it's the same thing as playing the piano without paddling.. i regretted not learning paddling before i left my piano teacher....:( well, i guess i have to depend on myself to learn it now...heehee
the thought of where am i going to study later haunted me most of the time... i wonder, did i make the right choice, by opting to go for the universities in the so-called ''ulu'' states..but it's all too late now... just wait for a reply from either usm or upu, which will decide where i'll be going this July.
i'm caught in another dilemma at the same time.... should i really trust UPU to grant me a place in any public university to study medicine??? or should i apply for other private university as well?? haiz... i really don't know, since medic is one of the critical courses out there
the only thought i have in mind is, if USM is offering me a place, i won't hesitate to accept it... and if i don't get a place in USM, i shall wait for UPU to give me either UNIMAS or UMS.... otherwise, i'm expecting a longer holiday... haha since the private universities will start in August or February next year.... but this doesn't mean good news to me, because i will be losing my JPA scholarship.... haiz
i guess this game's going to last for another few more weeks.... just wait and have faith in GOD is all i can do for the time being...heehee
