Yo!! Its been a while since my last post..... again i am hit by another tornado.... my mind's in a mess..... entangled with those typical ''should i or should i not'' questions....
After receiving my results on the 12th, i'd started applying for scholarships.... actually i only applied for the JPA and Asean scholarship.... and i have no idea why i applied for the latter... for fun perhaps... hahahha
Well, the problem is this.... if i got a JPA scholarship, there's a high possibility that i will be sent abroad to further my studies.... but before that, an A-level course locally.... something like that lah.. i'm not sure also... but still there were some who want me to study form 6..... so, form6. matrics or what??? no idea.. hahha... anyway, i might choose the one which will start latter-- thus extending my holiday... hahhaaha
what's done can't be undone..... i've aplied for the JPA scholarship.... to make matters worse is that i applied for perubatan... which is what i wanted... but...(as what i'd already know) i'll have to attend a 5 day session of Program Pendedahan Kerjaya Seorang Doktor at HSA....where my mum works....Practically, i'd been there quite often when i was still a little girl.... hahhaa- sounds irony right... it's not that i don't feel like going.... but thinking that i might be alone..... haiz......
Initially, i was quite excited about this program and hoped that i could go for it.... but what makes me worry now are the trivial things such as where will the participants meet that day.... the hospital is so big and they can't just asked us to enter a door written bilik (whatever it will be)....or taklimat PPKSD.. right?? Can't they just make things clear to us on their letter....thus saving me the trouble to give the person incharge a call on that day... haiz....next... Is this supposed to be a whole day program...? (after reading the blogs of the others who went for this proram the previous years, it seems like a whole day program to me) .... die lah.... I'd promised Kim to go for an outing on Wednesday... how?? Maybe i should check things out on Monday before telling her about it,.... hahhaa....Another thing.... we will be divided into groups... dame desu yo!!! i'm bad in mixing around with unfamiliar people.... die again...(nevermind... it's a hospital i'm going to.... medical assistance is always available there....) hahhha Plus,... i've an upcoming re-take driving test.... this adds to my worries.... it was scheduled to be on the 30th March or 1st April but.. the JPA scholarship interview is also somewhere around that time... how?? Write an e-mail to postpone the interview if the days really clash??? Perhaps....
I don't know why, but since the day i failed my driving test, i had that kind of emptiness/confusion in me.... why?? I kept telling myself that it's alright to fail....but maybe its because that i'm afraid that the re-take driving test will clashed with my interview date.....and i can't possibly have any driving lessons next week.....haiz.....or maybe its my new handphone... i'd lost some of my contacts because i'd forgot to save them on the SIM card... but it'll be a hassle to take it out again and put it back to the old hp just to copy the contacts.... and i'd offended ''granny-yam nee'' yesterday because of this.... hahaha... Luckily i got her number from kim.... hhahaha
empty... blur.... headaches are all i have now...
People, friends and relatives kept asking me what are my plans and where will i be studying... but all that i can say... don't know.... see first hahhha... i'd become used to do my Maria duty after 3 moths of doing so... wash clothes, hang them, fold them, sweep the floor, mopping.....and i sometimes think that.... why not i just stick to these chores hahhahaah
Seriously.. i'm troubled......mipo (long time didn't use already) hahaaaha
Pray that God will help me to solved these problems one by one... step by step.... i'm in a whirlpool now.. don't bother to save me either.... hahaha.... i won't drown.... hahahaa
But i really should go for that PPKSD thing.... its the first step to realising my dream.... i'd heard of whatever it is....like visiting the mortuary and A&E which are the fields i'm interested in.... haha......
there's an education fair today.... and i can't make up my mind whether to go or not?? Guessing that it would make me more confuse.... i decided to forget about it... just stay at home and be prepared for Monday.... i told myself....hahhha
There is no dead end in the path to success.... try your best... presevere.... no matter how hard the journey might be.... don't give up!!! Because without trying it... you won't know that you can do it!!!... that's how i used to encourage myself.....
one more.....haha.....If there are some people who can do it.... why can't i do the same??? hahhaha
Courage is the thing i lack most in my life... i know what to do.. and how things should be done.... it's just that i don't have the courage to put them into action..... why??? is it because i'm scared of failure???? perhaps..... or maybe its the pride i have in me.... self consciousness... can't i just rid them off.... haiz.....
emo..... and that's me!!
have to stop now.... craps are coming out from me... hahha....
GO GO ME!!!!!!!
Saturday, March 21, 2009
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Good News and Bad News
I have Good news and bad news, which do you want to know first...?
However, i always like to listen to the bad news first...
The bad news: I failed my driving test.
dame desu yo!! want to know why.... I overtake the next lane when i was about to turn at a junction.. if that bicycle wasn't there, i would have made it... blame myself or the bicycle rider?.... myself.... why? because i didn't slow down that much... so the verdict... i failed the test and have to retake it at the end of this month or early next month.... too bad... anyway, i did quite a lot of mistakes too... though not that serious but i think i would fail too... all the same.....but again, thank God.. for i passed my Bahagian 2- parking etc.... haha.. that was the part i worried most... luckily i don't have to retake that!!!
The Good news: I've a new handphone...Z770i my dream phone-clamshell you see.... hahhaaa
It's not that i wanted so i asked daddy to buy... it's just that my old handphone for almost 4 years gave me a lot of problems recently..... i was typing a message and suddenly, the screen went dark... blank... restart by itself... then searching.... otherwise it would be when i was on the phone talking to mum that day suddenly the line went dead... then i checked... the same thing happened again..... Initially i thought that my hp is going to say bye bye to me already.... not untill today when daddy removed the SIM card from my old hp to put it in the new one that he found that the SIM card looked mouldy.... so, could it be the SIM card's fault or is it true that my old hp is faulty already... but anyway.... the new one has arrived.... there's no turning back.. so, just use it i thought.... but.... i really can't bear to leave my old hp alone... can't i use both???
boo hoo hoo....
So.... the good news and the bad news...
However, i always like to listen to the bad news first...
The bad news: I failed my driving test.
dame desu yo!! want to know why.... I overtake the next lane when i was about to turn at a junction.. if that bicycle wasn't there, i would have made it... blame myself or the bicycle rider?.... myself.... why? because i didn't slow down that much... so the verdict... i failed the test and have to retake it at the end of this month or early next month.... too bad... anyway, i did quite a lot of mistakes too... though not that serious but i think i would fail too... all the same.....but again, thank God.. for i passed my Bahagian 2- parking etc.... haha.. that was the part i worried most... luckily i don't have to retake that!!!
The Good news: I've a new handphone...Z770i my dream phone-clamshell you see.... hahhaaa
It's not that i wanted so i asked daddy to buy... it's just that my old handphone for almost 4 years gave me a lot of problems recently..... i was typing a message and suddenly, the screen went dark... blank... restart by itself... then searching.... otherwise it would be when i was on the phone talking to mum that day suddenly the line went dead... then i checked... the same thing happened again..... Initially i thought that my hp is going to say bye bye to me already.... not untill today when daddy removed the SIM card from my old hp to put it in the new one that he found that the SIM card looked mouldy.... so, could it be the SIM card's fault or is it true that my old hp is faulty already... but anyway.... the new one has arrived.... there's no turning back.. so, just use it i thought.... but.... i really can't bear to leave my old hp alone... can't i use both???
boo hoo hoo....
So.... the good news and the bad news...
Friday, March 13, 2009
Results!!!
Yesterday was the day i had waited for months.....the announcement of the spm results!!!
I got ready and walked from my house to school... well, i walked..... hhaha....its meant to calm myself down you see.... instead i perspired like i just taken a shower hahha
After such a long wait at the school hall, finally we got our results.... and i got 10 1A and an 2A for Chinese, i'd expected that... haha well, at least i got and A for my chinese.... i was expecting to get a B or a C for that particular subject, because i left so many columns on the answer sheet blank until i had no choice but to fill them up with whatever answers i had at the last minute.....and then there was the essay, i don't even know what i'd wrote.... i was imagining the scene of teachers and students cleaning up the school after a flood.... well, as a matter of fact i'd never encounter that kind of scenario before, but i tried to imagine..... and as i make up images in my mind, i wrote that essay... it was by God's grace that i managed to get an A for BC.... really....
And then.... the GCE-O for English... as a matter of fact i tried something that i had never dared to do before.... i made an attempt to write a story out of the topic '' Stars ''.... at the beginning i was writing relaxingly and then... as time goes by... i found that i had run out of time... so i had to end the essay abruptly..... but i tried to make it as artistic as i can hahahaha....
again, the BM essay... i attempted a different way of writng essay, which i'd never tried before... That was a very risky thing.... Luckily, i got A for that subject, otherwise i might just.....
hhaha... Anyway, this marks an end to the 3 months of anxious wait.... Finally i can make a decision on the path i should take... imagine, i'm now standing at a cross road......and after that embarking on a journey which i don't know where it will lead me to....one road leads to another, there's no turning back... hhaha
The trick is to apply for anything or scholarship available.... nothing to lose anyway.... hahha that's what i thought... but again, i clearly know that i will be stuck at form 6 for another 2 more years.....so, why waste my time and energy on applying hahaha
Whatever it is, i still have my driving test next Monday.... my worst fears....... pray that i won't be nervous and hopefully the sun shines brightly that day.... haahaha
I got ready and walked from my house to school... well, i walked..... hhaha....its meant to calm myself down you see.... instead i perspired like i just taken a shower hahha
After such a long wait at the school hall, finally we got our results.... and i got 10 1A and an 2A for Chinese, i'd expected that... haha well, at least i got and A for my chinese.... i was expecting to get a B or a C for that particular subject, because i left so many columns on the answer sheet blank until i had no choice but to fill them up with whatever answers i had at the last minute.....and then there was the essay, i don't even know what i'd wrote.... i was imagining the scene of teachers and students cleaning up the school after a flood.... well, as a matter of fact i'd never encounter that kind of scenario before, but i tried to imagine..... and as i make up images in my mind, i wrote that essay... it was by God's grace that i managed to get an A for BC.... really....
And then.... the GCE-O for English... as a matter of fact i tried something that i had never dared to do before.... i made an attempt to write a story out of the topic '' Stars ''.... at the beginning i was writing relaxingly and then... as time goes by... i found that i had run out of time... so i had to end the essay abruptly..... but i tried to make it as artistic as i can hahahaha....
again, the BM essay... i attempted a different way of writng essay, which i'd never tried before... That was a very risky thing.... Luckily, i got A for that subject, otherwise i might just.....
hhaha... Anyway, this marks an end to the 3 months of anxious wait.... Finally i can make a decision on the path i should take... imagine, i'm now standing at a cross road......and after that embarking on a journey which i don't know where it will lead me to....one road leads to another, there's no turning back... hhaha
The trick is to apply for anything or scholarship available.... nothing to lose anyway.... hahha that's what i thought... but again, i clearly know that i will be stuck at form 6 for another 2 more years.....so, why waste my time and energy on applying hahaha
Whatever it is, i still have my driving test next Monday.... my worst fears....... pray that i won't be nervous and hopefully the sun shines brightly that day.... haahaha
SMKST Makan Malam Amal....
some of you might be aware that our school held a special 25th anniversary dinner last sunday at the Grand Straits Garden Restaurant, some where near Danga Bay....
On the eve of this function, i'd been there together with my aunt, sister and... Pn Wendy... for the reharseals.... Guess what i was supposed to do.... Test the amplifier used for the line dance before the event.. and there's a high possibility that we won't even need it... But for us '' kia su'' people, its always better safe than sorry..... hahhaa... So, i looked like a weirdo, carrying that super huge box walking into the hall..... try imagining it.... funny right?? hhaaha
But my efforts wasn't wasted, after the rehearsals ended, 1st aunt suggested to Pn Wendy that we go for tauhu bakar and chendol and ice kacang.... hhahaa.. Unfortunately, that particular stall at Tepian Tebrau wasn't open yet.... too bad.... so, we had to settle for Rojak Petis, Mee Bandung and Mee Rebus at another stall at the same place.... haha....Pn Wendy foot the bills hhahaha.... and i ate my fill hahhha
The next day... again i carried that super huge box and 'walked' into the hall... like a weirdo.... but what to do?? hhaaha The band was practicing on the stage.... Well, they improve quite a bit compared to yesterday's performance.... hahhaha
Well, as we were enjoying the food served, the teachers had their performances. But before that, i must say that the powerpoint presentation was interesting....!!! hahah and after that performances..... 6th aunty uploaded the videos i took that day at youtube... but i wasn't very good because my hand kept shaking.... so you can expect to see an earthquake in those videos i took... hahaha....
This is the link to Mr. Bobby and Pn. Sharon duet.:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Wt8iM5Qmjw.... hahha
This is another link to the Chinese fan dance performed by some of our chinese teachers: Pn. Tiang, Pn. Lim, Pn. Heah, Pn. Fam, Cik Jessica and another teacher which i do't know her name... haha:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l8dyxnrWDgQ
Only these 2 videos were uploaded for the time being. hahah....the rest were my aunts and the rest of them dancing line dance before the event started.... haha....
Plus, we were so lucky this time to win a lucky draw... 1st aunt bought 2 tables.... we took one table and the others were sold to the other line dancers. and both tables won a prize each for 2 different draws.... Ours was a hamper and we sent my sis, who wore the best dress up to collect the hamper.... hahah.... guess who was the next one to go on stage after her..... secret..... hahahhaa wahsei! I nearly jumped out of my seat laughing man... luckily daddy pulled me down in time... hahaha (never mind if you don't undersyand what i'm typing) hahaahha
The last draw was a voucher to Genting First World Hotel, 3D2N...... and it was won by one of the line dancers... hooray.....at least both tables won something... this might be our first time winning a lucky draw.... hahha
Finally, the event ended with the band performance.... Not Bad!!! Compared to yesterday hahahhha at least they looked more confident and there is no ''unexpected special effects''.... hahha
In a nutshell, this event was considered quite successful, the teachers were all very supportive...that's what my aunts and dad say.... hahah...
On the eve of this function, i'd been there together with my aunt, sister and... Pn Wendy... for the reharseals.... Guess what i was supposed to do.... Test the amplifier used for the line dance before the event.. and there's a high possibility that we won't even need it... But for us '' kia su'' people, its always better safe than sorry..... hahhaa... So, i looked like a weirdo, carrying that super huge box walking into the hall..... try imagining it.... funny right?? hhaaha
But my efforts wasn't wasted, after the rehearsals ended, 1st aunt suggested to Pn Wendy that we go for tauhu bakar and chendol and ice kacang.... hhahaa.. Unfortunately, that particular stall at Tepian Tebrau wasn't open yet.... too bad.... so, we had to settle for Rojak Petis, Mee Bandung and Mee Rebus at another stall at the same place.... haha....Pn Wendy foot the bills hhahaha.... and i ate my fill hahhha
The next day... again i carried that super huge box and 'walked' into the hall... like a weirdo.... but what to do?? hhaaha The band was practicing on the stage.... Well, they improve quite a bit compared to yesterday's performance.... hahhaha
Well, as we were enjoying the food served, the teachers had their performances. But before that, i must say that the powerpoint presentation was interesting....!!! hahah and after that performances..... 6th aunty uploaded the videos i took that day at youtube... but i wasn't very good because my hand kept shaking.... so you can expect to see an earthquake in those videos i took... hahaha....
This is the link to Mr. Bobby and Pn. Sharon duet.:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Wt8iM5Qmjw.... hahha
This is another link to the Chinese fan dance performed by some of our chinese teachers: Pn. Tiang, Pn. Lim, Pn. Heah, Pn. Fam, Cik Jessica and another teacher which i do't know her name... haha:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l8dyxnrWDgQ
Only these 2 videos were uploaded for the time being. hahah....the rest were my aunts and the rest of them dancing line dance before the event started.... haha....
Plus, we were so lucky this time to win a lucky draw... 1st aunt bought 2 tables.... we took one table and the others were sold to the other line dancers. and both tables won a prize each for 2 different draws.... Ours was a hamper and we sent my sis, who wore the best dress up to collect the hamper.... hahah.... guess who was the next one to go on stage after her..... secret..... hahahhaa wahsei! I nearly jumped out of my seat laughing man... luckily daddy pulled me down in time... hahaha (never mind if you don't undersyand what i'm typing) hahaahha
The last draw was a voucher to Genting First World Hotel, 3D2N...... and it was won by one of the line dancers... hooray.....at least both tables won something... this might be our first time winning a lucky draw.... hahha
Finally, the event ended with the band performance.... Not Bad!!! Compared to yesterday hahahhha at least they looked more confident and there is no ''unexpected special effects''.... hahha
In a nutshell, this event was considered quite successful, the teachers were all very supportive...that's what my aunts and dad say.... hahah...
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
Caring for Pets
Lately, my 1st aunty was frequently not at home... so, i being the most idle one at home had to take over her duties of taking care of the dogs in her Tebrau house, namely Toto, Putih and Jaya.
At first i thought that those were just easy tasks that i could handle with the tips of my fingers. But i was proven wrong.
24th febuary, 1 aunty departed for Australia to attend cousin Stephen's wedding. The first task assigned to me before she left was feeding the dogs. Took out their respective bowls and scoop the rice into them. Next, distributed their bowls. As this was my first time feeding the dogs after so many years, i had long forgotten which bowl belonged to which dog. I gave Putih Jaya's bowl and she gave a 'one of her kind' look.... hahhaha And i immediately got her message.... swopped their bowls.... hahhahha
That task was easy. The though one-- the disposal of dog shit!! OMG... i won't described it much here.... But i managed to do it well haha.. I won't elaborate...hahha
Many pet owners kept pets just for the reasons because pets like dogs or cats are cute or as a companion. Some of them even went to the extend to spend a few thousand dollars just to get a Beagle, Chi hua hua etc, excluding the expenses on their pet food... They are willing to spend their time playing with them, caressing their fur, and talking to them as well, but when it comes to cleaning up their pets' droppings.... or so called faeces, most of them shun away and hoping hard that someone will come and clear them away.... hahhaa That' s what happened here. I used to be one of them, but now, i'd changed... hahaaa
Last time, i always wanted to keep a dog in our house in Pelangi, but mum refused to let me do so. The reason: who is going to clean the dog's faeces? I naively replied that i will be responsible. But mum seemed to understand this daughter quite well...and till now we havn't kept any pets in our house ever since our Boh Hiap passed away when i was still small...You see?
Well, updates...
The new furnitures came in today....a sofa, a tv console and a coffee table plus an lcd tv. After 20 odd years, this is the first time dad and mum get something new into our house.. hahahaa....It's great to have new things in the house, but i was just so worried that they might throw away the old one....mipo.... i don't want that to happen mipo.... after all this 18 years i had been living together with them..... hahaha
oklah, that's it for now... The only person chatting with me on msn is going to sign out already..... (she said so, but i don't think so).... hahaa... The orange light is still flashing at the bottom of the screen....again and again hahahha
Nite....God bless
At first i thought that those were just easy tasks that i could handle with the tips of my fingers. But i was proven wrong.
24th febuary, 1 aunty departed for Australia to attend cousin Stephen's wedding. The first task assigned to me before she left was feeding the dogs. Took out their respective bowls and scoop the rice into them. Next, distributed their bowls. As this was my first time feeding the dogs after so many years, i had long forgotten which bowl belonged to which dog. I gave Putih Jaya's bowl and she gave a 'one of her kind' look.... hahhaha And i immediately got her message.... swopped their bowls.... hahhahha
That task was easy. The though one-- the disposal of dog shit!! OMG... i won't described it much here.... But i managed to do it well haha.. I won't elaborate...hahha
Many pet owners kept pets just for the reasons because pets like dogs or cats are cute or as a companion. Some of them even went to the extend to spend a few thousand dollars just to get a Beagle, Chi hua hua etc, excluding the expenses on their pet food... They are willing to spend their time playing with them, caressing their fur, and talking to them as well, but when it comes to cleaning up their pets' droppings.... or so called faeces, most of them shun away and hoping hard that someone will come and clear them away.... hahhaa That' s what happened here. I used to be one of them, but now, i'd changed... hahaaa
Last time, i always wanted to keep a dog in our house in Pelangi, but mum refused to let me do so. The reason: who is going to clean the dog's faeces? I naively replied that i will be responsible. But mum seemed to understand this daughter quite well...and till now we havn't kept any pets in our house ever since our Boh Hiap passed away when i was still small...You see?
Well, updates...
The new furnitures came in today....a sofa, a tv console and a coffee table plus an lcd tv. After 20 odd years, this is the first time dad and mum get something new into our house.. hahahaa....It's great to have new things in the house, but i was just so worried that they might throw away the old one....mipo.... i don't want that to happen mipo.... after all this 18 years i had been living together with them..... hahaha
oklah, that's it for now... The only person chatting with me on msn is going to sign out already..... (she said so, but i don't think so).... hahaa... The orange light is still flashing at the bottom of the screen....again and again hahahha
Nite....God bless
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