Finally, after 4 days... today's the last day of this program. Woke up at the same time and went downstairs for breakfast. I got a shocked when i noticed that my sister hasn't gone to school yet... You know why, mummy's car tyre deflated....unfortunately....
So, after breakfast and getting ready, daddy drove me there. As usual, met the other group members at the entrance of the main building and then proceeded to today's program--to the A&E department. The time we went in, the A&E was so cold and quiet because other than the doctors, nurses and one or two patients, it's just the 11 of us.... haha....After walking one round around the whole place, we headed straight to the bilik seminar...sat there and started gossiping...
3 cases came in after that. First, it was a baby. then there was a guy, i don't know what was the reason... and then a child.... Unfortunately, the doctors failed to save this child's life....standing behind the blinds, we could see that the doctors were performing cpr to this patient, each doctors had their chance of doing so....but sadly, after a few minutes her heart still couldn't beat on its own, the doctors also gave up.....and so....the monitors were turned off and all tubes were pulled out....Later, i saw the child's kins coming in...an MA lead them to where the child was lying, he seemed like he was explaining something to them....just so you know.
Whenever there was a case admitted into the resuscitation room, all of us will barge into the room also. I can feel that it is over crowded... but haiz...i can't be the odd one out.. so, i went in too... You know what, we were like a bunch of curious people, hanging around the curtains and tipping our toes just to see the doctors carrying out their procedures....
But coming to think of it, if i were the doctor, i wouldn't want so many people to see me working...haha...i can't help feeling like that, so i just stand at a distance, it doesn't matter if i can't see anything... haha... i just don't want to disturb the doctors.. or standing in their way... and i'm not surprised that they find us a hindrance and irritating.... hhhahaha...Again, the patients might not like it also, ecspecially those who are in pain or had difficulty in breathing.......imagining a bunch of people seeing you or rather staring at you while you had to put up a struggle to save your life.... i wouldn't like it.....the patients, normally those suffering from injuries.... they kept yelling at the doctors: sakit sakit... this brought my memory back to 11 years ago, when i had a few stitches on my right eyebrow after knocking right into a pillar... haha..i wasn't even crying when i entered the bilik rawatan... calm...as if i wasn't aware of what was going to happen.... then the doctor came, turned on the lamp...asked me to close my eyes... and then dabbed some ''don't know what is that'' liquid on my right eye.... after that, i felt something poking through my eyelid.. a few minutes later, the lamp was turned off and the room's fluorescent light was turned on.....i wasn't even screaming or anything....though it was quite painful....haha..here comes the funny part... haha... A maly doctor came in....he told me something like ''ant's bite....tak sakit punye''... how on earth am i supposed to know what's going on... so i just noded my head... then i saw that he was holding a syringe with a needle attached....aiming for my left arm...that time.. i still didn't know what he was up to....suddenly,, OUCH!! I felt something pierced into my left arm... and i went '' BOO HOO HOO'' hhhahaha.. i cried my lungs out hahahaha... and he was like :''haha.. nangis pulak tu, tadi kan cakap, ant's bite je..'' hahhahah... mom got a shocked too, she didn't expect me to cry so loudly, padan muka.... hahahah
After lunch, went to PGMC for the end of program taklimat. DR. Izzam gave a powerpoint presentation...group leaders gave their report....some students gave their testimonials...and then after getting back our borang kehadiran, we were allowed to go back....But before that we took a group photo....hhaha...
All in all, this program in a way, it's good... but again, it's boring sometimes, ecspecially those times when we were invisible to the staffs there.. but, we should understand that the doctors and nurses are also busy.... they can't just sit down and talked to us.... right?? but, i'd also gained some experience through this exposure program....at least i know the hospital quite well by now...i practically walked around the whole hospital already....hahahaha...
ooh, almost forgot, next monday's my driving test....hahaha.. not again!! hahha i haven't been driving since the last time i failed the test....haha wonder if i could make it or not this time.... pray that i would...hahha.. wish me luck!! This is followed by Tuesday's interview.... haiz...so, it's either going to the interview smiling, or looking miserable.... haha...it all depends on Monday!! hahahaha
oklah, that's it for today....i'm so tired....(yawn)
Nitez and god bless.....:)
